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Yeh well I don't give a rat ass what tm is...but today is BLACK FRIDAY! Man I just wanna go out and do something really spontaneous and naughty but then I will never do that cuz I am too aware of the consequences hehehe. I think I may just go for a walk after this..it's in the morning...all nice and cool and I'm feeling fat and ugly...fresh air should do me good. Ahhhh...horrible hey...to wake up in the morning and feel absolutely gross...but it looks like it is gonna rain. HA even better! Especially suited for the mood I'm in!

I do agree when people say V'day is overrated like Christmas. It is a day, not even a holiday and it gets all this unnecessary attention. It is a way of marketing and that is insensitive to those who are single. I mean can't they sell things that appeal to the 'single' market? Instead of just lovers...it's just stoopid, cuz they could be earning so much more! hehehe! How come they never make a big deal out of ST Joan of Arc's day or ST Catherine's day...but St Valentine's day??? To tell you the truth it is the only saint day that is celebrated worldwide...even those who do not believe in saints as such...go along with the day and probably don't even know the history of the day.

A lot of people expect me to be busy on v'day but the truth is I'm not...so yeh I'm free for anyone to take me out to dinner! hehehe! I was hoping to get my single girls and go down to metro city and checkout the gig there. They usually have something fun...I mean most v'day functions is about either being with a significant other or looking for them right? It's pathetic I know...but it's true if you don't put yourself out there for looking for that person...you may never make yourself available. But then again...are clubs a good meeting spot?

I dunno whether I will see Johnny this weekend after he saying 'let's be friends for now because my life is a bit hectic at the moment'. I think it isn't just that...but the fact that I may have scared him away by saying 'I kinda like you'. It was too early too say...but I was wearing my heart on my sleeve for a long time now and may be it is time to think before I say... Ehhhh I can't help but be IN the moment!! Then Ron is calling me and I am not picking up...hehehe..better call him back...

Hopefully it is a good day today...I luv Black fridays cuz they are usually the best or the most fun! :p

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This always happens to me every year when it nears Valentine's Day.

I take it as a weakening of the senses.

Hard to be in full control of one's emotions

I admit to not being a romantic...

But unconsciously I'm a fool for it...

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Last night I was dragged out by my friends to go clubbing. It was a new scene so I was very doubtful that I would have a good time. We went to Freo and I must say it wasn't that bad. I had no drinks at all and I enjoyed myself immensely! I was with my girls, June, Nic, Jess and Mel. First we hit the pubs...but then me not being a 'pubbish' girl was yawning and feeling rather unstimulated...it was so quiet in there...strange enough for an Aussie pub! But then once we strolled over to the much 'preferred' ZANZIBAR...it brought back rather BITTER-THAN-SWEET memories...(pls feel free to browse earlier blogs for information). But Im glad it was just with the girls tonight. The music was shit until I was the one who stood up to the DJ and said 'PLAY MY SONG MR. DJ! Be faithful by Crooklyn yeh!!!'...nah i didn't really say that...he would've snobbed me. So anyways that started off a chain of rnb tunes which got the whole club/pub up and dancing. I would like to think of it as my doing! ;)

The girls were asking me to teach them moves! I was so taken a back becuz I don't consider myself good at all. My friend even asked 'have u been watching honey?' hmmm... hehehe anyway it was so fun cuz they were drunk and they were copying what eva i was doing. :p Well trying to anyway. No pics of this night though cuz some of these girls are so shy when they are tipsy!

Had work today which sucked cuz i hardly caught up with sleep...trying my best to smile at customers but just gave up in the end. I was expecting a sms today...but sadly none for me...sniff! I am really really trying not to fall for a guy but I think it is too late...I mean I can get on with my life but then again I feel like I take all these chances and then I give up on them so easily...and then ppl give up on me...life is too hard to figure out! *sighs*

Should I go out with the girls again tonight and party again? They wanna go to Freo Metropolis this time...I dun noe....cuz when I do I am happy and when I am at home and it is quiet I start to think, miss, and my brain is practically screwed! Ahhhh...and to think it was gonna be a smooth weekend....hope you all having fun out there! ;)

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listening to: the scientist - cold play


Hello Everyone! No I am not talking about a GUY...This is TIM the world's smallest dog, it seems that he may not grow any bigger than this...he is only 3 inches tall! His owner has to wear slippers so that she will not tread on him! Awww....he is so cute! He looks like a toy rather than a real life dog hey? He is a cross shitzu and chihuahua...no wonder he is so tiny! Isn't he adorable???? ^_^

Man...I want a doggie to call my own... *sniff* hmmm just have to wait till i move out and get my own place then I will get one. And then my mum can't do nothing about it hahahaha! Hmmm...but yeh I'll be around here for a while yet. ehehe..

This week has been busy but then lazy at the same time...I went out with my MUD girls on tuesday, it was so hot like 37 degs in town but we still went out and caught up. I can't believe I still have about a month or so of holidays...when a lot of my friends are working, keeping themselves busy doing something...I think because I am having withdrawel symptoms from being a 'workaholic' in the months before.

Yesterday I went for yoga and there was a new teacher, Matthew...he is soooo boring! He wasn't even funny, interesting or anything! He takes yoga so seriously which makes me miss David's classes. I know Yoga is all about concentration, the quiet and being 'one' with the body and mind but pffft...he was not very charming...maybe i should cut him some slack cuz it is his first class.

I saw johnny boy last night, we watched 'ice age' on his laptop. Can u believe I haven't seen it before! I have followed all the disney animations since i was a lil kid. I have never missed a pixar! I wonder why i missed this one...prob couldn't find anyone to watch with me..but now i have. :) Still confused about 'us' cuz he hasn't officially asked me out...and I feel like I'm in the dark 0_o I mean does he have to? I'm such an old-fashion kinda girl hehehe... I dunno men just confuse me...with v'day coming up i think it may be another quiet one...

Hope u all have a great v'day...enjoy the holiday. Sending y'all xxxz n oooz :) If u don't get em from somebody else...I think you would rather someone else than meh!!! :p

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