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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






CNY & being F*ckin annoyed!
Saturday. 1.24.04 9:01 am
The celebrations have not ceased as yet, it is now the 3rd day of CNY and nearly every night the family has been EATING! Dinner down at NB and I am getting real sick of chinese food :p Even though I have been fed it my whole life I was so satisfied to chow down some sushi before work today. Yeh had work in woolies and it was ok...survived! But I am so sick of those bloody stuck up guys and girls who look down on checkout chicks! At least we are working on the weekends earning an honest income! And then there are those guys who 'try' and they 'try' so hard the poor things to dish out their one liners and pick u up...it's like I have better places to be...than in front of YOU

Last night out in NB I saw Jason, cuz he called my phone n I picked up been curious as to who all these CNY well-wishes were. Man...it was hella awkward, he was like 'errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...happy new year...see u bye!'. Then he walks pass the restaurant we were eating at with his frens and does the 'good thing' and wishes 'gong hey fatt choy' to my parents. I dunno but not like my parents are gonna take him as their son-in-law. It's like he had told all his friends 'this is the girl who broke my heart ten-times, and look at how she doesn't feel anything'...cuz they were smiling at me yet looking at me strangely, like hidden opinions. Urggghhh...got my parents out of there immediately!

Then ummm I met up with this guy from friendster in front of Alto's, he was pissed when he met me...and I was not impressed. I'm getting real tired of these 'dodgy' guys who thinks it's so 'cool' to show up half pissed becuz it gives them some kinda confidence. I have such low hopes in finding 'normal' people to mix around. Just sick of 'boys' in general...note I didn't say men I said BOYS

Am I just picky? I just can't find myself attracted to guys that are 2 yrs older than me, they have to be older than that! It's so strange...but then many have been passed that age and haven't proven to be anymore mature. I don't wanna sound like a bitch...maybe I haven't found anyone that is on the same level that is why I am so agro about this topic. It is sometimes frustrating to find someone out of so many... do u get my drift? A lot of those who I have met are so damn 'HORNY' all they think about is looking after MR.PEEPEE and get overly excited and it pisses me off...cuz I can't have a decent conversation with them becuz they think of 'sex' every minute!

AAAAAAAAArrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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YOGA - Union
Thursday. 1.22.04 11.41 am
Yoga is a sanskrit term for union. I've just been reading this yoga book and it's really interesting, most of the moves in that book I've practiced and recognised from before. I went to a class yesterday and I woke up with bloody shoulder and back pains cuz we were getting into some 'noodle' positions which I didn't feel the ache yesterday. I know it is meant to be good for me but it KILLS! I'm also aware I sound like a big baby!

But I am too excited to stay at home becuz I am gonna catch up with an old hs friend, Tash. It has been like 3 yrs since I last saw her and 5 yrs since I last properly spoke with her. All we do now is chat on the net, which is great but I miss her!!! Yeh so it's gonna be fun fun today! YAY! Then she told me that my old hs crush might be there and I went all gushy again... *blush*

Still quite tired from last nite cuz stayed up rather late for CNY eve. Ate at the reunion dinner until I was so damn bloated! My parents told me that the longer we (their children) stays up the longer their life will be. So yeh I am a good daughter and stayed up only until 3 though...my eyelids were failing me!! And now I am helping mum make Tong Yuen.

Urrrgghhh...in serious need of a massage on my neck and shoulders...OUCHIES! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...ok I shut up now...

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A fan of queer
Tuesday. 1.20.04 2.44pm


I am so excited the 3rd season is coming out on AUSTRALIA DAY 26th Jan! WOOT WOOT! I have watched the 1st n 2nd seasons twice!! Cuz they refused to show the 3rd down in OZ in SBS too soon. But ohwellz I'm happy to recap on the storyline once again. I lurrrvve Brian! The pretty boy in the middle...it is a crime that he has to be gay! *sobs* Plus the professor sitting on the left of the dyke...he cannot BE GAY...pls NO!!! Hehehe...now I'm going hysterical!

