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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Believing the stars...
Sunday. 11.30.03 8:13 pm
I'm such a sucker for star sign readings...I thought I wouldn't believe it. Even my friend the other day says it is a form of black magic, but it can't hurt to know a lil about the future right...to prepare yourself. This lady Astro Abby is excellent in predictions I reckon...for me they are pretty much spot on. Last week there was a 'forcast' for aries and it went:

The week of November 23, 2003

Love
Meter reading: 8
You are even more appealing this week than you were last week. An intoxicating wave of warmth and approval washes over you. Old lovers resurface and ask how you've been. You enjoy tempting yourself, sampling each and every fantasy. But since you're on a rigorous career path and are very mindful of your reputation, you'll probably keep torrid thoughts safely hidden in your dreams.


But then I don't believe all aries are going through the same things as me. It could be similar but not exactly the same situations. Maybe that is why readings are so vague...leaves it up to you to do the interpretting. But that part about 'old lovers resurfacing' could be an example of yesterday. HELLA FREAKY HUH? Any of you who are "curious" like me should check out Astro Abby, see if she is spot on for u.

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*Shake it like a polaroid picture*
Sunday. 11.30.03 7:54 am
I just luv that new song by OUTKAST. I saw the video clip this morning and the song was stuck in my head throughout the day. I went to work and couldn't help shaking it like a "polaroid piccie" hehehe! I just luv that saying...so original! Well that is what u do to polaroid and with your ass when u dance. LOL! The customers must have wondered 'what the hell is this girl on!'. I couldn't help smiling today...like I usually do when I'm scanning groceries and I always get the question, 'Are u really happy?', 'Are u enjoying yourself?'. I guess I am in a way cuz I get to play with my friends and play with the random acquaintances esp when they are cuties. *wink*

I know I want to get outta that 'checkout chic' job but I enjoy it too...I'm always in need for a challenge and for a change. But it finally hit me that I can be so satisfied and happy with things being the same and just appreciate them more. People, my work, my life! Why worry all the time about searching for power, attention, money etc...when all that really matters is the now and what you've already got. Be contented and that way u will always be smiling...greatest exercise in the world! ^_^

Today I got a msg from my fren Kim in M'sia, she is good! Miss her so much! Told her I was coming back to KL but looks very unlikely! Boohoo! Plus Ams msged me and things should go according to plan on tues! Yay get to catch up with my ladies from MUD! So happy! Quite HYPO atm...having one of those HIGH moods...no artificial stimulants involved...just plain eurphoria! Errr...but I hope this feeling has nothing to do with receiving a sms from 'B' today. Nah...no way...I still have that grudge. But knowing me...I forgive so DAMN easily. Would that make me weak or 'agreeable'? I prefer the latter...

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Fear of the challenge
Saturday. 11.29.03 4:54 am
Today I had one bad situation after another in Myers. It is now my third shift and I was sent to children's wear AGAIN. It wasn't too bad but it was annoying all the things I had to remember along with all the background stressors. MY head hurts now and it's feeling pretty hot! But I was surprised at myself for being at the point of 'giving up' cuz I honestly wanted to walk out of that store. It is not usually me...but I think it just takes more practise. There was just too many ppl, too many noises, just too damn SHIT going on at the same time!

Last night me and the girls got together again to have dinner. The original lumen ppl:Gail, Heidi, Melissa, Nicole and June. Except Michelle. Missed her there and the purpose was to say "goodbye" to Michelle and Gail cuz they are going to the mines to work. Gail is staying an extra week and I am chuffed about that! Cuz I didn't really want anyone to leave. But sad that I couldn't say byes to shelley. I have photos and I shall post them up soon. We again had our "SOFA CONVERSATIONS"...know it sounds kinky but it is that piece of furniture has had some great, quality times. I think so far...the group has sat on that sofa bed about 3 times and the things we say just lead on to others. It is open, philosophical, interesting and "educating"...it is so funny too cuz we all just get to crack up and most importantly catch up.

I don't get to see these girls very often and when I do I cherish the times we spend. They are the my girls ever...I mean I am so proud to be surrounded by such great friends, respect each of them for their inviduality and their spirituality. I can see them becoming very powerful and knowledgable women in the future...they are already! We chatted for about 3.5 hours straight. Could've gone all night until we dropped to sleep.

It was fun girls...if u are reading and we should do that more often. Even though I get scared shitless whenever Heidi brings out the 'REVELATIONS' topic! I want the mark of the beast! I want to be a part of that 144,000 selected by god on judgement day...will read revelations tonight...hahaha hopefully it will secure me a place in heaven.

