mood: itchy
listening to: Scar - Missy Higgins

I hate hayfever it just gets up your nose! Literally!!! ....>_<..... Why me?? Why do I have to get hayfever attacks when other ppl don't! I look like some kinda battle is going on in my body and I'm constantly itchy, sniffing and rubbing my eyes. It's terrible and I don't wish this on anyone...but still why do some ppl get it and others don't!! I never really liked Spring...grrrrrrrr....

Okay...I'm over the first hissy fit over hay fever. What else is new? Oh yeh...sorry to everyone about my website. I know when you try and get in it shuts down. Vera recently told me that there is some sort of virus or Trojan on my blogsite and I have asked le-battlement is it only me? I guess he has been getting pop-ups too and there's weird shit happening to his site, Is anyone having the same problem?

Oh yea I was pretty stressed out about my HR211 prac test yesterday because I hadn't even studied for it until the hour before the test! I was quite surprised to receive 70.4%!!! I mean not bad...just for a cram/revision sess. I will have to study harder for next week cuz that is the real one and hopefully I can do better in that :) Cuz if I was to put in my 100% effort into my studies, I could achieve so much...but DAMN I get lazy about my textbooks....

Instead my mum borrowed some manga from the library for me... *grinz* I'm currently reading 'Chobits'...it's cute but a bit too "kinky japanese" human/robot rship if you ask me! Then there's the classic 'Ranma 1/2', and I'm getting sick of the story line...Ranma-Ryoga matches, to win Akane's heart. Not like Akane is gonna go out with any of them anyways (in chap 18)!!! She also borrowed 'Ina Yusha' which I have no idea of the storyline...but looks ok. Anything manga or anime...it's GOODdddd!!! :D

Sorry to all those ppl who have no clue what the HELL I am going on about...Anyway I put up a picture of Antarctica becuz it is one of my favourite places in the world! A lot of you know I don't like rain...or winter...but I think I can deal with snow and ice = (cmon ppl) ANTARCTICA!! It's just so beautiful and romantic lol! Others would think Rome or Paris was romantic...but I luv the ice-land with no cities. :) Strange...cuz I am such an urban/metro chic. :p

Hope you guys are having a nice week! Weekend in 2 more days! Woohoo!!! But damn..I have work...hehee...My weekend is on Tuesday and Wednesday! ^_^

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Thank you to everyone that has been to murasaki*dream lately. Just on Friday the counter went up to 55 hits! WOW! That has never happened to this blog before! I luv it when you guys drop by cuz it reassures me that ppl actually wanna read my crap. Hahaha. :D

But plz drop a 'hello' when u do come in. Always luv to hear from u guys! :) I don't wanna do all the talking LOL! But thanks again...the 'interest' is great! ;)

I just wanted to comment on my poll actually. 'friendship', 'to get married' and 'casual sex' has drawn a tie...Good to know their aren't many $$$ hungry ppl out there ;p But hmmm...casual sexx...I'm curious as to who... hahaha. no need to tell me. But I thought the poll was a good way of gauging what are the expectancies of a rship for young ppl now a days. :)

Just another shorty from me. I will be typing a few short ones from now on cuz I have like 4 assignments/tests coming up in the next 2 weeks. So damn bz. But can't wait tilI MSU (Malaysian Students' Union) Ball this coming Fri :D have to get ready for work soon too...:( Oh wellz. The old school Woolies ppl are gonna create a "job-hunt mission" group to get out of woolies. Hahaha!. :p It's a good place...but who wants to be stuck as a check out chik foreva? Meeting a 6-yr woolies chik the other day (Gloria's friend)...made me wanna GET OUT NOW! But damn I feel so comfortable there...

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mood: dreading the next 2 hours
I've got a test today boo hoo ...>_<....

I have studied, but I still don't wanna go!!! So slack and I hate my lecturer. He is such a fat, pompous, ego-centric, judgemental bastard and I wish I had my friend's lecturer!!! Who is much kinder and cooler...

I can't be bothered. It's raining and my brain is not taking in anymore info. So instead...I blog. LOL! Hmmm...should realli go over those notes again.

