mood: blurrr
listening to: confessions II - Usher

My head still continues to spin this morning from my non-stop weekend. I thought it would be a time of relaxation, just to chill out with my friends and family, but plans changed, not that it was a 'bad' thing but yeh I'm an old fart and I should be taking it easy. :p A lot of my friends are telling me off though...because they are depending on me to go out with them during the break!

Fri: I was quite happy today because I saw Fernando last night when we went to the shops. We both felt a bit paranoid, hand in hand, receiving stares from mainly asian people. I think it must be me...but then I know that I will have to deal with this. Just cuz my bf isn't chinese doesn't give the rest of the chinese community in perth the right to bother about us. He is quite brown-skinned and I am yellowish/white so it may seem strange to chinese ppl. I couldn't bother about them and I won't.

On Fri I saw Gail at the shops with Tiff, been weeks since I saw her and gave a big hug on arrival :) We were here to get a pressie for June and Nic's 20th bday. It was nice to catch up with her. On fri night, my parents took me to my 'auntie's' (not a related auntie) house who is famous for match making. It was so unnecessary, all I could think about is my boo. I have not told my parents yet cuz it's just not the right time... I got intro to this guy called Will along with a whole heap of other guys and girls, but he was particularly supposed to be 'matched' with me!!! You can imagine my disgust cuz I felt like so embarassed that my parents would wanna send me off to a chinese guy who they hardly know and quickly so I wouldn't fall in love with a non-chinese! :/

I dunno whether I should thank them for their efforts or be angry and say 'butt out of my love life'. They say 'make new friends', but I think I have enough friends now...and I don't think friends is what they intend for me to make..but more! :/ This was like a debutante night! Cuz after I had to go meet this other chinese dude and his friends, I seriously hate this! Cuz the only person on my mind is Fernando. This one was a 23 yr old, Ipoh-born (mum's home town in m'sia) working as an engineer but was "drunk" when I met him. Made the situation even worse...had a horrible night. I do this for my parents, when I think about it, it makes them happy to know that I am trying. Hmmm...maybe I am not. Thought it would be spent with friends but all let me down so I had to meet these strangers *sigh*

Good thing though...Boz (my mirage) is back in the garage. YAY! But he is still making noise on the left wheel, like it was about to fall off! So had to send him back today (mon).

Sat: chinese school, only 3 ppl turned up! lol! I had work afters and that was great...3.5 hours. :) Home, Gail and Mel came over picked me up and we went to Nic's house. There was lumen ppl, Nic's work ppl and my grp. Michelle didn't show again when she said she would. It really hurts me to have her treat her friends this way. *sigh* but I guess she has her own life now with David, she makes her own decisions. Anyways...we had drinks, a 'nemo' ice-cream cake YUMM, good music and tim tams! hehehe! Good combo :p But damn these calories! Mel, Gail and I left round 12 to go back to my place to get ready to go to metros...it was a random decision at the moment to go dancing hehehe. At the club, it was packed! Got free champayne from DJ Karl Blue, but that dood is so arrogant, he pours champers on Gail!!! Music is always good there...dancers too haha. :D Got home pretty late, 4.30am!!! I haven't stayed up that long in ages!! Old granny need sleep...hahaha :p

Sun: slept in til 12, chilled, had pizza...and feel absolutely zombie-fied! o_O Feeling fat too...hehehe...maybe it wasn't such a good idea to go to metros after a party lol! I ended up with a headache that afternoon and wanted to plan my 'detox' week but impossible with the throbbing head. Wanted to stay up and watch 'A.I' too but could only stay awake till 10.30! :/

I seriously need to go through the 'detox' plan, pimples everywhere, body feels outta shape and head is feeling tired. I was much healthier during exams than this time! Hahaha! Phew I gotta go ez these holidays...it's only just started too... Hmmm...gotta rest now...might take an arvo nap. :) zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ This weekend has been a crazy one!!! Seeing too many faces makes you wanna look at the wall. lol! Or maybe that is just me...Wishing you all a fantastic week guuys!! Take it EZ! ^_^

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...kicking back here on my holidays :) Feels so good to be doing sh*t all! Hahaha...nah I have to develop a plan or then these days will zooommmm right before my eyes! Yesterday I spoke to Fernando on the phone, he is good, he is working full-time these holidays so I will be unable to see him as much as I would like. :/

On tuesday morning/mon night I stayed at Tiff's place. NO SLEEP AT ALL! I haven't done that in ages! And my body was not happy with me...hehehe! I stayed up catching to Tiff and Cale while Yo was snoozing off in dreamland. She flew off to Indo on tuesday morning so we were there to see her off. Man these holidays are crap when you don't have you friends with ya! Michelle is also going to Phuket with her bf, David... :( Ahhhhhhh doesn't matter, hehehe there are other fellow perth ppls here with me :)

This is my plan so far:
- play paintball (for the first time!)
- find a new job
- 30 min walk everyday
- plan a road trip to Kalgoorlie and actually go!!
- take up a new hobby?
- try and save as much as I can (looks impossible!!)
- catch up with friends
- find new hangouts

That is the list for now...wonder if I have enough time to do it all? Hmmm... oh yeh GAIL IS BACK today! Yay! A lot of things to prepare for her arrival...ehehhee! Man my body is outta WHACK, slept a lot yesterday but still need to recover. My sleep is usually such a routine 12-8, and now it's like bleugghhhhhhh!!!

