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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






You think your sh*t don't stink
Thursday. 5.20.04 7.00 pm
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What I'm feeling for u boo...
Tuesday. 5.18.04 8:53 pm
I think you're truely something special...
Just what my dreams are really made of...
Lets stay together you and me boy
There's no one like you around oh baby

I really like...
What you've done to me
I can't really explain it...
I'm so into you

I really like what I feel
When I'm with you....
You're a dream come true....
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right


*Just wanna let you know boo...you are always gonna be special to me no matter what happens ^_^

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X My Bishounen X
Monday. 5.17.04 12:04 pm
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Me so HAPPY!
Saturday. 5.15.04 3:14 am
mood: Eurphoria hit!

* nb: thank you to all who have been visiting my page and to those who have been commenting. I really appreciate it, touches my heart *sniff* hehehe :)

What is with me? I'm feeling like I'm flying amongst the clouds in LALA land!??? Maybe cuz I'm at that point of tiredness/awakeness that I'm out of that sane frame of mind. Hmmm...Nah today was a good day. All days have been good since the weekend came rnd. ;) I just got off the phone chatting to Tiff and I'm meeting with the MLC girls tonite for a simple catch up.

I had my chinese presentation this morning but all went well. :) My mum even came to sit in class cuz she thinking bout joining mandarin classes. I think that's good. Something to give her a boost to learn something new and just get out there and live her life and do the things she wanna do. My bro tagged along and that was wicked. :p We learning how to sing that song from the Taiwanese hit series 'Lavendar'. Then maybe later in the term our teach will take us to karaoke. Cool!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was thinking of leaving this all to the 'weekend update' entry which is usually posted on mon. But considering the lack of entries this week I shall type. :) Ummm...my friend Gloria and her fam came over too. Had a great chit chat sess with her, been since Jan/feb since I've spoken to her. Ahhhhh...it was just so nice to chat to someone on a different level. When you see ppl too often you kinda lose that outside perspective which is always intriguing..then again it's just nice enough to chat with those u see all the time, becuz you need that support. ;)

Mel just showed up at my place too. Frantic! Poor girl left her keys in her car and the engine was still running! LOL! She is drama 24/7. Hehehe...but since she work near my place I was a shelter of hope. :p Nah she ok now...but so funny how I am seeing so many of my friends lately. And you wonder why I love weekends??? :p

Another thing that makes weekends so special is my baby boy. ^_^ Awwwwwwwww.... you know even though it is nice to see him once a week on the weekend it is really quite "painful" to say the goodbyes. It's like see ya in 7 days! :( I didn't realise how much I miss him until I actually have him lying in my arms and just chillin' with me. I don't wanna do anything but just spend time chatting to him...cuz dinner, movies etc all get in the way I reckon of "quality time" if you know what I mean. Simple love is the way to go - as Jay Chow says ;) We watched 'Kill Bill vol 1' perfect romantic dvd hey? Hehehe... saw some baby pics of me, which I CAN'T BELIEVE I allowed! Haha! And saw his talented drawings *sigh*. Me felt like a amateur to this Master of Art and Design...hehehe.

My parents were alright with him coming over... so yeh...no biggie. :) I think they are starting to take the hint that I like him. Well DUH! Parents haha...they are just so funny sometimes...the way they are so subtle about things like they won't ask u directly but indirectly. Cheeky...lol!

I'm so happy that I'm tired now...hahaha...does that make sense? Hmm...all energy depleted and weekend isn't even over yet. :) Yay no work! So many ppl who saw me today were shocked. Think I'm some kinda workaholic! Pfft! Ehhh might catch some shut eye now...catch u guys rnd! Have a good one peepz! *hugs*

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*breathe*
Wednesday. 5.12.04 11:47 am
listening to: suga suga - baby bash
mood: phew!

Phew! Two down...3 to go ;) My assignments I mean and then exams in like 5 weeks time. F*CK! LOL! I am so tired...past few days haven't been sleeping properly and my uni mates keep calling me to get things done! GEEZ! Group work sucks if you ask me. Have accounting hw to finish but I don't think I can tonight...and it doesn't really bother me. But then the tutor will prob check :/ EHHHH...who cares? - I DON'T!

I know it is very bad of me...but brain has been overload with a lot of shit lately. Oh wellz...I'm just looking forward tm and the weekend cuz my bro will be in Perth for the 4 days. Told work I won't be in on SAT and yeh that felt good...been ages since I've had a SAT off. But can't escape my Mandarin class presentation. EEK! Hate presentations esp. when you dunno what you're saying. HA! Well I'm hoping someone will look more 'hopeless' than me. :P

Yeh Bro coming back tm, can't wait!!! Plus I will see my BOO-ster too on the weekend. YAY! Spoke to him on mon for 3 hrs! Yikes! I didn't know we were chatting that long until my arm got pins and needles. LOL! But miss him...so cold here without him :( We so busy these few weeks...only get to see each other once a week..which can be a killer sometimes. Thinking of new places to go...but PERTH is soooooo limited! But I don't care as long as he is with me, it's all good. Just chillin at my house is nice enough. Will prob get the backchat from mum and dad but oh well. Today my mum goes 'Do you like Fernando?', I said 'I dunno...' and she says 'Dunno means yes then...' and she didn't prod too further which was gd. PHEW!

Michelle hasn't typed me an email back :( I think the KAL girls are all bz with their own thing. Assignments for everyone at this moment I guess... UNI SUCKS! It was never what it appeared to be when I was in hs!! I was like 'OOOOooo university - big people place where u have heaps of fun and late nights partying, meeting new people every day and my future would be secured there'. HELL NO! I'm still swimming in my pool of uncertainty F-U-T-U-R-E damn scary!

Why am I being so BLUR again...it's one of those times. Withdrawal syptoms from being absolutely underpressure and you wonder - What for? Oh yeh saw an old 'Lumener' in my tut today, Nathan Jaskola...ahahaha that guy still sounds the same, tall as ever and just looks groggy...but he always like that before. Hahaha! Wonder if he recognises me...hmmm...

*sobs* 2 more days...2 MORE DAYS TILL THE WEEKEND! My goodness...this is F*cking killin' me....the excitement is too much to bare. Plus the hours are going so slow that it's painful! Finding it hard to breathe again! *gasp*!!!! Does anyone feel the same way I do??? Or am I just acting like an complete IDIOT!? Don't need to answer that one ;) Don't worry bout me...

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Weekend Update - emotional rollarcoaster
Monday. 5.9.04 1:01 am
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