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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Winter pisses me OFF Dood!!!
Sunday. 5.9.04 1:12 pm
*Rain Rain go away Come again another day*

My house is leaking, my feet are cold and I lack of sleep from last night at metros. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz ~_~ Also with the stress of Acc assignment on my mind, just came bak from uni. Caught in the rain and umbrella nearly got taken off me by the wind. My CONS are wet!!! my jeans are wet!!! Now in my comfy Pjs ahhhhhhhh...

Besides all the complaints HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to my Mum the best of all MUMMIES! :p And Happy Mother's Day to your mummies too! Hehehe ^_^


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Peeka-BOO! I kung fu U!
Thursday. 5.6.04 3:25 pm

innocent? or hidden agenda?

Hey guys...I thought I might post some random piccie up, cuz it has been a while since I last took a photo. Hahaha. Me and my weirdness...what do you think about it? I did the eyeliner too, you know gave the eyes a flick ;P Being creative and some-what stupid. I think because of the 'MELBOURNE fashion week' I have been feeling quite fashionista ^_^ Not like I'm gonna go out on a shopping spree cuz I'm pretty much...broke! And errrr...excuse the EMBARASSING re-growth!!! I wanna grow my natural hair colour back and dealing with this "period" is the most excrutiating. Usually half way I give up and dye it red, purple or blonde LOL! Ever since I was 16, it has never gone back to "Totally Black"!

I spoke to my bro the other night and he is hella excited to get back here. But I think he'll be spending his nights at the WA Chinese Chamber of Commerce, and at the trendy bar RED SEA, Subi. Dunno how I am gonna get time with him cuz in Perth he is the BIG GUY! Esp in the chinese community...everyone wants his time, advice, ideas...dunno how he does it but he has the bubbly personality, the youth, the plans and the charm. I'm just the lil sister...sadly *sniff* But I prefer it that way...I'm quite a low-profile person, don't like attention :) Haha...I talk too much about my older bro...guess cuz this is the first time our family has been a part and we are quite a close-knit bunch. Miss the old fella...told u that plenty of times too hehe...

I watched 'Kill Bill 2' on DVD, quite bad quality...one of those ones from BALI. But the chinese parts were KICK ASS cuz I totally understood the cantonese being said. Pity though in the translation they recognised it as Mandarin - IDIOTS! :p Awww man...KUNG FU RULZ...hmmm why didn't I ever take it up? My mum would have a fit!!! She even worries when I'm out in the SUN! My bros would be so embarassed, they never let me join their troupe "shaoulin chow ka", see the girl always gets left out. :/ Well back in the old days of chinese history it was not TABOO for women to kick ass...but supposedly now a days it is. Maybe cuz this world is too westernised (???). Back to Kill Bill - Uma Thurman ROCKS! hehehe...enough said. The first one was better...too much talking in this one...not enough blood shed. ;)

I'm not a bloody thirsty person I just enjoy a wide ride of cinematography ;p Ummm...saw 'Mona Lisa smile', totally opp genre. Nice...moving...inspiring, to women of course.

Watching so many movies...so bad...when there's work to be done. Why am I not stressing...when I should be? My accounting group today were like ARRRGGGHHH! And I was like 'stay cool ppls'...it's good in a way to stay calm then again ppl freak out cuz u aren't feeling what they feel and they think U CRAZY!! Hehehe... Instead I was taking photos of myself - I will not let anyone else take a photo of me - BUT ME! Does that sound strange? I dunno..I guess I know the best lighting, best pose, best composition of the photo for me. LOL! Sound egotistical? Noooooooooo..just camera shy to others :p Will be posting more up soon and some for the mirrorproject...

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Bus rides
Tuesday. 5.4.04 1:10 am
I dunno why I just feel so larthargic and gross...hmmm like my brain has switched off and my body is like so lazy. Ehhhh nuthin' new...hehehe! Maybe cuz uni was so unstimulating today with Research meths in psych...I can't wait till the weekend! I guess everyone is the same huh? Might go clubbing..depends on the girls, catch up with Tiff & Yo...and then fit Fernando somewhere in the middle hehe.

My dad's b'day was yesterday, we just had a quiet one. Went down to China town after picking my lil bro from work and ate supper. It has been such a long time since...and this is the first bday without my kohkoh (older bro - canto) :( he called from canberra and spoke for a bit. But not to me cuz it got too late and I think he was tired. But the BEST NEWS! He is coming back on the 13th of MAY! SCHWEEEEEEEEEEEEETTT! Cuz I thought it was 11th June...he seems quite homesick and that makes me sad. :( But happy he will be here soon. Hahaha I'm gonna take heaps of piccies and videocam him...mum was telling me before that we don't seem like a family anymore cuz we don't eat together. But I guess that changed when my bro left.