This is me right now >>>>>>

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mood: a lil sad...*sniff*

Hmmm...pretty late for a blog hey? It's been a while since I stayed up and had thoughts to put down here in murasaki*dream but there has been a few things bugging me since the weekend started. I just feel that the world is against me and my boo... or maybe just against me *sobs*. I thought that today's modern world people would accept cross_cultural r'ships . Esp here in Australia...I can understand in M'sia we would be the "odd" couple in the crowd. :/

I think cross_cultural r'ships are so sweet cuz ppl go beyond their fears, prejudices and comfort zone to know another person. And once you know them...you realise you have so many things in common... even more so than your countryppl. I was chatting to my work friend Sophie who is from Johore, M'sia and the other week she and her Indian bf came through my checkout with her MUM! Her mum was so cool...it was unbelievable!! It was like the situation I wish for. They were laughing, cracking jokes and having a dinner party. :) Hehehe...but today Sophie told me it took her a lot of obstacles to make her parents understand and her dad did not even speak to her for 6 months! And she is now seen as the "difficult child". Lol! Me >>>the difficult child ..hmmm...that would be interesting...

I don't really mind if my parents find out now...it is only a matter of time...They will come to understand. I hope! I'm happy and shouldn't that matter? Man...discussing this with my parents is like "through one ear and out the other" with their opinions still "governing" mine... :/ Nah...they don't decide my happiness, my mum once said "If you see your happiness just go and get it". I wonder if her philosophy will apply to her daughter...hmmmm...

Me and Fernando get the stares, the discreet but obvious conversations behind our backs about our rship. It's like nobody understands or wants to understand. I think the main thing is that we understand one another and that's all that really matters in the end.

So screw those closed minded fools...no wonder they don't live their lives happily but only according to others' rules... Anyways just had to give a piece of my mind... *sigh* now I can sleep properly hehehe....oh-no!!! Uni is starting tm! Fuck I'm so not ready... Hope everyone has a HAPPY week hehehe.

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I have been dreaming about this phone since 3 days ago when I was browsing the net looking to replace my old Nokia 3310. It is perfect! White, my favourite colour. Sophisticated and there's only 7200 of these models made in the world. It is the Limited Edition Nokia 7200 (with white leather covers). I think this phone suits me cuz of its textile feature and it has a camera, fm radio and heaps more! It's time to upgrade!!! But I found out the price of this beautiful creature is AU$1000+ my heart sank...cuz these kinds of phones are held by the elite, models and rich business men. I can only dream hey? But still I luv the nokia7200, even if it's not the limited edition one.

I'm so glad Spring is finally here! I even marked the day on my diary! The full moon for the Chinese Mid Autumn Festival was beautiful on the Monday. *sigh* Feels so nice to have sunshine and warmer days! It's what I have been missing. Heard that Summer is going to be extra hot this year. uh-oh!

This week has been going awfully slow which is a good thing! I have been spending time with the people I don't usually catch up with and I know once I go back to uni I won't see a couple of them for a few months. :( Can't wait till Summer holidays!! Becuz my family and I might be going back to M'sia! yay!!

Anyways I gotta go and start on my studies...have 3 tests coming up in the next 2 weeks. I'm so gonna be dead...

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Gail, Mel and I on Groove party night!! It was good.

That's what my mum asked me yesterday...like she is worried that I am sad with life. It was weird that she asked me that cuz I don't think I am. I think life is pretty wonderful at the moment. Only a few factors that I wish I could change to make it EVEN better and easier for myself...but the timing is not right. When I say this I mean telling my parents about my boo...then again I don't know how they will react, so maybe not yet...

My parents were talking about moving to Sydney in the near future because my older bro is there. They said we can work together to make a life there. My folks certainly won't miss much here, but I certainly will. I find it hard to even think of the possibility of leaving, all my friends, the places I know, my old schools etc. The perth way of life will be missed most definitely...the easygoing people, the friendliness, the small city where somebody always knows somebody. :) *sigh* It's my home as I know it, even more so than KL M'sia was...and it was will be so difficult to say "goodbye".

My older bro got used to it easy, the bright lights attracted him and I'm afraid if I go there I will also be drawn in. My parents predict in 5 yrs time! I dunno whether I am ready to think that far ahead. I'll be 25 yrs old!

When I look at this pic of Gail, Mel and I, I realised how close we have got in the past year and to leave them...I know we will prob only see each other every few yrs or so if I was to go to syd. Leaving my boo....I think will be one of the hardest! :( I dunno why I'm talking about this so much, cuz it's not like I'm leaving tomorrow! Hehehe...but the thought really saddens me *sniff*

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