Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   


















Twitter
Follow silverdotty on Twitter
Gimme a call
Hmm...
Saturday. 9.22.07 3:52 pm
It doesn't feel very nice when you don't know what the other is feeling. I don't like grudges or anything. I might get mad, but it's over when my 'tantrum' is over or ten/five/fifteen min. pass. It's over, why keep it up? It's a waste of energy. In my mind, friends are friends no matter what.

However, not all think that way. My friend wanted something, but I never officially bought anything because her mind changed from week to week and soon it was a month past her birthday. I didn't want to get her something she didn't want. Finally, she told me it was already a month so she didn't want it anymore. So she brushed it off and life went on. Thing is, the next time we 'talked' it was over AIM and she didn't respond at first, then said she was mad at somebody. Left it at that and she could have been mad at anyone. I had a little feeling inside that told me there was a possibility she was made at ME. Only I didn't know for sure. I called her today about this volunteering thing. Said she couldn't make it and when I asked her what she wanted for Christmas(a number of us are buying stuff early...), she told me I didn't have to get her anything. I asked anyway and she said she didn't want anything. Feels like a rift is appearing, a nice yawning gap beside me...It doesn't feel nice.

For me, I'm friends with everyone and enemies with no one. Heck, my worst enemies are my ex-bfs and I still think of them as my friends. Seriously, time has passed and please, grow up. We were kids the last time we met, I dout we wouldn't be friendly if we saw each other now. *eyeroll* Anyway, I don't keep anger around with me so when others do that...not a nice feeling. I don't like it. *shrug* Better if love was around then hatred, jealousy or grudges. Ugly things.

Oh, I might be that way becasue of my mother, at least partially. She does that, too. I never know when her temper will flare or she'll smile or joke around or anything. Mood swings and things. So it's scary...all this aprehension. I hate it. I'm so so tired of it.

Haha, that might be why I like things out in the open. You know, when you watch movies and tow people are so obviously attracted to each other or someone is obviously lying and the other doesn't call them out on it...just get it over with already! It's not anything bad could happen. You won't die. Be honest, fer crissakes. I know how I feel/am, but I don't know about you. Yeesh.

Heh, I found the word. Aprehension. This 'journaling' is doing wonders for my forgetful vocabulary.

theDot

Comment! (10) | Recommend!

Do...RE...mi...Fa...so...LA...Ti...do!
Thursday. 9.20.07 5:30 pm
I am practicing piano tonight. Guess why? Because I am going back into the music world. *sigh* Except I won't be officially playing piano, but strings instead. I start bright and early tomorrow morning. >.> Let's see if I have any knack for this. Maybe I'll be having violin/viola/cello--whichever it is I play tomorrow-- AND piano lessons...

Hmm, who knows?

Comment! (5) | Recommend!

...
Saturday. 9.15.07 8:26 pm
"The Principal" is an American movie! Starring James What's-his-name...you know that guy who has his own show, something-Jim? Jim = husband, Cheryl = wife, Andy = brother, Dana = sister, three kids... It's about this guy who's put as principal of a horrible school and basically turns the place around. DOn't worry, no gospel or 'we must LOVE one another'. ;D

Ring any bells?

@Praetorian: *grmble* Other country...dummy...

Comment! (6) | Recommend!

I like.
Friday. 9.14.07 9:10 pm
Watching "The Principal". It's good. *grin*

Back on!

Comment! (5) | Recommend!

moan...
Wednesday. 9.12.07 9:09 pm
I feel horrible. I think I'm coming down with something... Ugh, I feel cold and muscle-less. Weak. I think I shall...
Mah belly = little smilie. I am big smilie. Ka-boom! Owwie...0.0 Or about to...

*groan*

Comment! (13) | Recommend!

Dot's Recommendts #2
Friday. 9.7.07 11:06 pm
Remember when I told ya'll of Twilight? And a number of ya'll loved it? Made me so happy and giddy. XD Anyway, I have another one.

