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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






'Sailor hunt' down at Freo...
Sunday. 4.25.04 11.04 am

At Cathy's 21st on Friday...I was tired, still in my work clothes! Not a very nice picture... *-_-*

It is ANZAC day today and we should be remembering those soldiers who went to Gallipoli and died in the war to save our country. I could take a moment... but then last night & this morning I was out in FREO. Hehehe...Freo a new nightspot to check out. It was Gail, Mel, Jess, Jason and I. Initially I didn't wanna go because I was tired and a bit moody from work but they insisted and I thought ok...I won't be seeing my best friend in 3 months so I better spend as much time as I can with her. Jason was nice enough to drive us ladies down, when we reached there he got so many stares hahaha and I think that made him feel like a PIMP cuz all these beautiful ladies standing around him. LOL! AS IF!

I didn't have very high expectations of Metros Freo cuz from what I heard it isn't my style. But when we got in there we had fun, there was RNB, tech, house, groovy stuff playing...it was a good mix! Felt kinda outta place cuz I was like the only asian chick in the whole place until like 12! Yes it was scary...hahaha. All these surfie ppls dunno how to dance, it was funny! I was protecting my girls' asses because there were many attackers! Plus Jason's hehehe! Then they would protect mine ;)

The sailors are in town from the US, 6000 of them! And my girls have this idea of looking for a nice "gentleman" type sailor. PFFT! When they did ever exist? Yeh well one tried to dance up Jess but I told him that he's intruding into our group cuz she was like 'HELP!', he got all hissy and chucked a sad 'I'm going back to my ship now' - WELL GOOD! Hahaha...I wasn't mean to him but these Americans gawd they are so not easy going (sorry to those who are from the US). Jason was no use hahaha...Cuz then these guys were like coming up to Gail and asking about me. It was so weird cuz they spoke Japanese to me and I was like 'EH?'...'I'm not japanese I'm chinese' LOL! It was funny, they tried to pick me up saying 'Konnichiwa' DUH! But I was so bored...cuz I only had one guy on my mind that night. :) I was telling Gail 'I wished he was here'. I should've dragged him out...wonder what my baby was doing last night...hmmm...

My feet were so sore by the end of the night and I wanted to zzzzzzzzz...my eyes kept shutting -_- Uni starts next week and hopefully I can get back into swing of things...at this rate not looking good! LOL! Hope you guys had a great weekend! It's long weekend here in PERTH! Yay and the weather is so damn fine, I LUV IT! ENJOY! ^_^

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Friday. 4.23.04
[EDIT]

Just a few changes...

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Sorry Guys...
Thursday. 4.22.04 3:17 pm
mood: a lil sleepy...

Hey dudes...sorry about all the password entries...just some bitching that had to be done. Harmless of course...but none the less embarassing...cuz I don't want you to see me complaining all the time. LOL! But if you interested just ask me for the pw through my inbox ;) Today is a good day...ahhhhhhh...finally stopped raining here in perth, all nice and sunny! Tat's how I LIKE it :) Just came back from work, and that was ok. I arrived 15 mins late cuz I had caught the wrong bus! I was meant to have a lunch break but got nothing - my punishment *sniff* . And then my friend Will working in the register next to me told me about his foot long sub from SUBWAY! Damn him...hahaha...I am over it, got something in the tummy straight after ;) I'm usually on time...so I felt real bad for letting my supervisor down, I'm well known for being a good girl you see.

Lately I have been watching dvds that my friend Tiff let me borrow. Gothika is hella FREAKY! Definitely my kinda movie, with all those twist and psychoanalysis hehehe...I dunno I have always had this interest in serial killers, their background and why they do what they do. Is that strange? I dunno but in my first yr psych when we could choose any topic to speak on I chose Serial Killers. 0_o I also watched 'Kill Bill vol 1', I had to...cuz no.2 is coming out (tm!) and I reckon that's a kick ass movie. Dunno what it is with blood, guts, revenge and anime that makes that movie a masterpiece ;) I found it very entertaining actually seeing her samurai swordskills, wish I could learn the art... hehehe. I was just laughing at the limbs flying in the air and the blood spurting everywhere hahaha...I dunno am I disturbing? Hmmm...STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT! No need to be scared ppl... it's just my broadmindedness ;)

I was chatting to Gail last night and she invited me to go out tonight...but I couldn't (cuz I already made 'certain' plans hehehe)...I think she was a really pissed off at me. Like first time ever!!! I have been bz this week with work, catching up with assignment group members, going to uni...if I don't show my face on friday night I am sure I'm gonna get a bitchslap. Yeh well...she is here in Perth and I should be spending more time with her before she goes back to the country...I think they organising to go to a GROOVE event on sunday night...so I still have many moments to spend with them. Aiyoh!! Too hard to catch up with anyone *sniff*, even my muddites I can't and it is tradition that we get together on the break.

