I'm moving back up to Denton.

So life remains hectic. All is well.

And though I have my mind on a hundred things that I need to and that I need to be doing... my mind still wonders...

So, in an attempt to get something out of my head, just enough to where I can work a little more clear headed, I'm posting these song lyrics as I pack.



"I like to make mixed cds that way people can wonder why there's certain songs on there..."



Everything's Ok by Chris Rice

Looked out my window last night
From my pillow and I
Saw the willow weeping a casual sigh
The man in the moon looked rather
Sad and confused as if he’d
Become a mirror to my watery eyes
I dreamed and prayed through the night
'Please send some grace with Your morning light.'

Then He sent you along like a summer day
With a blue-sky smile on your funny face
And a bird flew by singing 'Everything’s gonna be okay!', yeah
So we laughed all day with the man in the moon
And we thanked the Good Lord for the afternoon
‘Cause He showed me His love by sending me you
And it’s okay, now
Everything’s okay

I open my window tonight
Hear the rain falling light
Whispering that everything is alright
A long, low, and gentle rumble
Starts in the west and tumbles
Across the corners of the colorless sky
I blow a kiss through the dark
Sails on the thunder, reaches Heaven’s heart

‘Cause He sent you along like a summer day
With a blue-sky smile on your funny face
And a bird flew by singing 'Everything’s gonna be okay!', yeah
So we laughed all day with the man in the moon
And we thanked the Good Lord for the afternoon
‘Cause He showed me His love by sending me you
And it’s okay, now
Everything’s okay



Dreams by the Cranberries

Oh, my life is changing everyday,

In every possible way.
And oh, my dreams, it's never quite as it seems,
Never quite as it seems.

I know I've felt like this before, but now I'm feeling it even more,
Because it came from you.
And then I open up and see the person falling here is me,
A different way to be.

Ah, la da ah...
La...

I want more impossible to ignore,
Impossible to ignore.
And they'll come true, impossible not to do,
Impossible not to do.

And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me.

Oh, my life,
Is changing every day,
In every possible way.

And oh, my dreams,
It's never quite as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.

Ah, da, da da da, da, la...



Chicago by Sufjan Stevens

I fell in love again
All things go, all things go
Drove to Chicago
All things know, all things know
We sold our clothes to the state
I don't mind, I don't mind
I made a lot of mistakes
In my mind, in my mind

You came to take us
All things go, all things go
To recreate us
All things grow, all things grow
We had our mindset
All things know, all things know
You had to find it
All things go, all things go

I drove to New York
in a van, with my friend
We slept in parking lots
I don't mind, I don't mind
I was in love with the place
In my mind, in my mind
I made a lot of mistakes
In my mind, in my mind

You came to take us
All things go, all things go
To recreate us
All things grow, all things grow
We had our mindset
All things know, all things know
You had to find it
All things go, all things go

If I was crying
In the van, with my friend
It was for freedom
From myself and from the land
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes
I made a lot of mistakes

You came to take us
All things go, all things go
To recreate us
All things grow, all things grow
We had our mindset
All things know, all things know
You had to find it
All things go, all things go

You came to take us
All things go, all things go
To recreate us
All things grow, all things grow
We had our mindset
(I made a lot of mistakes)
All things know, all things know
(I made a lot of mistakes)
You had to find it
(I made a lot of mistakes)
All things go, all things go
(I made a lot of mistakes)






There. Better.

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Brave. Daring. Bold. Chivalrous.
Gryffindor is most often seen as, "the best house," of Hogwarts. Of course, that title can't go to any house in particular, as they all have praiseworthy traits. We know the most about Gryffindor than any other house. To be in Gryffindor usually means you're brave, and borderline reckless.

Occasionally we see Gryffindors with other admirable (and not so admirable) tendancies, but most often we see bravery, however hidden it may be. Even if you think you might be a bit of a nervous wreck, chances are if you're in Gryffindor you have boldness hidden within you, only to emerge in a time of need.

To be a Gryffindor can be similar to saying you're most like a knight, showing bravery and chivalry. You can be very honorable. However, don't let pride be your downfall. Congratulations on being sorted into Gryffindor!

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I honestly didn't really wanna be in Gryffindor. I mean, they're cool and all, but who DOESN'T love Gryffindor?! Who DOESN'T wish to be IN Gryffindor?! Who DOESN'T know about Gryffindors that doesn't know about Harry Potter?! Everything is Gryffindor THIS and Gryffindor THAT. I wanted to be something a little more obscure. Something a little more original. Something a little more real, instead of "OH! I'm in Gryffindor because that's totally what I WANT to be in because all the COOL PEOPLE are in Gryffindor!"

Gay gay gay.

Honestly, the fact that I'm so agitated about this is probably why I have those Slytherin tendencies...
And the fact that I over analyze this is what makes me a decent Ravenclaw as well.
But not a touch of Hufflepuff remains. Where it went? Who knows. It probably just started to take a swing towards Slytherin and managed to land me in Gryffindor instead.



So, I'm moving into my apartment/duplex tomorrow. Well, the big stuff anyways. And everything seems and feels so much different. With everything. I doubt Corrie hasn't played a big part in this.
I'm honestly glad she's leaving tomorrow. Otherwise... had I gotten closer, had I grown to care for her even more...
I mean, it's gay! We barely EVER hung out. Couldn't have been more than five times. Yet... The way I feel about her. What she means to me. How she's effected me. In a sense, how she's changed my life. Or helped God change it in any case...

So, yeah. I should be heading to bed. Just wanted to make a quick entry.






I could have fallen in love again.
And still can...

That means more than anyone will ever know.

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