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*The things that are written in my blog are full of feeling, emotions and ideas that aren't usually displayed by myself in reality. Some will be shocked and surprised at my expressiveness and may take it the wrong way. The only things that are said here are the truth and not meant to hurt anyone but to just get my feelings out there. Pls understand this is my way of speaking out my heart and I do not intend any hurt. Please leave now if you feel that I'm being unreasonable...but this is me...*
PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Weekend Update - working girl
Monday. 5.31.04 8:56 am
Good morning Sunshine!!! Actually no sunshine...it's raining outside. :( So cold and I don't wanna leave this house. Monday morning and I have quite a few assignments to fini off this week and then next week will be study break week. We are just a few steps closer to the holidays! YAY! This weekend wasn't such a weekend at all...cuz I worked every single day since Friday. But some good parts to it ;p



Friday: Twas good at work...a few funny characters but it was alright. I met an old MUD classmate at my checkout she remem me and I couldn't remem her name!!! So bad...she was in my marketing and we did a whole grp presentation together and it was just 'Hi you look so familiar (I DON'T KNOW YOUR NAME!!)'. Hehehe...then saw one of my ex-cop workmates from HQ who refused to even acknowledge me...so I was alright ya snob...but then I never got on well with them there anyways cuz they all so much older. Still!! But at night was good. Rushed all the way hm to get ready to meet Tiff down town and my Boo at my house. I swear I had the quickest shower ever!!! LOL! Had to find a pres for Yo's 21st.

We went into an ADULT SHOP!! hehehe... *blush* it was my first time! OoooooOOO!! O_o ok ok I be mature about it. But it was funny...Tiff, FQ and me. :p The shop looked clean, it was nicely displayed...entering there is a choice of lingerie, moving towards the main area - Vibrators on my right, bondage and strap-ons on my left. Towards the back - pumps and magazines. This is a description for those who have not yet experienced such things...but I recommend you go just to see what it is like. We couldn't decide in the end what to get yo hahaha...so we got her a gift cert and she can do whateva she wants with it. :p The salesgirl was so eager to put some batteries in some and allow us to touch test the vibrators...she was like 'would you like to have me put any batteries in for a feel' it was so funny! :D At first I thought...what does she mean??? LOL!

Sat: Chinese school in the morning. It was a good day at work...not too bz and I got heaps of sweet gays guys coming through. They were like 'Thanks sweetie' and always the ones to say - 'I hope your day gets better' or 'You have a great night'. Sooooooo nice...I could tell they were gays because their voice was up a bit. Hehehe. Yeh I dunno the queer community - maybe I just miss my QAF (Queer as Folk). Parents picked me up from work and we went to eat dinner...nice to spend some family time with them. I told them about Friday night's discoveries hahaha...and they thought it was funny! My mum says she has never been!! I thought she had at least once! I'll prob take her next time. LOL!

Sun: Then sun morn...took a walk with my parents but then got called in for work. I couldn't resist because it was for the whole day and on sundays u get 1 1/2 pay!! So I was like SHIT YEH! :) I did hope to go yum cha though and take my bro to ECU Joondalup for open day. :/ But need the $$$ to save up for certain things... SO HAPPY! Ams came through and said hi!!! tee-hehehe! And maybe cuz supervisors were handing out candy to make us work harder I only got more HYPO! :p Sun night was great tv night hahaha as you can see the previous blog ASH and Amanda from Perth won 'My Restaurant Rules'!!!! My bro called and I was like 'Yeh see you better come back to Perth. We da best! ' lol!