Bummer...I missed out on QAF! After getting off the phone with Tiff and REMINDED her to watch it! Whereas I forgot! No fair!!! It is the only time of the week I get "me time" :/ Frickin' hell, anyone taped it? hehehe... But yeh had dad's dinner plans...so that's more important. STILL >.< *sobs*

Ummm...Oh yes...yesterday on the bus I was just thinking and I came up with this idea that I thought was a brilliant business idea. LOL! Bus rides are so useful, they are perfect mediums for brainstorming. Cuz when u get BORED - your mind actually surprises you by coming up something that you wouldn't usually think about if you were trying to think of an idea (u get it??). Ideas come when they want to, esp. good ones... I would luv to sooo much share it with you here but...it's a secret for now ;) That's why I wanted to speak to my older bro so bad...to get his opinion.

And on the same day...diff bus though this guy from a construction site taking my bus home was chatting me up! o_0 I swear he was like 30+, spoke so close to my face and even tapped me on the shoulder once and I was like GET AWAY YOU CREEP! I know he just being friendly but he crossed the line when he asked me out for coffee (I don't drink coffee u idiot!) and wanted to be my friend and contact me. I was like NO WAY...no way was I gonna give me number to him! Geez! Blurrghhh! He was like 'I've been out with asian women before, I understand their culture'. And in my head I was like 'If you did you wouldn't be in my face!', such an invasion of space! My mum said I should've been rude to him...I could've been but so many ppl on the bus.

YEH bus rides...can be sooooo much fun!!!!! *sarcastically speaking* I read in cosmo (Australia) recently that when you are "taken" it seems you attract more men (May Issue 04)...because of the you seem more happier, approachable and smile a lot. It is quite annoying though becuz times like these u just want 'the one' beside you...no one else! :)

*SIGH* gonna nap now...hehe (me---->so lazy bum bum) see ya rnd laters ;) Have a nice day everybody!

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Weekend Update - it's all good ;)
Sunday. 5.2.04 10:51 pm
mood: chillin'

I have to say this weekend was a really nice and relaxed one...this time managed to get sleep in and catch up with a few special people. Starting off on Friday when I had no uni I practically just chilled out, had a nice night indoors with my parents watching tv whilst cramming for my chinese (mandarin) exam the NEXT MORNING! Yep I'm taking chinese classes and I am a chinese...hahaha...

Anyways...sat morning went to Chinese school had a fun time there. The feeling was the total opposite when I attended chinese classes when I was 13, cuz I felt really stupid amongst the fluent 8 yr olds! Being in a class with students around my age doesn't make me feel like an idiot LOL! I dunno how I went but I hope it went ok. My teacher she is just FUNKY! She's so funny with her stories and I before I went to this class I never knew learning chinese could be this fun. It is my background and mandarin is the most spoken language in the world! The spitting and tongue rolls are the best...haha! I think what I am worried about now is my 'intro' presentation in the next 2 weeks! CRAP!

Sat night...spent lazing about with my boo :) Just didn't wanna do much cuz of work and all, day was pretty exhausting. It was nice spending quiet time with him cuz I hadn't seen him in a week or so. Mel even msg me to come out with her, she went down to metros freo. I could've gone but getting a bit tired of the same scene :/ She asked me to come out next weekend. Maybe I am calming down... then again my friends don't want a grandma to hang with LOL! My enthusiasm has toned down...but in a good way ;) I HOPE! Spoke to Gail in KAL she already wants me to plan her next trip back to Perth hahaha! I guess falling for someone causes you to change your perspective hey? ^_^

Then Sunday_Morning...MY FAV TIME of the WEEK! :) I went walkies with my parents for an hour, beautiful weather! BUT 0_o...then came the questions about sat night "Where did you go? What did you do?..." family is just so nosy... esp parents!! It was inevitable..they were gonna ask either way...but AS IF they need to know everything hahaha! After getting away from THAT! I went down town to have yumcha with Ams and Adel. Sooooo nice to catch up with my psych chics. This time doing something diff...hehe not like our traditional meet ups. Mmmm...yumcha...hehehe! Twas something i needed cuz i missed them HEAPS! Then walked rnd town for a bit and I ended up at work :( Borrrrrrrrrrrrinngggggggggg!!!!

