No not really...I don't think I will ever turn clucky until I reach my late 20s or early 30s. I dunno why, once I really didn't mind children but now I am clueless as how to handle them especially when they are screaming at the top of their lungs, food thrown in your hair. And all you really have to do is pull faces to make them smile or give em something to eat...I guess that's the drill. That is why I avoid the situation as much as possible, sure they look like lil angels but their sweet faces deceive u! Hmmm...I don't think Tiff will ever let me near her niece again! Hahaha...I'm just happy if I can stay far away from them, don't let me carry them cuz I will look like I'm handling a sack of potatoes. Hmmm...I'm somewhat worried about my motherly instincts in future...

You wondering why I'm suddenly posting up such thoughts? Hmmm...cuz I watched 'cheaper by the dozen' just yesterday with Junie, Mel and Nic. It was funny but my GAWD it reminded me why I don't wanna go through the trouble of having kids. Then I rushed back home to watch 'teachers' my new show...and that episode they were teaching sex ed to the kids...one of the females was getting 'clucky' and all the male teachers were offering their "seed". It was soooo funny! She changed her mind in the end because babies are not as cute as they seem, plus this one student (8 yrs old at least) stuck up her middle finger when the teacher smiled at her! Can be such lil bastards.

Oh and now I bet u all must be gobbed smacked at the fact that I may have these ideas towards children. Hehehe...may be my mind will change when I meet the right person. Maybe not...but for now I shall stay clear of situations that I may have to take care of kids cuz I would be quite bad at it.

I've been at home for a whole week now! Damn lazy...and CBF! Been drawing heaps and coming up with new designs...I'm getting back into being 'ME', the artsy fartsy chica. I've still got it baby, it's all in the hand. lol! Maybe I'll post up some drawings if I am confident enough.

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I'm really into these Emily Strange products atm. I'm trying to look for the stationary here in Perth and it is so hard to find! The only ones I have located are in the LUXXE shop on Kings St and it costs AU$30+ just for the journal. SO SAD *sobs*. To purchase over the net would be a wiser choice but then I don't have a credit card...so *sobs again* I wonder why I like this kinda merchandise and I came to a conclusion that I have hidden 'quirkiness'...I mean what is so strange about Emily, she is just a character that shows her individuality and exposes her hidden darknesses. Which we all have within but are too afraid to allow society to see it. Individualism and non-conformity can either be respected or shunned upon...I guess it depends on how you pull it off!

I told a friend the other day that I can be a ray of sunshine most of the time but can be an ice princess in a snap (depends on what is snapping me!). He is happier to see the warm E-von rather than the dark evil E-von. I guess most ppl would like to feel comfortable with me being my usual cheery, charming, smiley self and I luv her too. But suppression is no good, I told myself this year I would allow others to know me in all angles (not in that way!!!).

Yeh...I may try wearing my heart on my sleeve for a lil while. Hope it won't shock others. Hehehe... most ppl who know me well enough will understand my strangeness and my need to be spontaneous every now and then ;)

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This is the new series that I am getting hooked on. I only just started when I was flicking through on a boring tuesday evening to come across this british series on ABC, at 9.30pm. It was hilarious! I will never hold the same view about my teachers and what I believe they do in the staff room. I thought teachers never smoked! I mean when I was in highschool I thought that, but this witty faculty reveal the reality behind all the curriculum, policies etc etc. Tis so funny...

I have been watching a bit of tv lately...mainly Scrubs, and on the foreign channel SBS to watch Queer as Folk, then there's ABC - Teachers. There aren't many good sit down shows right now...they don't shock u anymore or interest u...esp those that are aired on commercial-type stations. When I have my daily dose of radiation from my tv I hope it will be worth my while. hehehe! At least stimulate my brain and give me a laugh for crying out loud!

I've been eating heaps again...bad kitty! Just that I have had 2 days off work and helping mum with the cooking...she's baking, making all these chinese delicacies and well...making me eat them. It's a part of her experiment and in hope to train me in the art of cookery. Went for yoga class the other day and quite surprised I still have my flexibility to twist myself into a pretzel, it's been a while...urrrgghhh chocies are my weakness right now...and to pay for that I have a 3rd eye stuck on my temple. It's big, red and sometimes pulsates...it is growing, expanding and living on my brain juices I bet. Some alien. Feeling awfully dense, haven't picked up a book in 2 months!

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This is such a fun quiz to do...

I turned out to be 36% GAY or LESBIAN...hahaha

Seems I have a lil 'butch' side to me but still remain a 'girlie girl'

Take it here if u dare to find out!

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I have that new song by Nelly Furtado playing...I liked her first song 'I'm like a bird'. But then the luv for it died when I listened to it one too many times! I hope it doesn't happen to this song ---> 'Powerless'. Such 'warm fuzzy' song! Cuz life is really too short, why should anyone feel so powerless? NB: the song/lyrics of the moment in my module. So yeh too all the insignificants out there 'SAY WHAT YOU WANT'! This is how I live my life Anyway life is too short to be worrying about minor things...best advice is to enjoy it with everyone you love and take each day as the last day...tell them how much u appreciate them!

I also have a pic here of me and my 'lil' bro...shows that I can still piggie back him. Hehehe! I luv hanging out with my bros, they just make life so much liveable! Even though sometimes they can drive you INSANE...will still luv them and I can never stay angry at them for more than a few hours! I believe when I am married, 'matured' with kids my lil bro will still jump and break my back! But ain't life so grand...to have such great family members...hahaha I will never say these things to my bros cuz it will just weird them out, but they are the coolest!

This pic was taken on new year's day, I still look the same as last yr...slightly wiser I think hehehe. It's been ONE HELLUVA YEAR! Ummm...I was trying to smile and take the pressure of a fully-grown boy! This guy is close to 6-foot okay! LOL! But I will always call him my 'lil' bro...he hates it...

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My father just taught me how to steam a bun using a pot...yay! I'm so hopeless in the kitchen, whenever I try to cook people end up with sore stomachs, a helpless look on their faces and they say 'that was nice' with a cringe. I could be better at cooking cuz I have more of my father's genes and he is a great cook. Why am I such a screw up! Hehehe...man...I kinda pity the man that has to end up with me cuz we'll be having take aways for life! Probably end up dying at 40... but yeh I am so lazy to cook. This morning for brekky I also poured myself a glass of fizzy drink, for the first time in ages I decide that would be my 'start-up' beverage. Now starting to feel the weirdness in my tummy. urrrghhh...doesn't feel too good. May decide to watch a movie today...my day off! Been working all week except new years. Might watch that 'Welcome to the Jungle', looks hilarious! Luv Sean William Scott

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