The Morning Gift by Eva Ibbotson


A very good book. Please, please, check it out. Just finished it today. I was incredibly dismayed when my mother arrived at Barnes & Nobles and made me leave. She doesn't understand the power of books, the magic of words. If she really knew me, she'd know better than to disturb me when I was reading, working, etc., just like I don't like to be disturbed when I practice piano. Not that I practiced much back when I was taking lessons, but when I did, I got into it. ^-^ Heh. =P I have two pianos at home. And she didn't understand the DO NOT DISTURB ME for piano, either. >.>

I am very very thristy right now. *gasp* Water...orange juice...anything...*cough* I'm...struggling...to...breathe! *faint*
theDot

------------

Best Review of the boom above that I read on Amazon: From Kirkus Reviews--

The Sachertorte romances by Ibbotson (Madensky Square, 1988, etc.) have resisted a firm categorization. The narration is too witty and waggish for the average lathering romance, and the plots too drenchingly sweet and contrived for a Fay Weldon-style satire or a Malcolm Macdonald chatty comedy. Here, the publishers have wisely allowed the author her own directive for her work: ``for the intelligent woman with the flu.'' Just so. Ibbotson's latest offering concerns the career of clever, enormously learned, and bouncy Ruth Berger, daughter of an eminent zoology professor and an excessively good mother whose house in Vienna also shelters an anthropologist aunt, alarmingly clumsy in all but her seminal work on obscure tribes, and a sad little uncle with a romantic past. Also, on the eve of WW II, another of the Bergers' summer visitors is Quinton Somerville, a young Englishman, a comer in paleontology, and the brilliant boy pianist Heini Radek. During the scholars' vacation in the mountains, Quin loves the Bergers, and the child Ruth adores just slightly older Heini. Eight years later, after the Nazis grab Vienna, Quin returns and, via a ``paper'' marriage to Ruth, rescues her so that she can join her family in a seedy section of London. The refugee colony makes do in tacky digs while Ruth, keeping secret the marriage to Quin, anxiously awaits the arrival of her fianc‚ Heini from Hungary. Meanwhile, she attends the college where Quin is the stellar lecturer, and with a group of students sees for the first time the Northumberland homestead where reigns Quin's fierce spinster aunt. Among Ruth's new acquaintances: dim-to-devoted schoolmates; dazed intelligentsia and an eccentric or two soldiering on; and, spearheading a sizable contingent plotting to wed Quin, a upper- caste student of terrifying perfection and the mien of a Roman senator. There will be misunderstandings, crossed paths--and, of course, happy endings. A bedtable joy.
-- Copyright ©1993, Kirkus Associates, LP. All rights reserved.

Comment! (7) | Recommend!

PW-ed. May make no sense, deal with it.
Wednesday. 9.5.07 10:08 pm
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

Comment! (3) | Recommend!

I thought I saw a puddy cat
Monday. 9.3.07 11:15 pm
Well, it seems I have a lot to tell you all. First of all, I was working at the Supreme Court during the summer. And I should continue into the fall. Two, school starts tomorrow. Three, I cut my hair.

Hehehe...I love it., ;) If only I had a picture for you guys...in fact, I haven't taken apicture of it at all! I should have, the day I got it. =/ Hmm...too bad. I washed my hair aboiut two hours ago so it's loveliness is all gone. How sad. Anyway, I've been wanting short hair for a while and i finally got it. My mother and I couldn't agree on whether to keep the bottom nice sand straight or layer it. The scissors did both. Well, more layer than straight. But it looks good. It actually fits me pretty well. Better than anything I've had, hair or otherwise. Really, Iw as quite surprised (happily) at the turnout. ;)

So...I kind of can't wait till tomorrow. I know I should sleep early since I have school tomorrow and thus, an early morning. So I should be getting offline soon. ^-^

Bye-bye!
theDot

Plugs: randomjunk, cricket, LostSoul13, The-Muffin-Man, invisible, Nuttz, crz4manga, Dilated

Comment! (8) | Recommend!

Silver-dot-'s Weblog Site • NuTang.com

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.013seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content � Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.