Missing Tiff...(and Yo a lil hmm...) haven't been in contact with her...hope she's not mad. I guess may be cuz of last time I may have been a bit sulky that's why they are staying clear of me. Ahhh...I think it's better to see ur friends in all kinds of moods cuz it's then you realise you REALLY KNOW a person as your close friend. Am I right? I mean if a friend is MOOdy (upfront) I appreciate it cuz at least she is honest with me and tells me what's on her mind...I don't usually like confrontations...but if it opens up a r'ship WHY NOT? :p

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ITCHY!
Friday. 4.30.04 12:56 PM
mood: accident prone!

Don't u just hate it when mozzies have a feast on you! It is damn annoying...they outnumber u...ambush you when u least expect it. Now I have like 3 swollen fingers and one itchy on my leg *boohoo*. I put some of that TIGER BALM stuff on my bites cuz it supposedly makes it better...but the ITCHINESS is killing ME!! Maybe I asked for it cuz I was like in my shed searching through and looking for something when I came across my yr12 art display file. I thought I'd just flip through it...but ended up with attacks from all directions.

Ok ok...enough about the mozzies...they f*cking annoy me! Oh yeh last night my house was the most HATED house on the street! I wanted to DIE...it was so embarassing cuz our security alarm had gone off by itself and it would turn the F*CK off! It was blaring constantly for like 45 mins I swear and this was at 1 in the morning! Time to crawl under a rock and die! 2 neighbours came to see what was up and tried to help...then we ended up calling the previous owner of the house to see if they could shut it off! We called the security number but they only offered help over the phone...we were DESPERATE! Such a dilemma...poor students had to be woken up...prob everyone in the street was! In the end the solution was to pull the whole damn main system apart and rip out the wires to kill it!

It was such a bitch...I wanted to rip it off the wall. One of the neighbours came with a golf club! HAHAHA! Ended up sleeping at 2ish...but what a night! One point during the whole dilemma my dad turned off the main, so all electricity was off. I went to fetch the phone book and tried to navigate through the dark when I SMASHED myself against the wall! Accidentally of course! OUCHIES! Felt like I was seeing stars and my nose hurt and so did my TEETH! LOL! My lil bro just looked at me with that 'You Ditz!!' look!

Urrrgghhh what a horrible night...such a surprise I survived this week! I'm just accident prone all week hey...don't come near me! LOL! I'm hazardous to your health. hehehe...Lucky the weekend is here...hopefully things will get safer for me...hmmm..Take care pplz! Have a great weekend :)

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Back to uni...*grumbles*
Tuesday. 4.27.04 11:06 pm
mood: lazy bum bum
listening to: Tipsy - Jay Kwon



This sucks...hehehe...I am always gonna be like this once the break is over. I sometimes wonder. WHY? WHY!? WHY did they have the 'study break' in the first place...it only makes me wanna play play, lol! I got some work done, last minute stuff which is such a bad habit that is hard to KICK! Me...so weak...ahaha all I wanna do is be a kid again and not to worry about assignments. :/ I'm sure everyone else does. YEH?

I saw Gail off on Sunday, sad to see her go. I think she sad too cuz it will be in 3 months time till she gets to see Perth again. :( Missing her already! But she caused me a lot of late nights that girl and so did a few other friends...hehehe but what are friends for? GOOD TIMES of course!!! ;p

Good news though...my bro, Jason called home and said he will be in to visit in June. YAY! I can't wait, even if it is for 4 days I will try and spend as much time with him. I think he finally admitting he misses home. Hahaha no one to cook, clean and care for him...poor boy! It'll be so cool having him back...but then I bet it will be sad once he leaves. Pooey! >.<

WINTER sucks! Yeh a lot of things suck in this entry...LOL! Complaining phase again (can ignore this para if u want)...just getting cold here and I am practically an iceblock all yr round! I have been sick twice already and it feels horrible *boohoo* But then again...I guess it won't be too bad this yr...cuz it diff with a significant someone to keep me warm hehe *blush*

Oh yeh I wanna work at a japanese restaurant, it is definitely time for a change. It's a place near my house so it should be better than getting an hour ready to take the bus down to woolies. Think of it!!...2 mins by car ;) Could improve my jap for sure and it looks like a nice place. Funky traditional jap ukatas too as uniforms! SWEEEEEEETTT! Fun fun fun

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