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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






LUDICROUS!!!
Wednesday. 4.14.04 8:43 am


I am so not happy with these allegations against Becks. I'm quite pissed off that the media would do such a thing! I refuse and I REFUSE to believe BECKS is a cheating bastard cuz I really respect the man! :( It can't be the truth! It just can't *sobs*. Man...I really feel for this "perfect" couple cuz with all this BS (that's what I think!) flying around they aren't gonna have the same 'crystine' image as they have always had. It is like the perfect two-by-two family...I feel really sorry for them. And still a loyal supporter for the BECKHAMS.

*I know this sounds pathetic...but I have always thought highly of them, esp. the famous football player ;) Pls don't tell me u believe in these lies!!!??? (Pure lies I tell u!!)...now I am getting delerious 0_o

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Part two : Easter Weekend Update
Monday. 4.12.04 12:03 pm
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~Easter weekend update~
Monday. 4.12.04 9.34 am
mood: contented


65% alcohol!!!

I went to CHURCH on Friday!!! Hahaha shocked? Well it is a tradition to go back to Sacred Heart Church, Thornlie where my primary school is and just meet up with Michelle and Gail. I haven't seen Michelle in weeks so it was good catching up with her. Gail I saw the other night. It was a nice mass, actually sat down this time to listen whereas before Junie used to pull us away and play in the old school playground. Hehehe...I dunno I feel as if my faith has depleted cuz going to church felt more like a 'duty' than my 'will to worship'.

Ok ok so there wasn't much worship involved this weekend hehehe but a lot of catch up with friends and some errmmm..."interesting moments". Work was ok on saturday...usual easter rush. I was feeling better from friday nights events cuz to be honest, chatting to Fernando and Johan made me feel better. On sat night that was some night....from what can be remembered ;)

It was June's sis 21st birthday and you know the gist of a 21st. :) They hired out a party bus, they had a pub crawl so you can imagine after a couple of cheap tipples you will tip. :p It was fun seeing Shelz, Gail, Mel, June, Nic, Cat and other familiar faces at the party. When mixed with alco these ladies are crazy...even without the stuff they are pretty funny. lol! I invited Fernando to come also haha and I think his perspective of us has changed since hs. It's fun to have an 'outside' person come 'inside' and see what we are really about...

One green chartreuse (It's my signature drink I reckon) and I was tipping...chatting...hugging...being paranoid...self-conscious...red faced etc. Asking ppl to shut up...hmmm...I have been doing that a lot lately hehehe! But I don't mean to be rude it's just me being stupid. Just ignore me or ask me to 'SHUT UP' in return. LOL! Then it was champagne, a bit of archers, some illusion hehehe but I was doing well...surprise for me! As for some ppl they were totally sloshed!

Some highlights with Gail and Mel being hounded by some 'weirdo, peroxide, satan-look-alike (his face was demonic I swear!), hands down the pants' dude on the dance floor, hahaha! Michelle whoosey from champagne and her cuteness when dancing, Nicole hitting on my hair! June hitting on everyone! Fernando laughing at us...and just some other random things that making drinking funny. I don't do this often, cuz if it was regular it wouldn't be this much fun ;) Alco hasn't been in my system for a longggggggggggggggggg time! Just thinking about the calories now (YIKES!)

Got back home round 3am I think...everyone was a lil tipsy, with Mel being the designated driver...god I miss "this" - being with mah girls. It's never the same when they are not around. :( So with the only 2 weeks I have them here I'm gonna make sure they have a memorable time...hopefully they remember most...lol!

Will try and get some photos up during the 2 week break. Oh yeh can't forget homework...so much to do! *sobs*...better get started.

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My Disappointments...
Friday. 4.9.04 9.17pm
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My girls are back :)
Friday. 4.9.04 11:05 am
mood: croaky (*ribbit*)

I woke up this morning with a really sore throat because I was laughing and chatting so much last night. It was a good start to the easter break. Plus I had no classes yesterday which made it even better! But stooopid stooopid study grp wants to have a meeting today to start our assignment. Don't you think that is STOOPID? Yes... *nods* it is Good Friday and they want to do work instead of respect the meaning of the day and that is Christ dying on the cross for us. Can't we have this day for rest or some kind of reflection. Plus I really don't want to go to uni... :(