That was my weekend... Hope u all had fun too! Now it's back to hardcore studying...best wishes to those who are studying for exams!! Good luck and take care! ^_^ *hugs*

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My PERTH restaurant RULES!
Sunday. 5.30.04 11:22 pm

The victorious Ash and Amanda!!! :p

Sorry to sound like an absolute fanatic but this is just me being a REALITY TV SHOW FREAK! I luv these guys! THEIR RESTAURANT KIK'D ASS in the channel 7 tv series 'MY Restaurant Rules' I'm so happy for them. Because they were first seen as the underdogs of the industry becuz PERTH is just a small speck compared to rest of this country. Ash and Amanda proved everyone wrong and their team at ROOM NINETEEN. ^_^

I have been following this series since day one...and I dunno why I luv it so much maybe cuz I hope to be doing something like that one day. Run a business with someone who I love and reaps the joys and sorrows of it all. It would be so exciting!! I voted for them during the last two shows when they were up for eviction. The funny thing is that they were up for EVERY single eviction and became the MOST POPULAR RESTAURANT IN AUSTRALIA! lol! Best of luck to them both...

Now it comes the time where I wanna taste test their food...you'd think me being such a BIG fan would have already visited the premises but not yet...now I will definitely have a chance cuz they have open shop. If anyone wants to check it out...it's opposite RMAX theatres on Lake St in Northbridge. Hehehehe...I'm fully feeling the perth spirit here...we are just so united...may not be uptown classy/stylish or sophisticated like Melbourne...but we have hardwork, passion and great hospitality ;) Hahaha I am such a PERTH girl :) GOtta LOVE this city - It's full of potential!!

Maybe cuz when I worked in Myers Garden City earlier this year I met Ash's mum and she was just so nice to me...hahaha...and I assumed Ash and Amanda would be just as nice. :) Hahaha...

*Me no reality show freak!!

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Grape mentos is here in PERTH YAY!
Thursday. 5.27.04 1:03 pm

Feeling Murasaki?? ^_^

Let it be known all round PERTH that the GRAPE MENTOS is in! :p I have spent my entire lifetime waiting for this! Hahahaha...no but honestly...wheneva I would go back to Malaysia I would go searching for these things. They are so good!!! Because here in Australia it is very seldom that the 'GRAPE FLAVOUR' hits stores. In asia it is everywhere!

I think Ams and Adel will be extremely pleased to hear about this. As we MUDS appreciated and celebrated the time when they launched the 'GREEN APPLE FLAVOUR' in 2002! LOL! But unfortunately GRAPE is a limited edition...they have a full packet of STRAWBERRY FLAVOUR too...man this is just too good! Hehehe...I know I sound like a kid...but lollies are GOOD!

All those boring uni lectures u need these kinda things to keep you going! And keep you awake! You would think as a uni student I would be discussing more "relevant" topics instead of the new product lines of Mentos. I guess it could be a 'market testing scheme' to see whether Aussies do like GRAPE and hopefully it will start a whole NEW phenomenon and introduce GRAPE FLAVOURED products. :p

* I'm feeling awfully better today...even though last night I was caught for speeding... :/ Hahaha...PURPLE makes me happy I guess...

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Just felt like another entry...
Tuesday. 5.25.04 7:38 pm
Have you ever...
looked in the mirror...
stared at yourself for a few seconds...
and felt completely scared...
that you don't recognise this person...
who they are...
where they came from..
and where they are going...

*This happens to me all the time.

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*@#&%^%$#*
Tuesday. 5.25.04 6:58 pm
Pls clear the way for a bit of venting from MOI... If you know what I am about...you will know that I have my rants every now and then where I fully ABUSE the F*cKING crap out of something so totally pathetic...and not worth bothering about! Is it worth a listen? HONESTLY - NO! But I need this space to channel all this annoyance, frustration and anger.

Stress - the number one cause.... cause by whom?? Hmmm...F*ckin Uni group mates! I could seriously punch them in the head because I want to organise this presentation properly...and all they do is BITCH! Sometimes I feel as if no one understands me...or wants to try!!! I am sooooooooo nice to them...I tolerate so much sh*t from them...I swear if I get a bad mark for this it will be bourne on them...that is my violent streak. Ok ok...this is probably scaring you...is it not? Sweet, nice, innocent E-von...who would never hurt an ant. But once someone messes with me and assumes I'm something I am not...all HELL BREAKS LOOSE. Cuz there is one thing about me and that is 'don't tell me what to do and who I am'.