Can't wait till tonight...wonder what is gonna happen (???)...hmmm... hehehe...have a nice week u guys!!! *hugs* - Vonni

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Girl with the Pearl Earring
Tuesday. 4.20.04 9:12 am
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Sleep DEPRIVED! zzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Sunday. 4.18.04 12:34 pm

*My older bro, Jason, in Syd...miss the big dood >.< He sent me photos so I thought I might post.

*BANG* ouchies....*sobs* that was my head falling onto the keyboard...it hurts boohoo! I am so tired... *grumble grumble* but no one to blame but myself...okay maybe Tiff and Yohana too. Damn my girls hahaha...we went out for dinner last night at nb, uncle V's the usual spot. This time Vira her 17 yr old sis came to join. Nice catch up session but wallet is so empty right now I just wanna crawl under a rock n avoid all social meetings. hehehe...just until i get paid again.

I thought it was just gonna be dinner...but knowing Yo...we went to Valentinos cafe and then she dragged me back to her apartment and convinced me to go clubbing with her. Vira has never been clubbing...so she used Tiff's Indo ID. The sisters look soooooooooo alike! Lucky! She got in no probs hey... the bouncers didn't even look twice in our direction ;) Wahhhhhhhhhhh so bad...hehehe corrupting the poor girl (I'm no a "corrupter" kay! Ppl make choices hehehe). Nah she had a good time with us "older sisters"...just dancing and checking out the scene...

First we went to Metros...that was ok. When I went to The Church I could not remem how to dance to trance. It felt so weird...lol! Nah all the azns were like doing their usual one hand in the air, head bobbing move...I couldn't help but laugh! Met some familiar faces on the dance floor. This used to be my choice spot for clubbing lol! Only stayed for an hour cuz I was tired. What a waste of money though... *sobs*

I'm literally falling asleep here, hahaha! I think I am gonna die faster this way...wasting away my youth. This is so bad! Why are my friends like this...hehehe...Gail also asked me out yesterday night, but for dinner with the rest of the lumeners. I should've gone with them cuz they were taking it ez lol!

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Can't keep up!
Friday. 4.16.04 5.29 pm
mood: a bit exhausted

I slept with a headache last night...not good. Cuz I thought I could get rid of it overnight, was I wrong! Usually when I have a headache it means I am really tired...and I blame it on myself for keeping my body & mind up so late these past few days. Hehehe....it was all for the sake of my friends and having fun. But I went to work with a headache today and it was not a good feeling at all. All the customers were nice though. One old man said 'Seeing your face and that smile of yours today has made it all better' - awww...made me smile so much lol! He was a sweet old man. Some customers you just wanna *hug* (^_^) and some you just wanna strangle!!!

I'm still not over the 'beckham' scandal...ppl who came through with tabloid mags about them just pissed me off! Hahaha...caught the bus home with mum today after picking her up from work and she said she chatted with my older bro. I haven't spoken to him since that last time when I was upset with him but I know I should let him know how I feel and that I really do miss him. But it's like that in the Lee household and I'm sure in other azn families that expressing oneself is shunned upon. Hmmm... he seems to be doing well and he told my mum he still wants to create that design company and come back to perth to do business after gaining some experience. I just don't want him to make a promise he can't keep that's all...

Oooo...the other day I met up with my old hs friend Danae...and it was a good catch up! Although I could see her in eyes she sees a diff me... true I have changed since the last time I saw her. But she has too...more calm, more contented and somewhat homely. Also a bit quiet, then again we haven't spoken properly in ages..Asking her out to the clubs I could tell she wasn't comfortable and I didn't wanna push but Mel and Gail wanted her to come out... *sighs* I respect her wishes cuz I know sometimes it is nice to just sit at home and watch tv :p Save more $$$ that way lol!

I can't believe first week of break is nearly over! *sobs* I have not done much (oopz)...really have to go to uni and just study all day next week. I feel like such a bum right now hehehe

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