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Gawd this is embarassing but my friend off friendster sent me this site. YOu have to type in your name and click 'submit' and you get your prison BITCH name!

Mine sadly is - SHIT EATER

Hahahha...click here

Ok...stop laughing now...it not funny..but then again it is...Lemme noe what's yours when you're done k hehehehe!

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You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted, care-
free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You have
friends and most absolutely love you. You can
be calm and soothing one minute and ragging in
anger the next so no one wants to get on your
bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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* I juz luv these anime pictures of these quizzes, but I have to take them to get em. DUH! hehehe...I'm wind...I dunno this somewhat reminds me of Rinoa from FF8. I luv that game!

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mood: feels like i'm out of a coma!

Went back to uni this morning and MY GAWD! Nothing has changed about the parking! It is why my car got bumped on the side in the first place because of the freakin' parking spaces - in the forest! Becuz the campus is quite big, with too many students and they just keep handing out parking stickers! Not really finding a solution to the parking prob! I am a lil more happier about the whole 'car door' dilemma, my dad told me he could claim it under his insurance and then I will only have to pay $150, still I hate relying on my parents to fix probs for me! Plus it's a public holiday today and classes commence today! SUCKS big time!! Cuz uni does not recognise state holidays...ehhh it's been long enough though...hahha!

Am I just too scared to ask for help? Sometimes I think I can be quite a snob not to ask for help when I need it. I feel it may be a culture thing. I have this chinese pride thing, just hope that my hard work will get me to where I wanna get. But I know since I was raised up in Oz I should embrace that culture - that everyone are 'mates' and willing to help you out. :)

Walking around uni today, I must admit I was semi excited about returning back to study. I just wanna finish this degree off quickly...I can feel the pressure!!! But then looking around there weren't too many nice looking guys around Commerce, may have to may be take a turn to Engineering hahaha! Good luck to anyone else returning back to uni...remember to keep organised but that means slotting in some time for fun :)

Take care ya'll! My lil bro just took my car down town >.< this is gonna get on my nerves soon! Or already is... AIYOH!!! Boyz and their excitement once they get their license!

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mood: like a bitch
listening to: behind blue eyes

I am home alone - well with my parents (but they're sleeping) cuz my bros all went out to town for my BIG bro's FAREWELL party. I had just come home from an exhausting day of work and my body has not yet caught up with it usually 'self'. My mind is still "kinda" focussed, yet not... Had a big splitting head ache and couldn't be stuffed going out. I mean I wanted to go to the church tonight but Tiff was working and I knew somewhere inside my body couldn't take a further beating. I must look like shit ey! That's why no recent posts with photos hahaha!

But yeh I feel like a horrible sis because my big bro was sooooo counting on me to come and take photos also to be my charming self and help with the hosting. It was held at Valentinos...I was just there last week with Ron. I have no more money...I SWEAR! The security stash is for uni expenses next week - no clubbing! I'm getting sick of clubbing may be cuz I have been to Metros a lot. Or that my mind hasn't had time to recover. I could've met a lot of my bro's cute cute friends but they can wait - hahaha I'm THAT tired! :p But ye'h he was like 'What a sister!' (I felt bad disappointing him). I really couldn't hey...

I dunno why but I wanna see John this weekend...to return his cds (for one reason), the other...just to see him I guess... I bought the 'behind blue eyes' single cuz I guess it reminds me of him. I'm thinking of giving it to him. He is like the first blue eyed, caucasian, blondey dood I have ever had a crush on! Ok...beside James Terlick but that was like when I was 6 hehehe!

I met up with Tiff and Yo today too before work. They are my chickadees hehehe...had a coffee with them and a brief chat session. When I think back to when we were 17 - we were definitely no dancing queens!!! Now I look at my honeyz and they are just 'styling'. I kinda laugh when high school ppls look at us three "scrubs" and say 'WOW they look hot' it's a good feeling lol! Gimme a great career, a perfect r'ship, healthiness and happiness and send me to my 10th year reunion, hahaha! Hmmm...may be too much to ask for right at this moment...hehehe I'm contented for now (I think...).

One more day of work...then public holiday! Then - the much 'anticipated' moment (as if!) uni starts!!! whoooppeeeee dooo daaaaaahhhh... hugs to all ppls!! ^_^

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listening to: hey mama - black eyed peas (rock!)
mood: beaten

I know this is way too early to be typing an entry but I felt I had the time and I haven't been updating that often. I have been so caught up in life - lost a lot of sleep, got a new wrinkle , new pimples (that's not new!), working heaps and finalising uni stuff for next week. This week has totally exhausted me! I need my sleep, that's why I have been quite hissy with ppl lately...I don't mean too. Sorry!

It was my lil bro's 17th bday yesterday and he got his license, so I have been on his back saying 'Becareful' and 'don't drive so fast' etc. Bringing out the 'inner mom' hahaha! May be it is becuz he is driving my baby - BOZ. I got bad news today, cuz last yr Boz got in an accident it will cost $600 to pay for the panal beating or even get a new car door! I am so sad about that...

My whole body aches right now cuz I did a pretty full-on work out at the gym today and it has been at least 2 weeks since that last time. Uuuurgghhh feeling like I've been beaten by a trolley pole. Muscles aching! Hopefully it will put me in better shape for uni next week.

The 'male' issue is still an issue. But not that I care...I just can't believe all the bad luck I have been having. I got this email today from an ex net buddy who claims I have been ignoring him and he's saying 'I love you' (WTF??). He sounds like a psycho! Then Jason suddenly starting to call me AGAIN! I really can't stand it anymore if he says 'I love you' AGAIN! I'm certainly gonna cut all ties. I guess becuz of the past and of my friend's shared experiences I have decided the perfect man is a rareity...it is impossible to find someone that sits on the same emotional level as you. If u like a guy too much - he runs, if he likes you too much - you run. It's a lose/lose situation. I welcome guys to be friends with me - platonic is the only way to avoid this confrontation of 'love/like' etc etc. Please don't ever say I LOVE YOU unless u mean it and know I feel the same way too!!!! It fucking gets on my nerves when the term is tossed around so casually!!!!

SOME ONE PLS GIVE ME A MASSAGE ON MY BACK! I feel spineless....not that i got no back bone - but feeeling really REALLY bleghhhh...

Have a nice weekend everyone!!! Take it easy, I'm gonna snooze now...zzzzzzzzzzzzz

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