Hahahahaha! A funny conversation i came across:

Squiggulls: i wonder if that would get you out of a speeding ticket
Nowhere Man8521: just saying holy shit?

Squiggulls: you were doing 65 in a school zone
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: you hit three kids
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: i've been trying to pull you for 20 miles
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: you pulled out a shot gun yelled "you won't take me alive fuckers" and fired at me
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: well i guess this was a freak accident you are free to go
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: yes my good man

Squiggulls: if only OJ had tried it
Nowhere Man8521: yeah

Squiggulls: "OJ you killed that white bitch"
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: the found the glove, and your heisman trophy in her ass
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!
Squiggulls: you are found not guilty
Nowhere Man8521: Holy shit!

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So nothing significant or exctiting has happened to me these past few days. Getting enough sleep has its ups and downs. Ups: not tired, no more sleep paralysis. Downs: I've been waking up later so its bright outside, which causes me to have bad dreams. I don't know why the brightness makes me have bad dreams. Lat night it was about a chucky-like robot, yea, i've had many of those types of dreams.

I've decided to keep an online photo album of all the pictures i take while i'm at Cambridge so i can share my experience with everybody. I think its going to be cool. I'm going to take lots of pics of Harvard for Jill cause she wants to go there. I can't wait to go to Chinatown, the Fredom Trail, the markets, Newbury st. and all its New England style shops, theaters, and just soak in the New England atmosphere. oh yea, did i mention i'm going to have a college ID? Heck yea i'm going to the clubs.

I've also found a tennis instructer at harv. He's suppose to be really good, but just as long as i have someone to play with, i'm happy.

I'm really looking forward to senior year. i'm really set on being one of the salututorians. I'll be really disapointed if i don't get to be one. But hopefully the extra AP chem class will make the difference, i'm pretty good at chem and theres going to be a lot of very competitive people in that class, so that should keep me very motivated. I think i'm going to change a lot over the summer, mostly physically. wow, this entry has been so boring...maybe something excting will happen soon...........

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To me, today is really the last day of school, since all my school duties for this school year has been fulfilled. As i was leaving graduation, i just felt like i needed to get out of there as fast as possible for fear of losing it in front of everyone. I looked to my left and saw aaron beside me. It was like slow motion, probably the last time i'll ever see him agian. One last encounter. I will always remember everyone, even if they won't remember me. Its so sad knowing that you'll never see those people agian. I'll be left with the memories of them and left wondering at times in the future, what they're doing right now, where they are, what they're feeling right now, do they ever think about me? Are they thinking the same thing i'm thinking right now?

I loved Aaron's speech. At first, i was really uncomfortable sitting in the front facing everyone, but when i heard his voice, his wonderfully eloquent yet geniune speech, it made me feel immediatly at ease. He has no clue that he's had such a special place in my heart eversince I fell in love with his laughter, his wittiness, his sense of humor. When i look in his eyes, i can see infinite depth in his person, so much depth that I could get lost in it forever. I remember the first time he gave me the butterflies when he tried to block the way to my seat. I could recognize his laugh all the way across the room. I remember how everyday after lyceum, i would try to leave at the same time he did, just to catch a final glimps of him for the day. I remember how in my eyes everything he did was magnified 10 times in importance.

I hope i don't fall for impossible guy such as him ever agian(i mean, geeze, he's jewish) I don't think i could withstand more torment. Anyways he's the first person and only person that i've ever fallen so hard for and i will always remember him.

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So last night was senior awards night. Nobody had any clue what to do, but i had lots of fun talking to Em, Kate, Xue and Jorden. Mike Alfred had gone into the womens' bathroom by accident and Em almost walked in on him while he was peeing! Just hearing that Aaron had a 5.2 GPA almost made me sick to my stomach and Ben, sitting behind me, kept on talking about girls' asses and well, it was just really degrading. Me and Em sooo wanted to just slap him in the face. Driving home from Ashley was lots of fun. I had my sun roof (or moonroof) and all my windows open, open breeze, sound of my car...yea it was great.

Em picked me up to go volunteering at the fashion show researsal tonite for the domestic violence thing. It was at the coast line convention center. There wasn't much to do. I wasn't very comfortable asking girls if they needed help zipping up and unzipping. Maybe there will be more to do tomorrow at the real show since its going to be much more hectic. I got flashed by a couple of women, saw an old women in a thong, Laura (with the gap teeth) and also saw Mary-Catherine, Alex's girl. She looked hot. It would've been so much more fun helping the guyz undress!

Well, after racking up 2 whole volunteer hours, we (me, em, and kate, kate was there too) went to go get ice-cream at Coldstone, it wasn't very good, but oh well, it was ice-cream and i got to tap Em's ass...oh yea!

So i geuss its off to graduation practice 2morrow. Yippee, what great fun standing and walking for 3+ hours. I hope the teachers won't slack off like they did at the awards ceremony and have Jared do everything, when he doesn't even know what to do. I feel bad that the teachers are doing this to him. I'm in a very happy mood because i feel more energized after hanging out with my friends tonite, we did something helpful. Whenever i was with a certain someone, it seem like by the end of the night, my energy and being was sucked out of me and we were just finding silly quick pleasures and ways to harm ourselves. Well, goodnite and congrats on making it through another year in High School. Can't wait to see everyone agian when we are seniors!

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I just came across this cool page of things to ponder Click

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Speaking of movies, does anyone know whats going on with the Hobbit? ~Mae

I find that you can get lost in them forever and ever. It absorbs a part of you into its magnificent world and leaves you wishing that you could stay there forever. --------I love Incubus. Their music is just puts me an indescribable mood and their music and lyrics are so unique and poetically artistic. The band has come such a long way. They use to play at any club, restaurant, party, or barmitstfa possible. Their succiess was solely based of their dedication, perserverence, and talent. BRANDON BOYD OF INCUBUS, WOULD YOU MARRY ME!!!?? --------I have found that as i get older, friendship just gets harder and harder to find. Edith has always been like my sister, and she's the only really, really solemate(in a frindly way) like friendship that i have with someone. I geuss we just become more distrusting of people and way overanalyze things. I use to also have a few guy friends, but then we get into different clicks, develope different personalities, and just don't find anything to talk to each other about anymore. I also find that when your friends start dating other people, they don't talk to you as much, as with Xue and Edith. Don't get me wrong, i have nothing agianst this. Its expected, i would probably be the same too. --------It sucks how science has interpreted love as just a biological drive to reproduce. It just desecrates the word love. Thats basically what science does. Takes all the imagination out of things, makes it so concrete, phisical, factual, and dry. I hope that our society incorporates more art, emotions, imagination, creativity into thier lives. Escape a while, see things in a different light. Why do we need to find proof? Listen to what your heart says? Believe in that.

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