At the checkouts, I was just chatting to my work mate Will and he is a white dood stuck in a black dood's body - I swear! Hehehe. He's like 'SUP Y'ALL'. He is so farni....the way he opens up to conversations. I guess it is easier to have someone open up in conversation to me as I am to them because...cmon my life isn't exactly riveting! And ppl do like to talk, right?

He was telling me his tastes in girls and all and I was like 'OKAyyyyy', but guys tend to talk freely to girls who are interested in what they have to say. I noticed guys have different tastes. Not all of them are going after the 'Paris Hilton' copy cats but more of substance when they know what they want out of a r'ship. Will was rather specific when he told me what he is looking for in his dream girl. (I sure hope he doesn't come across this blog! Or I'm dead :/)

1) She has to be asian
2) Like heavy metal music
3) Willing to get tattoos for him
4) Be environmentally involved e.g activist
5) Like Hello Kitty mechandise

Hmmmm... he knows what he is looking for. I guess that is good in a way cuz you will know when she comes around. I wonder if all guys out there have a list. Or girls even??? Wouldn't that just be unfair to any other ppl who you will miss, that you haven't given a chance to? It does sound a bit selfish doesn't it? But aren't we all a lil selfish when it comes to LOVE?

But what if you don't have specific criteria??? It's pretty much all a game of 'CHANCE' isn't it? To spend the rest of your life with someone you find yourself happy with. :) But then again it is the best...because you would go through life discovering the mysteries of this person.

I have some advice to my single female friends out there....cuz if you are out in the clubs with a long list of expectations of 'MR. RIGHT' you're not off to a good start. Be open...to the possibilities of a destined match ;) Cuz everyone has their flaws. You included. Cmon it is ok to admit ones' flaws. I have plenty. But I'm so glad there is someone out there who will accept me as I am. :)

So is it good to have tastes? Hmmm...I dun think so. Because honestly I have no specific tastes. Only that he has to be a well-mannered man. But that's common yeh? hehehehe...

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mood: clueless

Yes I'm am a sad lil person who is very incompetent I think I am destined to a life of chaos. I am always at the wrong timing, always making the wrong decisions and basically screwing up my degree. It happens almost every semester when I visit the psych office, namely Stephanie Hitchins - Student services and decide to change my whole unit enrolment. They must be so sick of me...hehehe...I keep on telling them I don't want to study any of their units and they are "crying" cuz they will not get funding from the govt if they lose me! Pisses me off becuz they are trying everything in their power to keep me in their school instead of going to commerce. Man they are scary student-eaters!

I am incompetent for the fact they take advantage of me, they know I want to leave their school but they did not approve of me leaving when I was able to...and the deadline of the mid-year intake for commerce has passed. I was not informed! Or I did not find out for myself... *SIGH* Now I have to study by extension...and bloody hell it's gonna be a big pay out. :(

As long as I am out of curtin psych I will be happy... :) Next yr I don't want to see anymore admin people only academics... and hopefully then I will have 1 yr to complete my course! WOOHOO! :p It feels so good to be so close...even though I have never thought about ever leaving uni hehehe.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh despite the stress I feel every semester with these enrolments it is good to have some sort of discipline again. Hehehe. Though holidays were excellent... my brain needs a workout. So brain dead...it's like mush. My body too....like mush. :/

So many ppl's 21st coming up! Hahaha and just when it was back to the books... Sarah my old boarding buddy and Gloria my good gf. I JUST REALISED I have about 7 months til I'm 21! SHIT AY!!! At least Gail, Fernando and Jason are turning 21 before I do lol! I don't feel so bad anymore...muhahahaha.

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Me, Yo and Tiff at Leeuwin wineries


Yo & I posing for the camera under a tingle tree, hehe stoopid girls!


On the treetop walk, it was magical up there, amongst the giants.


At one of the many beautiful lookouts in Albany


The natural bridge in Albany, one of W.A's many amazing sights.


Me sitting near the gap, scary!! It was like 20 metres down!


One of the interesting things we came across at the whaling station - A whale's willy!

mood: glad to be back!

I'm back from the country baby! Woohoo!!!!!! it feels so good to be back home and in the city! :D I went on a road trip with my three girls Tiff, Yo and Vira to Margaret river which is South of my BELOVED CITY - Perth :) It is infamous for smooth cheeses, delectable chocolates, sweet flowing wines and the beaches! It was great! Had so much fun being a bumpkin but towards the end of the trip missing home more than ever!

I never knew I would be the type of person who would miss home so much even after 2 nights and 3 days! I have always loved adventure and doing it on my own but I guess it is the feeling of a warm home, familiar surroundings. I think it must be the bright lights, buildings and people which I miss along with the family. Cuz everything was so dark, wet, green and I was looked at like an alien! Hence my black hair and asian features. :/

We had great meals which have made me so fat! Hehehe...tried all sorts of wines and cheeses...man I'm still a fattie hehehe. We also saw some natural sites, an old whaling station (which I dreaded paying $14 for it!), orchards etc. I was quite proud of myself for organising the accomodation as each one was really comfy and friendly, plus we got a bargain for them. hehehe. Due to my "sweet" interpersonal skills.....lol! I shouldn't be so big headed, but I have a mouth of deception sometimes.

