Through out these past couple of years I've come to be known as a few new things.
I often relish the newer and more original insults, however, the most common used are still "asshole" and "bastard".

I do not get upset when anyone calls me by these names since I often earn them.
Nor do I regret what I've done to earn these titles.

I do what's right, most often enough. Whether everyone agrees with me or not.

Unfortunately, many in this world tend to believe that being an asshole is always a bad thing.

I've come to learn and believe strongly that sometimes the best thing you can do is to be this asshole.

So, I will continue to be who I am and do what I do until the day that I die.

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I awoke to a text from my close friend and "brother", Andrew McWilliams.

It read: Well... Andrew McWilliams is no longer a single man..

I spun.
Huh? I didn't even know that was a possibility recently.
Then again I haven't talked to him since... well for a LONG while now.
And there's always been someone after the blue eyed beach dwelling boy.
So, this shouldn't come as a shocker.

I sat and felt something new.
Fully alone.
He was my buddy, you know?
The one that was going through what I've been going through.

I guess I'm the only one not making any progress anymore.



My dream came back to me soon after that.
Again.
Incontriamo nei miei sogni.
But she'll never know that.

Is this what my life will be like? Wake up, work and work, go to sleep and dream dreams of impossibilities only to wake up again to work and continue my routine?

I pray that's not how it will be.

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