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I think this pic is so cool. And the story 'Warmth' sounds good. Too bad Fred hasn't put it up yet. Go and check his stuff out at Fredart! Esp. if you are an manga/anime fan!

mood: happy smappy!

listening to: End of the war - Cosima (Cold Chisel oldie)

I have no idea why I am feeling so content. Hehehe. Maybe becuz for one time in my life I'm at one of those points when LIFE is so sweeeeeeeeeet! Every part of my life kinda feels in place, even though there are a few gliches...I'm happy with where I am now. Maybe I'm not really "anywhere" cuz I'm still a student, working a pt job, paying off a car and still worrying about why I don't have anything to wear. lol!

Then again my social, family, work, study and love life are going quite okiely dokiely ;) No drama...ahhhhhhhhhhhh such a blissful feeling ^_^ I'm not a drama queen that is for sure. Pls keep drama far away from me as possible!!

This week is my 2nd week of uni, got things all sorted out with my units and enjoying my classes. Well Kinda anyways... met a few new ppls and gonna catch up with some old friends this weekend. So many bdays! I feel August is more congested with bdays than July is. Just got off the phone with my girl Tiff and...saw Yoan today and she is great, so nice to see her too.

Saw Fernando yesterday and went to the movies with him and his friends. It was fun. But I think they felt "weirded out" by my presence.

I have this theory on myself...I think I intimidate people. Or scare them somehow... hahaha I think I really do. It may be in my eyes O_o, the way I use eye-contact in conversations- whereas other people look away. It may also be my speech (as sweet as I sound - they still react to me as if an officer interrogating them!). And also my looks, e.g. smile. Since I am a bit chubbs on the cheeks during winter ppl find me more "approachable" than they did when I had less chubbs. I tell you IT'S THE TRUTH! The smile somehow becomes more pleasent. Hahaha! I should post a pic so you know what I am talking about ;)

But haven't you guys tried analysing yourself by analysing the reactions of other ppl? And if you were to do something diff - a small change lets say. You influence the reactions of that person drastically different! Even though I have the same personality, I change my non-verbal cues and the situations are totally WHOA! LOL! I guess amy and adel would find this interesting, hmm...using some psych in everyday scenarios yeh?

Quite funny. Hey....my entry has gone off on a tangent. Firstly talking about
HAPPY SMAPPY then it's "E-von's theory on herself". LOL! This is a late night entry...usually I'm a morning writer. But have work tm. HOPE YA'LL HAVE AN EXCITING WEEKEND!!! Tk care! :)