It is nice to take this lil break away just to see nature, cuz I will never get a chance to see real cowz, tingle trees, smell the fresh country air (with a hint of shit) and eat til my lil fattie hinny's content. hahaha.

Well now I'm back...sorry I didn't tell u guys if you were looking for me...it was kinda a last minute thing. :) Hope u're all having a great weekend. Uni in one week's time...! eek!!

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At Gail's house: From Left - Michelle, Me, Jason, Mel and Gail
Missing from Lumen grp: Heidi, June, Nicole, Cathy

mood: birthday-fever!

This weekend wasn't too bad because my brother came back from Canberra on Friday!!! YAY! It has been a few months since I last saw him and really wished he was staying here instead of over there...whenever he does come back the family feels "whole" again, but when he leaves it is another sad story :( Cuz my family is quite close and without him it feels like we don't do much together.

I have been out so much in the past week, I'd rather be close to home. But I think it was a good idea for me to get out on Sat night, after a weekend of work. Since I started on part-time I find that I can organise my time with friends much more easily...which is a good thing :) This whole week I have taken time off work, lol! So party party on the weekend...the reason is cuz my older bro is here, friends are going back to KAL soon and so it's going to be a 'social' week.

On sat night at Gail's house Michelle, Melissa, Jason, Stacey and Gail's neighbours were there it was nice to catch up with all of them. Nothing is better than 'Gail's parties', she has been having these get togethers since we were like 13. Hehehe...it was funny cuz even though we weren't under the influence we were busting out some pretty weird moves. :p So embarassing that should be BAND from the clubs! But it was just so funny cuz we could get away with it. Jason had some Britney moves, Gail was dancing 'AZN' styles and Michelle twirled her hinny to Enrique. Melissa and I was glued to the couch most of the time watching them and laughing... :D Somebody even took out a chair hehehe and a broom...hmmm...

At the stroke of midnight it was Michelle's birthday so we drove her all the way to Fast Eddys and had hot fudge sundaes, choc cake and apple pie to warm us up and celebrate. It was excellent esp wen we spoke about old times, old teachers and stupid things we used to do in highschool. It was 2am and we were laughing so loud in this quiet cafe. But it was so good...I think I lost my voice!!

Sunday morning I went with my parents, older bro, his friends and Shiho (Jap exchange student) to yumcha..it was nice. So bz!! I haven't been in a while so I can't remember a time when I actually had to wait in line to eat! :/ It was good...too good that it prob went straight to my hips! Not to mention that choc cake from last night! YIKES!

The weekend was a nice one, didn't get much sleep until sunday night when after watching 'kiss of the dragon' on tv slept at 10.45pm. That is a record on my holidays, EARLY!! Today is my bro birthday so I must get something for him...hmmm...dunno what though...

Anyway hope ya'll have a funtastic week! ^_^ *huggies*

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mood: somewhat happy

I have been feeling better for these past 2 days I think it's because I got out of the house and enjoyed myself. I realised before when I went out with friends I wouldn't really enjoy myself but worry about other things on my mind. To dance, to sing to the music blasting, to smile, to laugh with your friends is the best moments in a girl's life!

Last night Jason came around 8pm with the girls to pick me up. I was kinda psyched about tonight cuz I wouldn't have to be home thinking again. It was great cuz we went down to the Leederville and didn't have to line up this time ;) The place was packed, electronic lights went crazy in the trance area, with an industrial appearance to the dance floor. There were ppl in cages and huge screens showing their moves.

But not for us...we are more rnb folk, when we got in the rnb room it was immediate dance dance! But Mel got cut on her toe so we went to the ladies, had a bit of a bloody drama. But it okay wen we got it covered with a bandaid, so the rest of her night was fine. GAWD! The place got so packed it was like a 'club sandwich' hehehe...trying to navigate yourself through the dance floor is a task with ppl going in the opposite direction. But the music was so good, the atmosphere everyone was friendly. It was so nice :)

Quite a change from The Church and Metro City...Phew it closed at 12 which meant an early night. Jason took me home and the girls wanted to stay for more action at The Kitchen. Well they are single...hehehe and they can keep up. Such fun, got to chat to my friend Ron briefly when I found him in the crowd.

On Tues: I also went out with the same peeps to watch 'Spideyman'...hehehe ever since that lady said 'GOOOOOOOOOOOO SPIDEY', He's become Spideyman. :p Good movie, although it could've been better. I was in my down mood that time so seeing too much soppy 'cry cry' moments in the movie was enough to make me hand back the ticket. lol! I didn't pay to be sad, but to be happy. The first one had more funnier moments I reckon.

Afters on Tues night I got a BIG hug from Fernando, cuz he knew I was feeling like crap and drove all the way down to see me. How sweet of him :) Even though my friends made me smile again he topped it off by making everything even better. :) It's crazy even though we have been going out for 3 mths, I feel like we have been together for ages...at least a year.

I hope life stays this way for at least a little while, becuz it tends to change back again when you least expect it. It's like 'oh...she's had enough fun. Let's play with her emotions again'. I dunno maybe there is some divine force out there control our fates, the way we act and the way we are. That we are puppets to be played with and controlled to entertain those divine beings. Scary thought huh???

Bro is coming back tmz...and I can't wait!!!!!! ^_^

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