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PIC OF THE MOMENT


My sexy friends on a luxe night
from left: Jess, Jason & Mel

THE REALITY BEHIND THE DREAM


murasaki*dream
Age. 40
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. chinese
Location perth, Australia
School. Other
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YOUR OPINION
LYRICS OF THE MOMENT
Faye Wong

Eyes on Me


I never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You`d always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you`re holding back
Or pain if that`s what it is
How can I let you know
I`m more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you`re not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you`re never hurt
As if you`re never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
CHATTERBOX
CHILLIN'
Faye Wong -Eyes on me
(Classic!)






Weekend Update - it's all good ;)
Sunday. 5.2.04 10:51 pm
mood: chillin'

I have to say this weekend was a really nice and relaxed one...this time managed to get sleep in and catch up with a few special people. Starting off on Friday when I had no uni I practically just chilled out, had a nice night indoors with my parents watching tv whilst cramming for my chinese (mandarin) exam the NEXT MORNING! Yep I'm taking chinese classes and I am a chinese...hahaha...

Anyways...sat morning went to Chinese school had a fun time there. The feeling was the total opposite when I attended chinese classes when I was 13, cuz I felt really stupid amongst the fluent 8 yr olds! Being in a class with students around my age doesn't make me feel like an idiot LOL! I dunno how I went but I hope it went ok. My teacher she is just FUNKY! She's so funny with her stories and I before I went to this class I never knew learning chinese could be this fun. It is my background and mandarin is the most spoken language in the world! The spitting and tongue rolls are the best...haha! I think what I am worried about now is my 'intro' presentation in the next 2 weeks! CRAP!

Sat night...spent lazing about with my boo :) Just didn't wanna do much cuz of work and all, day was pretty exhausting. It was nice spending quiet time with him cuz I hadn't seen him in a week or so. Mel even msg me to come out with her, she went down to metros freo. I could've gone but getting a bit tired of the same scene :/ She asked me to come out next weekend. Maybe I am calming down... then again my friends don't want a grandma to hang with LOL! My enthusiasm has toned down...but in a good way ;) I HOPE! Spoke to Gail in KAL she already wants me to plan her next trip back to Perth hahaha! I guess falling for someone causes you to change your perspective hey? ^_^

Then Sunday_Morning...MY FAV TIME of the WEEK! :) I went walkies with my parents for an hour, beautiful weather! BUT 0_o...then came the questions about sat night "Where did you go? What did you do?..." family is just so nosy... esp parents!! It was inevitable..they were gonna ask either way...but AS IF they need to know everything hahaha! After getting away from THAT! I went down town to have yumcha with Ams and Adel. Sooooo nice to catch up with my psych chics. This time doing something diff...hehe not like our traditional meet ups. Mmmm...yumcha...hehehe! Twas something i needed cuz i missed them HEAPS! Then walked rnd town for a bit and I ended up at work :( Borrrrrrrrrrrrinngggggggggg!!!!

Missing Tiff...(and Yo a lil hmm...) haven't been in contact with her...hope she's not mad. I guess may be cuz of last time I may have been a bit sulky that's why they are staying clear of me. Ahhh...I think it's better to see ur friends in all kinds of moods cuz it's then you realise you REALLY KNOW a person as your close friend. Am I right? I mean if a friend is MOOdy (upfront) I appreciate it cuz at least she is honest with me and tells me what's on her mind...I don't usually like confrontations...but if it opens up a r'ship WHY NOT? :p

2 Comments.

hheeyy ya
i went back to xanga b/c that's where my friends are.... =/ yeah, i think i went through a phase where i just wanted to bitch and vent... and that's why i used nutang for a bit. i'll drop by and say hi every now and then! =D
» mc2vh on 2004-05-02 04:59:41

hello!
wow chinese school! sounds fun! wish i went to a japanese school so i can learn more of my language and also! haha!
» ayumisaki on 2004-05-03 09:37:16

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