Yah well last night I caught up with Mel, Gail and Jason at Gelares at Carousel. This is our usual meeting place cuz there is hardly any other places to go around Perth. But it was good to see Gail, she just came back from KAL for the break. She felt so bad about forgetting my bday that she treated me to waffles. I was like "NO NO, I just went to the gym to work this off and now you want me to PUT IN ON AGAIN??" lol! I appreciated the gesture and so restarting the diet once again next week >.<

It was so funny...I mean I couldn't believe what we were saying cuz we were just laughing out heads off to the most random things leaving our mouths. I can't believe the sh*t I said last night...I guess now a days I say what I wanna say and what ever is on my mind...I allow others to swallow it how ever they want. Hehehe a bit rude isn't it? But it's time to be more active rather than submissive - I guess people appreciate it more. Still...I am the type of person who prefers to listen...more than talking... cuz last night when they kept going I just shut up, I can only last for so long :)

You know ever since I put up that new pic in friendster ppl think I am some kinda 'wild child' hahaha...I was just experimenting with light and shadow! It's sad how ppl go by appearances now a days, most of their assumptions derive from the initial encounter...Just because you put a girl in the dark it ultimately assumes - (???). I dunno but 'bad' guys like to hound me for some reason...esp those 'sam seng' (naughty in canto) azn dudes... and I (sadly) tend to fall for those (what the hell is wrong with me??!!). LOL! As I said it before it is a self defeating purpose...

Easter...I always luv this holiday...a long week of just relaxing...and then choccies follow. Haha No wonder I have that sore throat. YUCKS. I will prob go to church this sunday...it'll be a happier mood i guess than today. Haven't been to church in ages..wonder if I can last a whole hour of mass. hmmmm...hehehe... Wishing you all a happy and safe easter break! Don't stuff yourself too much with chocs :p TAKE CARE *muaks*

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Pls *BITCH* for me...
Tuesday. 4.6.04 2.43 pm
mood: sunny
listening to: Groove 101.7 (perth radio)

Awwww...not many comments coming in lately :( You guys aren't gonna leaving all the bitching up to me right? GAWD...cuz I could on forever if no one stops me! Hahaha (Nobody wants that right? Or then blood will be coming out of your eyes, ears, start getting weird skin rashes...worse scenario imaginable!). So pls pls pwwwwwwwwwweeesee I would luv to hear your opinions or ideas on anything as I really respect intelligent input ;)...update me with yourselves too cuz I don't get around to everyone's webbie lately...if you drop in, come say hi *winkz*

I know I haven't been posting up photos lately. I do have so many pics to put up but my comp is still being pooey with me...I can't upload my pics because I can't even see the quality of my piccies. I don't dare post them up without a "bit" of editing. hehehe... awwwww come on...I'm sure all of your guys do it. :p I'll get this fixed...prob on the break.

I just came back from uni. It was a nice short day. Yesterday was even better!!!! CUZ GUESS WHAT??? I got my CHUCK TAYLORS. Awwww...my beuuuuu-ti-fullll babies. I wanna take photos of them and post em up. SOON SOON! I promise! I got em for $64 when they are usually $80. But it was cuz I spent over $100 at LIVE. OOPZ! I got the 20% discount yeh! I thought I'd spoil myself just dis once ;) Wanna hug em to sleep - hehee J/K but I luv my new shoes...sorry I sound so damn materialistic... Uh-oh Tiff I hope you don't mind me getting them...when I saw them on you I KNEW I HAD TO HAVE THEM! ^_^

[edit] -new pics as promised (fixed my comp temp)







Besides that...I'm proud of myself cuz I just sent B a straight-to-the-pt sms saying 'I don't wanna try again...I'm sorry'...then again I shouldn't say sorry cuz what do I have to be sorry for? No reply...so I figured it's over. PHEW! I have been like stressing for it for the past 2 weeks and I feel like a free woman again :p So yeh getting that off my shoulders...I'm pretty happy about that too.

Ahhhhh I dunno why I keep on blogging lately...have so much to say but nothing that is really relevant (???). LOL. Pls comment for me...I'll be your best friend *winkz* hhehe! Talking about best friends...I called Michelle last night in KAL...and she's great. Can't wait till my KAL girls get their hinnies aka ass here on thurs, miss my muddites, miss my chilli mussel kahkis, and everyone else I may have missed...plans plans to catch up with everyone on the break ;) BAI BAI for now

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