I know this is hard to understand...but I don't wanna tell the whole story...it's just so full of crap. Just feel isolated I guess...

Sometimes I feel it is a racial thing. Wheneva I group together with white bitches I just get a whole lotta shit to deal with!! We never get along... because some of 'them' are so clouded in their egocentric world, it makes me wanna bring them down to their 'realistic' level. Eurocentrism...that's the word...urrrggghhhh!!! I know this is a bad entry and feel free to diss my words. But this is what I am feeling right now. I'm not speaking about all white ppls...jus those who are cross-culturally impaired. :/

Then today I was meant to have a presentation but due to technological difficulties my cd wouldn't work...so no slide show. And I was so hoping to get this out of the way! I hate group work...period. Phew...I'm all vented out...

I can't wait till this week is over *sniff*

Hope you guys are having a better week than me *need hugs*

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Weekend update - Chillin at my crib
Monday. 5.24.04 8:37 am
It's soooooo...early but I thought I might get a fresh start to the day to compile my presentation for tomorrow and wednesday. Then maybe go down town to get some digi shots printed. I wanna busy myself because today and NOT stay at home cuz this weekend was quite a relaxing one at home...TOO RELAXING! If you know what I mean...hehehe. It doesn't feel right if I am not doing anything, then when I get bored it soon ventures onto FOOD. Scary thought huh?

Anyways Fri: I again spent time with my parents, after a long day at work...I decided to have dinner with them at that Japanese restaurant I told you about YUKI. It was ok. I had their Una don (eel)...but for me I don't think it was authentic Japanese...cooked to suit aussie taste which wasn't too good. :/ Disappointing... Then FQ came over later to catch up for a bit, it was kinda late but I really appreciated him coming down after work even though it was close to midnight! Must have been so tired...guess we both were. Sent him home with some food from YUKI I hope he didn't get food poisoning. Hahaha...nah it's not that bad honest...just what I got was a bit blegh...

Sat: I went to chinese school and it was fun! Hahaha...we played a few games and spitting at the same time with the pronounciation of words. Some ppl have dropped out recently I think becuz they couldn't handle difficulty of the course. That's kinda sad :( Class getting smaller! Mum decided to come with me to join in. Hehehe. Had work after that, saw some old friends come through my checkout and it's so nice. So funny how I will never get to see them and work is the only place that I can "bump" into them. :) Night it was another dinner out with parents. Thing is my lil bro goes out all the time and it gets quiet round the house...my parents get "bored". Me being the only child around spends time with them. Tiff had called me out tonight to finally eat TAISHOU...but I had to skip. Ahhh...everything seems to be surrounded by EATING :/

Oh yeh....HAPPY ONE MONTH to my boo and I!!!! I don't usually keep track of these things but I think this time I will :) It really doesn't seem like we have been going on for that long...but I guess time flies when you are having fun. Plus we don't see much of each other...so we still figuring each other out. Hehehe. :)

Sun: Morning I got my lazy ass up and went to the gym. Went for a run on the treadmill, then a full-on RPM class (shocked at myself for being able to survive a whole class!) it felt good revving it up on the bikes LOL!, Then a swim 10 laps of the pool. Phew! So dead tired by then, went home and plonked myself on my bed ZzzzzZZZzzz... Woke up and tried to do some of this presentation crap, then watch 'Sweet November' which I reckoned Keanu is so "stiff" O_o in romance type films, Charlize made the movie shine...thank gawd! Or it would've been a total flop :p Was waiting for a call from Michelle cuz she msged me SAT night saying she would call me...but she didn't :(...I was gonna call her, but then I typed her an email last and she hasn't kept in touch. I dunno what's going on...but we aren't as close before and this sucks!

Yah...what a boring weekend, nothing interesting to read...hehehe...but a "calm" one...yet it leaves me feeling like an old lady. LOL! I should be out there doing something with my youth. :) Hmmm...dunno what...thinking about taking up a new hobby. Open to suggestions hehe...Once this week is over I can rest a lil and just concentrate on my exams...



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