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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Thoughts delude my mentality
Saturday. 12.13.03 9:51 am
Hmmm...just a couple of updates. The new lyrics...by 98 Degrees...I know I block out all things mushy and lovey dovey but they are the only artists I know to sing songs that actually mean something! The meaning is not hidden, it is clear and simple. This song 'Chance to love you more' is a soapy one, I wish "someone" could say/sing those words but I think if that time came I would be strong to say 'no'. But then would I go against all those happy endings? Love is really about tragedy...that is why it is made to be so "great". Ahhh...I'm sure u guys r so bored of me still going on about this crap...please tell me if it is...I'LL STOP!!! Anyways...I'll leave the polarbears up cuz I really luv that pic...they are so COOTE! ^_^ If I could, I would go to the artic or Antarctica just to play with the baby polarbears and slide across the ice with the emperor penguins. As much as I love warm weather I luv animals that live in the cold environments. So sad here in Perth no such chance...oh I would so luv to go to the ZOO right now! Just to see them!

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Boys boys boys...
Friday. 12.12.03 8:46 pm
Sometimes they can be so annoying the way they allow feelings to get in the way of friendship. Last night I got invited by Ron, a curtin friend to hang out in town and have dinner. It was pretty cool...but it was weird by the way he described it...like a date! I guess he would probably take it as a "date" cuz it was only us two. But phew! I would be scared if he tried to take my hand. Hahaha. We also went to timezone and played...I got caned in every game. GAWD I SUCK! I haven't been in the arcade in ages! I am such a competitive person...I see it every time when I play a game. Hahaha it is funny to some..but didn't know I could take arcade games so seriously! LOL!

Anyways in the end we went to Subi....nothing really good in NB. But my bro called me to pick him up cuz he was having bbt with his friends and just in the neighbourhood. Ron was cool with it that I was bring my older bro. Hahaha...but I must have put him in such a strange situation! Cuz he prob thought it would be us two... Errr...I felt a bit more secure with my big bro there to help me with conversation. So we went to Oriels and just chit chat... lucky they are both social beings and chit chat...I felt left out at one point when they were chatting about cars.

Ron has a lot to say! Hmmmm...me on the other hand don't say very much. Hahaha I am a quiet person...but only when I am with my gfs I go nuts. It should be the same with guys...but what can u really talk to them about? Cars.... which I am so bad at! Got educated a lil yesterday by my older bro. But when talking with Ron he knew more than my bro! Hahaha! He's a well educated boy, sociable, is not afraid to argue with me...one thing though he is not tall enough! Doesn't that suck? I sound like such a rude bitch but he is already complaining being surrounded by tall ppl...

Had to pik up my lil bro as well at the end of the night. When we said bye at Oriels I just said bye with a wave of the hand. Hahaha...what do u expect? Aiyoh....friends please...just friends...

Plus Jason came up to the fragrance counter yesterday with his biceps showing...I mean really... I was so busy I had to snob him off. He was with his mum Christmas shopping. I dunno why I feel so annoyed by him maybe since those roses...

Another annoying thing is when u want someone and they don't want you. Or that they have hurt your heart and still u cannot help but think about them. You know u are doing the right thing not speaking to them...yet u just long for them. It's all fucked up from here on... oh wellz we keep living each day as it comes...

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Friendster
Thursday. 12.11.03 9:22 am
Anyone like to be my friend? Hehehe...I have just started friendster and trying to build up my network. Hoping to know new ppl and keep in touch with friends. Also it is such a cool site...I have found so many connections between ppl, it is soooo funny!

Anyway if u would like to join me just go to friendster and if u would like I can send u my email. ^_^

Nuthing much new...I just worked a 10 hr shift at Myer on Wed for the sale and my feet are numb! To add to that I had to work the next day, but okay leh...6 hrs. I have been working everyday of this week and I am starting to feel a lil like jelly!

Oh yeh anyone going to Metro on Sat mention the name Jan Toh n you should be able to get in for $5. Hehehe...me not going, me got no legs!!

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Give this a whiff!
Tuesday. 12.9.03 5:04 am
I'm back from work and rather proud of myself for selling so many perfumes to customers. My seniors were impressed as it was only my 2nd day and I was catching on to things pretty fast. It is still rather overwhelming and everyday I come home with a HEADACHE! Smelling both masculine and feminine! I think the customers like speaking to a face that is not plastered with make-up. Some of the ladies there r paint palettes! Just can't stand too much make-up!

It's the BEST working on the fragrance counter...get to play with all the customers... Some vely vely cute! There was this one 'outstanding' customer a gentleman in his 40s-50s and my goodness! He does not look his age, he is so stunning, like a model but with grey hair! I ain't looking for no sugar daddy...but hehehe this guy was just so gorgeous for his age! Men...have to loathe them for that quality...the ability to grow old gracefully! Women do but then childbirth is the major cause of aging. Don't have kids right? That's the ANSWER!

I luvvvvvvv Davidoff 'Echo' for men... YUMMMY! Summery...hunky just delectable! Hahaha sounds like I wanna eat it huh? Then there is Armani 'Mania' gawd...that male model is a hottie! Also Jean Paul Gaultier 'Masculine' with the beautiful bottle...

Okay okay...better to have guy wear it than spraying it on a card





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The meaning of 'AZN'
Monday. 12.8.03 10:21 am

AZN
"a-sian"


A "subculture" of Asians.
-Known to rave
-Known to "rice" up cars. Ex. include Hondas, Acuras, etc.
-Known to tYpE LiKE tHiS.
-Tend to incorporate "AzN" in their screen name
-Instead of using correct terminology such as "is" or "my," AzNs replace those words with "ish" or "mah."

**note--AzNs and Asians are different.

*Taken from urbandictionary

There are much worst versions of this hey...hella rude to us AZNs, such a generalisation. This is the most polite definition I could find ey...

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Byebye to my Best Friend ...Tiff
Sunday. 12.7.03 4:41 am
My best friend Tiffanny and her sis Vira is leaving for holidays to Indo (Bali) and Taiwan. *sniff* will surely miss those girls. They are my shopping buddies, their house is like my second home. LOL! I will feel as if a big chunk of me is missing. Tiff is my 'party buddy', my councillor, she looks after me and I her. She is the coolest girl around, the person who I know will laugh at my stupid jokes and tell if I am stupid. Who's gonna tell me the truth from now on?

Girl...u make sure u have the time of your life! You haven't been on a holiday in so long and you surely deserve this! Make sure both of you guys take care of one another okie? Also take photos for me and taste snow for me! No need to taste the yellow one. LOL! Just enjoying yourselves and be back to party with me soon! Hahaha...you know I will be waiting.

Hey if u need to be updated with what's happening in Perth u know u can always find me here. Will be pretty much the same work work work...and u guessed it MORE WORK! Hehehe! But I will make sure I take time to relax too.

Oh yeh I won't be there with u girl for ur birthday, NY or Christmas. So Happy 20th (don't be sad...u still look as gorgeous than ever!!! Younger actually *wink*) Birthday, Happy New Year's and have a Merry Christmas! Hope u liked the gifts. :)

Again have a safe and fun journey! Call me when u touch down in Perth kay! *HUGS*



* Maybe I shouldn't have chose this piccie, cuz I am quite red there from a couple of tipples. This is on my 19th birthday btw. Just Tiff and I on my roof.

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