I don't think many ppl can understand my luv for this show...because homosexuality is still a pretty 'taboo' subject. Ever since I have watched this show I realised we all go through the same r'ship, family, work etc probs...I mean it's LIFE! Guys should not rule this show out...just because it may have a bit of booty action, buuuuttttttt...there's also lesbians...AHA!

I don't think watching these series will make u anymore gay or anymore straight for that matter. We are who we are...our levels of angrogens n estrogens given (from our mother n father) during the time of birth determines a majority of our sexual preference. So if u are curious...pls watch! It'll get u hooked! Or SOAKING WET (taken from the show...lol)

Checkout the unofficial website here

*Just thought I would post becuz I'm getting sick of too many pics on this site of meh...

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Trigger snappy...BANGS BANGS!!!
Monday. 1.19.04 11.19 am
listening to: Faint - Linkin Park
mood: sleepy


Before


After



Here's the before and after shots. I took this piccie just this morning a few hours after I woke up. Yes...I look shabby, the hairdo is just combed with the fingers but I thought I might as well do this before I procrastinate any longer. Anything like EMILY? hehehe...I think I need to get my hair back to black and grow it a lil longer and work on the attitude.

Pls comment and lemme know what u think...japanesy? dork? Big mistake? The aim was to look younger...did it work?

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*SOB* Back to work!
Sunday. 1.18.04 10.11pm
listening to: Fallen - Sarah McLachlan
mood: Mellow

I have been called to go back to work. YUCKS! I have stayed at home too long and now the conscious knows that I should be out there, earning an income and being constructive about my holiday time. Yeh yeh...I'd rather be a bum I reckon...tis so much more satisfying! But I guess I was glad to get back to work behind the checkouts in Woolworths because in the first hour back I saw the CUTE CUTE korean boy from Seoul Cafe, have to ask his name one day. The moment is always so silent, awkward yet blissful! Hehehe...that's one motivator.

Oh yeh on friday I went to the WA Chinese Chamber of Commerce, a new cult I should join. They develop young innocent, 'clueless' students into being powerful, cocky, tycoons! Think I could be one? haha...nah they r really friendly, professional and just knowledgeable, I might as well join to build my networks and do something with my life! I've always been stuck in lala land and it's time to take action and get a business going. Ummm any ideas what???

It's my bro idea...getting me in...mum is worried where I am hanging out I won't meet someone or I am meeting the wrong ppl. Hey I am only 20 ok, stay outta my love life! It's so annoying! But I must admit hehehe one dood caught my eye, prob outta my league, cuz he looks so professional, matured and smart. I was introduced as 'THE LIL SISTER OF JASON'...*blush*. I stayed far from him to avoid being a blubbering FOOL!

Ooooo...Tiff called me the other night! I was so over the moon, she had called from INDO and I miss her soooooooooo much! Really wished she was here. Then my fren Adel should be back today, can't wait to catch up with my MUD girls!

Oh yesh...forgot to take pics of new do...should've done so on first day, that is usually when it's best. Can never get it to look that way ever again! Doesn't that just suck? I got bangs! :P And ermmm...I haven't had them since I was like 7...so it could shock some... (coming soon!)

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Come bite me fella *Rowr*
Wednesday. 1.14.04 5.48 pm


I am sooooooo bored right now, I know I have better things to do than to stick a 'bite me' sticker on my forehead and take a photo! AAAHHHHHHHHHHH the bliss of the moment - to be stoopid! I would lurve to walk down the street with this stuck on my forehead or on my middle finger when it's up. LOL! I'm so rude aren't I?

Guess where I found it? On a mango in the supermarket!!! You know those stickers that say 'sweet mangoes, ornages, etc' but then I've never seen this one before which was so 'HAHA FUNNY'! It's like a fiesty mango! It's like come here human...you glutton of a PIG...come ON I DARE YAH! Oh then it could be saying 'Come here BIG BOY...take a bite outta my sweet cheeks' ...???

Say hello to random E-von... She asks u to 'FCK OFF AND DIE' (taken from the 'TEACHERS' tv series, last night)....pleasently ^_^ HAVE A NICE DAY!

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