NuTang was all-systems-STOP for a while, eh? Approximately 36 hours, I believe. I don't believe I have an avatar as of yet. I shall see if I can get a profile pic up in my profile at least.

I asked randomjunk a moment ago to give my an update; she said she couldn't upload an avatar for herself though she tried at least seventeen times. It seems that someone hacked their way into the system, God knows why. Or how.

And didn't we have a little something to discuss with dave? I suppose we'll have to wait a little longer for that while dave and Co. work to get the site back on it's feet.

BTW: I made a banner for the first time EVER! Take a look here or furreal at my old xanga blog.

I posted an entry there for the first time in six months today. Oh, and don't expect too much out of it, you'll be setting yourself up for dissapointment. How corny was that? Anyway, I wasn't in the best of moods today and I was in the midst of recollecting the events preceding my chaotic pulse when I 'wrote' it. So I was trying to be 'happy' in my...wording. As randomjunk said, it's a bit different from my NuTang site.

*sigh* on to fix up my gallery and find an avatar that actually works...
the Dot

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Look, I am...

Check out my Dark Ages profile!

So white, so pure...I am the Heavens' special lady.

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30 min. ago:

I was changing into my pj's while my mother typed away on the PC. We were mid-conversation and I backed up towards her. Out of nowhere, I mean nowhere cuz it had nothing to do with the subject at hand, she starting slapping me. On my bare back! Seriously! My skin is extremely sensitive--it turns pink to red with welts at the slightest touch--so you can guess it was twice the damage than that on a normal person. My skin was burning ON FIRE and it HURT so I told her to stop. Did she? NO. She wasn't even sorry. I was fuming inside, my stomach and middle were clenched so hard. I was so angry I felt like returning the favor. Y'know, waiting until she went to change and the shirt was off her back before slapping the thin membrane on bone. I wanted to curve my fingers like a kitty's paw and scratch her. If I didn't, she wouldn't know how bad it was for me.

It didn't even occur to me that she had already changed. My mind was that fogged up, which is incredibly rare. My pace doesn't even slow, my head doesn't turn, my breathing change, if I spot something in my peripheral vision. I have to make the concious decision to turn my head and look.

It's not like she didn't know about my sensitive skin. She's my mother for cris'sake. Are you kidding me? It's not something you forget easily. I could be wearing a tank top and my skin above the cloth will turn color for no reason other than a dirty breeze had touched me.

But, of course, I didn't. I stood there for a minute before turning on my heel and putting the dirty dishes in the sink. I marched over to my laptop, sat myself down and opened a page to the SnS forum. Then, I opened a page to NuTang. I resolved to be difficult for the first time in my life, to be openly defiant and go through with it. I wouldn't massage her shoulders later tonight. I wouldn't boil water for her tea whe she asked. My shoulders were always aching when I went to sleep, the after-effects of leaning over my laptop all night, and we didn't even have a handheld massager I could use.

The rest is history. Well, except for the fact that I'm fickle and too nice and compassionate for my own good. I'm not feeling that revengeful. There, now the rest is history. I'm sure tonight will be more painful than usual because it's only 8:09 pm and the space between my shoulder blades is already aching.

Oh, and by-the-way, I have a secret. No, it's not like the secret-past-time secret. It's not the oh-so-shocking one I mentioned in my private entry yesterday, either. It's the fact that...

I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. It is so frustrating and annoying and...Just some people have absolutely no common sense. It is horrible of me, but I admit it. I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. To a very large extent. And my mother most definitely has a part in this as well. Because SHE IS ONE OF THEM. God.

**My applogies to all religious ladies & gents. **

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--handpainted by Guido Daniele, an Italian artist living in Milan.

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Funny video. Am a bit annoyed they had to use Chinese takeout places for it, but ah, well. It was funny. Enjoy!



--Answer this question: Like the text black or white?

---I've taken lazypuppys advice and made an account at Shelfari. ^-^ You shall see all the books I have ever read soon. All the books I've ever read cuz I've read tons and never come across one I didn't like....at least, I don't think so--I don't remember any...XP

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