Jess thinks i'm a bitch for saying all the stuff i said about her in my previous entry. It was expected. I just really felt like expressing how i felt about her somehow because she wouldn't let me say it to her face. It really frustrates me to be around somebody that has no regards for her own future.

We were all so concerned about her and care about her so much, but she shows no effort to change. I feel like she's letting us all down. I don't want to be around someone that doesn't care about the people who are concerned about them. I'm just going to stay away because i don't think i can be around her without expressing my opinions about her, which she calls bitchy.

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OMG!!! Troy was awesome! Brad Pitt and Orlando Bloom were smoking it up! I got to see both of them naked and at this piont, if i die, i would be completly satisfied!

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hhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaa! Big sign of releif!

Everthing is done for the year as far as lyceum goes. My presentation was pretty good and I got an overall positive response from all the teachers. I was glad to be able to help the other procratinators finish their Tri-fold board, while at the same time being damn releived not to be in their situation. I went home after lyceum and got tickets to see Troy! I can't wait.

Oh, isn't this hilarious?:

EdieDaWheatie: I want to have sex with mae
HyBridUFF: me too

EdieDaWheatie: I want to have sex with mae
Nowhere Man8521: um... okay

EdieDaWheatie: I want to have sex with mae
Squiggulls: ung?
EdieDaWheatie: of course
Squiggulls: i can see where you are coming from
EdieDaWheatie: does this mean you want to have sex with her also?
Squiggulls: it has been my one goal

ArticFireOB9: but if i had sex with any of u all, you(Edith) would have to be the first


Well, i want to have sex with mae(me) too. In fact....i'll be back in o say..5 minutes.........................................................Ok, back.

You know, sometimes i just wish i could have my own Ark and put the people I like in it while keeping all the bad people away.

I don't know why jess is just expecting edith to talk to her. The remark that Edith made to Jess that made jess mad wasn't even directed to her. I guess her conscience just made it seem that way. Jess hasn't even apologized for what she said to me, but i felt bad for her and talked to her n e ways. However, we will never be as close as we used to be because you can't just take back what you said. It will always be lurking in the back of my head.

I'm just really disapionted in Jess. She's got no more excuses, she's just a slacker, period, and i don't think theres anything that will make her change. At first, she blamed it all on her mother, which is totally not fair for her mom because now that she's living with another family, she hasn't changed a bit. Maybe she did try a tad bit harder the first week after moving, but i think it was only because she wanted to make it seem like it helped. Blaming your environment for your failures in life is so stupid. I saw a documentary on teenagers living in the worst possible places such as Isreal and Iraq, and they still have the motivation to do the absolute best they can in all aspects of life including school. Sometimes, it makes me feel negative energy when i'm around her because her slacking off aura is all around her. I feel horrible for having to say these things, but they are all so true in my opinion, and i know that there are others that can agree too.

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This weekend has been really good overall. On Friday, we were having a free period in orchestra so i went to the movies to get Van Helsing tickets for me and edie. They had a 5:30 showing that only cost 5.25. good deal. Then, i pumped 20 bucks of gas and found out that i only had 1.55 in my wallet. I had leave my driver's license behind while i ran to the nail store my mom was working at.

The movie was really good. I was really embarrassed becuase i was the only one that jumped when the jackel came out suddenly.. The people behind us were sooo funny. They were like "oh shit, oh shit" "oh no, the thing is behind them" "nooooo" . They had a hispanic accent. I like movies about dracula and such. I think neck biting and sucking blood is quite seductive and sexy.

After the movie, we met up with emily and went to flaming amy's. Alex and Co. were there too. I thought it was nice for him to say Hi to us. I never ceased to be surprised after finding out what he's said about me from edie.

Saturday morining i went to Emily Foran's house to do her nails. Her and her mom just bought a cute little house across from Lewis Strawberry Patch. After that, i took edie to get her haircut. OMG, at the hair place, they had the June YM Magazine with orlando bloom on the cover! He is sooo hottttt. He hates being a heartthrob and being a celebrity, He says that he went to acting school because he wanted to act, not to become a celebrity. I'm sorry orlando, but saying that just makes me love you even more. I am so jealous of his girlfriend, Kate Bosworth form blue crush. Well. back to the story...then i took edith home and did her makeup, she looked very pretty. After that i was exhausted, came home, had a magarita, and went to sleep.

Next weekend, me emily f and edie are going to see Troy. Everytime i see orlando bloom, i just get this weird feeling in my stomach, like i need to spaz out and scream. I also just want to grab him, run my hand in his curly soft hair , push him closer to me, and make sweet love all night long...okay, i'm sorry, i'll stop.

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My mom just found out that the people that bought our retaurant really fucked it up. Their sales are only about 20,000 a month and at the time, ours was about 35,000 and it was still not enough. They also got a 86 sanitation grade. I've heard so many people ask us if we opened another retaurant somewhere else because they just absolutly loved our food. I wish we could buy back our restaurant! Our food was so genuine, everything was 100%, not like other restaurants that have huge bars and spread theirselves thin . Ahhh, you don't know how aggravating this is. I feel like we owe wilmington good food! Right now, i'm not even thinking about making money, for real, i just want people to experience traditional, old style, quality chinese food from someone that has live and breathed chinese food all his life. And i beleive thats what a successful family bussiness should be motivated by, not money, but to just serve the community, have low prices so they can keep on coming.

*Sigh* People are at prom having fun right now while i'm here reminising.

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The AP Calc exam was sooo freakin hard! The wording for the problems were terrible! Grimstead said the the problems in the practice books were suppose to be harder than in the real exam, but man was he wrong! Oh well, i'm not at too much of a loss since i didn't have to pay for n e of my ap exams.

After the exam, we had pizza in orchestra. It was really greasy. Then i went to the marshalls meeting. It made me feel really excited, being in a room with the top 31 of my class. Gotta kill them all so i can be #1! jk. Jared is #1. It was funny looking at everybody's false congradulations, they were all probably thinking "damn! i should've been #1"

I think i'm going to HARVARD Summer School! I'm so excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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