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mood: free-fairy!
listening to: take my breath away - jess simpson

AHA! U guessed it! I'm free at last...HOLIDAYS FULL SPEED AHEAD! LOL! I have already started the fun actually on the Fri night after I finished my last paper. Gawd! Fri was such an annoying day - TWO EXAMS!!! :/ Should have seen my face in the morning. I even took one of those health pills to anti-stress...yeh I was that bad. Up all night, cramming like DAMM! Hahaha...but as you can see that is all behind me now. ;) I think I did pretty ok...considering this is the first time I got two exams in one day (one hour break btn). It's gonna be a 1 half mth holiday...not long huh? Need more time to do the things I have been pining to do!!

Fri: ahhhhhhh...it was an absolute breath of fresh air to see Fernando on fri night. :) I bet he'd agree to, hahaha cuz it had been a week and half since we caught up. Both of us BZ as HELL, he being a graphics design student, he had project deadlines and I had theory exams. :/ Sometimes I wished I had got into the art industry - would suit me so much! Anyways...he picked me up (cuz my car is still not fixed yet) and we went to a park to have dinner. It was soooooo nice to spend time with my boo...he has been my motivation to study hard lol! I have been sick...so it has been hard to study, not to mention exams - tissues everywhere!!! F didn't mind being with me even though I sick...hehehe cuz he sick too!

Sat: Work and went to chinese school. Sick still...so customers must have been real paranoid seeing me checkout their food and coughing/sneezing into my tissue at the same time. I am not that rude - not to have no tissue!! :p That night it was just time spent at home...did want to go out...though I did want to see boo again and catch a movie but then just sick as a DOG ...need to get better! :/ Plus stuff was going on at home, so best to not aggravate the folks anymore. One child is enough probs...

Sun: Home...get well...I woke up mon morning feeling much better. No more horrible flemmy coughs. Then again I'm sure u didn't wanna read that! LOL! Not much involved...Oooo yeh I finished a scarf I have been knitting for over a year! HAHAHA! So proud! But usually these projects get thrown aside and never worn...hmmm... what's the point then? Haha, maybe it's the development stage that I like...haha i like to make stuff to wear but I rather other ppl wear em.

So many things to do today...so I better get started!! First off - a 30 min walk! I promised myself I would do this every day these holidays to kick off the winter habit of getting chubbs. :/ And maybe go hunting for a new job...wish me luck! :) Have a great week ppls! *muaks*

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It is within one's power to do their very best...that is what INTRA VIRES means. I have been feeling that lately. I can only do my best of my ability in my life and even though ppl say I should be doing more or less...they do not know me. I mean you know YOU the best - don't let anyone tell you otherwise. ;)

I guess with exams there is still time for philosophical thought. My right brain is being squeezed to the MAX so I guess my left must be starting to use its power. hehehe. Or is it the other way around? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Head hurts too much!! Man I got 2 exams tm, one after the other - DOOMSDAY! But if I do survive this I have my boo to look forward to..will be seeing him that night (when exams are all over!) and that is motivation :)

Felt like a shorty-entry... POWER to you ppls...only u know your absolute level.

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New environments can be very intimidating as I found out this weekend. Exciting but also scary at the same time. I just discovered that about myself...I'm that kinda person, one who doesn't usually go out of their comfort zone. But then when I do I get over the anxiety and it's all good after that. My weekend was ok...how was everybody's? Studying for exams I guess...hehe I did heaps of study, then again I had time for a bit of destress-clubbing and the rest of the time work!

Fri: I worked at woolies. The place is really growing on me...and I shouldn't allow it to becuz I know I need to move on. Feeling a lil bit too comfortable...haha that means I have to have a new challenge. It was ok...got home and was in my pjs when my girls Tiff and Yo buzzed me. They had just finished at the restaurant and felt like dressing up to go dancing. LOL! I just went along with the enthusiasm, I am persuaded easily :/ hehehe. First of all we went to Varga Lounge. It was not bad-rnb music was good. Thing was too many DOODS - with jim beam in their hand and scouting the floor for chicks. To add to that the MC was encouraging them to pick up chicks!! We needed a change in scene so we went to the Paramount. Upstairs there were about 5 ppl on the dance floor, but the music was groovy trance, that we easily got into. It was quite fun - miss dancing with my girls. Hahaha it went off when more ppl came! Then we hit the base club. In and out of there in 10 secs. Not our scene...

Afters we went for supper. Which was such a bad...but good idea - because we had pasta after 6pm!! Carbs no good at this time! The Italian owner was so nice to us, he was a bit weird though...cuz he was telling us his life story and wouldn't leave us alone. He let us try this 41 yr old port, quite nice..but I couldn't help thinking maybe he has a motive. Ahhhh he just treat us nicely cuz it's a new business and he needs to establish some loyal/regular customers. :p

Sat: missed chinese school cuz had to work early. Teacher is not happy! I emailed her and she's like 'I'll see you next week!' hmmm...sat was good. Work was ok. I'm getting to know my workmates more and include myself more in the staffroom. I'm usually walking in the city for lunch so I thought I'd be sociable and stay in the staffroom. Home that night, studying hard...quite proud of myself :) Listened to the sounds of 'the church' club on 92.9fm. Hahaha I cannot escape it!!! But slept relatively early after study.

Sun: Work - haha what is new? This time I was tired...couldn't be bothered and the customers could tell. I just wanted to sleep! LOL! Or be at home studying. It's a hard life for students huh? Work, study, family, social life etc how are you supposed to balance all that? And get sufficient sleep? I dunno but I think we are pretty amazing - young adults of today! ;) We hope we can do it all... Back home -more study. You guys bored yet? It's not very riveting is it? - MY LIFE!! :p

Ehhh...now mon morn...didn't see my boo all weekend :/ But it's ok...more motivation and anticipation when I do see him after all this is over :) Might go to the gym now before I start study. Take care all!! Have a lovely week ^_^

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