I've been getting over worked.

In my job AND out.

Handing out groceries to people of low income, doing paperwork, cleaning up and around the Wesley (since I'm the only male there), setting things up for the kids, being with the kids, doing more paperwork, moving, painting, family, youth, pets, and more paperwork.

Everything seems to being working itself out...
But there's this part of me that just feels exasperated. I feel like throwing my hands up and saying "THAT'S IT! I'M OUT! SEE YA!". Maybe even chuk the deuce as I step out.

Of course, I'd leave EVERYONE stranded and up the creek, since, I don't know...

I'M DOING EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE'S JOB...

but whatever. You know, I'm cool. I can dig. I can hang. ...myself.

I don't know. I just don't know how to feel about any of this anymore. I feel like I've just fought SO MUCH through all that I've gone through here that I feel like if I left... well... it would just be all that fighting all over again.

But there's also a part of me that wonders if there's someplace else out there... A place where there's no fighting to be done.

Wanna know how I really feel though?

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Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to some people you like and include me. Try not to repeat a song title. It's harder than you think.


Pick Your Artist: Blue October

Are you male or female: Chameleon Boy
Describe yourself: Somebody

How do you feel about yourself: No One's Listening

Describe where you currently live: Dirt Room
If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Into The Ocean
Your favourite form of transportation: She's My Ride Home
Your best friend is: Everlasting Friend
Your favourite colour is: Blue Does

What's the weather like: Blue Skies
Favourite time of day: Darkest Side of Houston's Finest day

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: Weight of the World

What is life to you: Balance Beam
What is the best advice you have to give: Let It Go
If you could change your name, what would it be: Black Orchid
Your favourite food is: Sweet and Somber Pigeon Wings

Thought for the Day: A Quiet Mind

How I would like to die: Sound of Pulling Heaven Down
My soul's present condition: Picking Up the Pieces

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