My beautiful locks have been snipped off! I was literally in tears after walking out of the hairdressers...but looking at the bright side...it isn't too heavy anymore and easy to dry. My whole life I have had short hair and now I go and end my dream! Well it was long...it got to the mid back. I dunno what is everyone gonna say. I went and coloured it lightish brown also so to improve it a bit. It isn't that bad, just that...I am not used to this stranger in the mirror. I will post a pic soon...just gonna play with it first...so then the pic won't scare anyone. hehehe!

My lil bro is always so worried for my mane...he wasn't horribly upset when I chopped it before, but he was calm this time...so it can't be that bad! Usually he jumps up and down in disgust! PHEW! I tried to "BLONDE" my hair but it turned out a brown... prob have to bleach it. Yay! Can't wait till Summer is here in Australia...sun, sand n surf, need surfie blonde hair to go with it. Will prob end up as a japanese-youth-rebel with black regrowth! The nightmare! Anyway...should try it out...we are only young once!

I will be over the hair by the next entry I promise...and with a piccie too. WAIT FOR IT! Pondering over the choice of going to the next level...bleaching. Anyone has any tips, pls say and this is the time to talk me out of it :)

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Alcohol is not the answer to sorrows. I realise that now...some taste good and it can be cultured but it is not the solution to happiness. It makes u lose yourself, your mind may gain that confidence but then it is only temporary. You can be the inner person you wanna show but then wake up regretting or realising what a fool u were. The night's events will not be forgotten, the things u said and did may come back to bite you in the bum! People will remember what u did and said and use that against u...when all u can justify yourself with is 'it was the booze'.

Yeh well...never again...although I say that plenty of times. I am new to this scene of alcoholism and I am gonna be responsible about it. Cuz that is me...MISS RESPONSIBLE. Prob lost that title to that night. Must admit it was pretty fun, some parts anyway.

This is a forward my friend sent on Alcohoroscopes...if anyone wants their profile...ask me on my chatterbox.

ARIES

Drinking style
Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes
don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive
streak makes them prone to closing-time shot
contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get
mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries
people drunk is a good way to get what you
want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries
can become bellicose when blotto, but they will
assume that whatever happened should be
forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be
counted on to do the same for you -- so long as
you haven't gone and done anything really
horrible to them last night.

I swear to u guys I am not the alco type, I only drink socially

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There are two days in every week about which we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension.
One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares,
its faults and blunders, its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control.
All the money in the world cannot bring back Yesterday.
We cannot undo a single act we performed;
We cannot erase a single word we said.
Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow
with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise,
and its poor performance; Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate
control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of
clouds, but it will rise.
Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to be
born.

This leaves only one day,

Any person can fight the battle of just one day.
It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities
Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today that drives a person mad,
it is the remorse or bitterness of something which happened Yesterday
and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore, live but one day at a time.

*Sent by Kenneth Lee my couz

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So happy that today is last of my classes for this sem! YAY! Now to start studying...which in prob every entry I have told myself to do... OKAY OKAY. Start tomorrow. GEEZ!!! But yeh back to being HAPPY...my group scored 81% for our presentation. I was so shocked cuz I thought it was all unorganised and we had a few technical problems but yeh 81% gotta be pleased with that! I thought this group wasn't going to work well cuz I am the only girl + 4 guys but we got on pretty well and we having a celebration dinner after exams. Okay so girls and guys can have platonic r'ships, sometimes...but I still stand strong on 'they don't'!

Today I was listening to dido 'life for rent' album and if anyone else has it just wanna let u know that no.11 there is a hidden song, ffwd to 7+mins and u can hear it. Quite nice. Dido is good at what she does, this cd will impress many even if they r not Dido fans. I intially wasn't one but love her work now. So go out and get a copy NOW! It's healing my heart at the moment and doing a great job!

Been looking for summer work lately. Want to work behind the bar. Took up that bar tending course n now wanna put it to use...but every where they require bloody experience and come on I'm willing to learn...TRAIN ME TRAIN ME! Don't I look eager? I can be a barmaid - never thought I would take up such an position but it's an experience = could end up in RALPH as 'BARMAID OF THE YEAR', that'll please the folks Don't really look the part though...

Here's the group's pic for our HRM unit

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Yeh...well...just moving along. I ain't gonna go on about a certain someone...cuz it only causes me to go back to that dark hole again and I don't want that. You know...smiling is a really soothing exercise. I mean smiling at a person causes them to smile back and that can give u such a good feeling Enthusiam is contagious and I plan to be a ray of sunshine starting from now just to see happiness in others, in turn to project happiness on myself! Miss laughing and smiling...planning that girl's night out on sat with my old hs frenz...should be good.

Heartache sucks...I'm sure anyone who has come across it would agree. Blah blah blah...what else is new to talk about. Hmmm...I did plan to study tonight, but guess what??? Not gonna happen until tm night...procrastination is my weakness! I have started this new journal and I've been trying to spruce it up these pass few days. Wasting perfect study time...I KNOW!

Oh yeh I told Tony the other day about my dream with him in it and I think he totally freaked out! We haven't been speaking for over a yr and now when we finally caught up on MSN I tell him about this surreal dream. He hasn't msged me since n I think it is becuz I told him I nearly kissed him but then woke up becuz I refused to...I told him that!! Errr...might have caused some weirdness huh? Now I don't dare go back on MSN can't face the awkward silence! Eek! See what heartache can do? Screw up ur friendships by dreaming up lusty situations! Can guys and girls survive platonic r'ships? I DOUBT IT!

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