Yeh...well...just moving along. I ain't gonna go on about a certain someone...cuz it only causes me to go back to that dark hole again and I don't want that. You know...smiling is a really soothing exercise. I mean smiling at a person causes them to smile back and that can give u such a good feeling Enthusiam is contagious and I plan to be a ray of sunshine starting from now just to see happiness in others, in turn to project happiness on myself! Miss laughing and smiling...planning that girl's night out on sat with my old hs frenz...should be good.

Heartache sucks...I'm sure anyone who has come across it would agree. Blah blah blah...what else is new to talk about. Hmmm...I did plan to study tonight, but guess what??? Not gonna happen until tm night...procrastination is my weakness! I have started this new journal and I've been trying to spruce it up these pass few days. Wasting perfect study time...I KNOW!

Oh yeh I told Tony the other day about my dream with him in it and I think he totally freaked out! We haven't been speaking for over a yr and now when we finally caught up on MSN I tell him about this surreal dream. He hasn't msged me since n I think it is becuz I told him I nearly kissed him but then woke up becuz I refused to...I told him that!! Errr...might have caused some weirdness huh? Now I don't dare go back on MSN can't face the awkward silence! Eek! See what heartache can do? Screw up ur friendships by dreaming up lusty situations! Can guys and girls survive platonic r'ships? I DOUBT IT!

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