Past conversations on the sofa:
June - Man that is just FUGLY!!!!
Me - What's that stand for?
June - Fucking Ugly
Gail - That's just harsh! That's like "UGLY" with a passion!!!

Me- FESTY! Isn't that what Rebecca says?
June - That is so FESTY!
Gail - Ben says that to girls that are slates. It's so annoying!
Me- Kinda reminds me of something gross or disgusting, like it's rotting


*updates on pics coming soon...

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Bon Voyage!
Thursday. 11.27.03 3:39 am
It is the lengthy and mundane week...hehehe sounds like a torture huh? The holidays aren't that bad...honestly. 3 months there are so many things to do and accomplish that you couldn't went u were doing the homework for uni. I guess working is good at this time. That's enough to pass the time. I need to find a good book to read! Tiff lent me Harry Potter 5 n only up to Pg 3! I think I have heaps of time when I don't!

Sad thing is most friends are going away *sniff*. To Singapore, Indo, Malaysia, Korea...all I can say is u better bring me something back! Hehehe...just kidding! You guys have fun! Nah...really *wink wink*. But u'll be having so much fun u won't worry about the perth ppl over here. Too all...have a safe and exciting journey!!!

Hmmm...today I went down town and just enjoyed the beautiful weather! It was blissful! Tried to get working on my tan...the arms aren't bad but the legs are STARK white! I was meant to see a skin specialist cuz my parents insisted I have my complexion checked up. I don't think it is that bad. I have been getting pimples...but just becuz it was exam time. Now they are nearly all cleared up.

I took some pics the other night when I went to have supper with my family. That's where I saw Amy too! My older bro didn't want this taken...but he didn't have a choice. I WAS TRIGGER HAPPY!

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The truth about Star Signs
Tuesday. 11.25.03 9:24 pm
Leo
You should be dating a Leo.
23 July - 22 August
This mate is honest and loyal, with a sunny
disposition. Though this lion has the tendency
to be arrogant, sulky or smug, he/she is
unrestrained in bed.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
brought to you by Quizilla

It seems I am most attracted to Leo, but I don't think I know many Leo people out there. It would be limiting your opportunities to base your 'relationship' decisions just because this person was born under a certain star sign. It is not likely that the person would fall under such characteristics. I can be quite a sucker for star readings...I go here everyday to check out how my day is gonna go and what advice I could take (Sometimes I take it). It is accurate, some parts anyway. But I don't think would use the "LEO" compatability score to miss the chance of meeting other ppl.

I took another test in emode, 'what zodiac sign you should be?' and that matches ur characteristics under a sign, so anyone can be any sign, doesn't mean that they are born in that month makes them an aries (in my case...). I think Aquarius really suits ME...I read it and went...that is so TRUE! You guys should try it!

An Aquarius!
It's sooo you!

The planets are very complex. Maybe your astrologer will disagree, and maybe a few tendencies will vary, but overall you're an AQUARIUS. As an air sign, you're a great communicator and an independent thinker. Besides which, you've got an incredibly popular side -- people can't resist that inviting personality and your altruistic ways. You are ambitious and creative, but you also have a tendency to be inflexible when it comes to your views. Although you may be a great and giving friend, you tend to shy away from romantic relationships. Your sign -- the water-bearer -- indicates that you give off a special energy that others receive as a gift. You are definitely a people person, and you want everyone to be happy. You also have an analytical edge that comes out in your progressive thinking. In addition to all of these redeeming qualities, you are most commonly known for being the friendliest sign in the zodiac.


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Still recovering
Tuesday. 11.25.03 10:55 am
My brain and body is just outta whack atm...i have been starting the new job at myers for the 'christmas casual' n it isn't too bad. I am learning a lot about myself and my retail skills...never knew I could be so good at selling kettles! One item I had trouble selling were the nose-hair-clippers...I honestly don't have any knowledge on that product but the customer bought it anyway. Hehehe!

I went to watch 'intolerable cruelty' which was pretty okay. A bit duh because it's all about pre-nups, divorces and bloody lawyers. I didn't find it a 'romantic' comedy at all... what was so romantic about that movie? Anyway anyone who has seen it pls tell me your opinion. Some parts were definitely funny which balanced out the 'lameness' of other parts. But I never liked George Clooney in comedies or Catherine Zeta Jones (maybe in the mask of zorro...but that's it).

Hoping for a day of rest tomorrow...not picking up any calls. Sorry ppls!

* Oh yeh...GO THE FRO! GUY SEBASTIAN is the new Aussie idol! Watch out world idol... Australian talent is aught to surprise ya!

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