Every time I think about what happened and how things are now, I feel terrible. I wish that I could apologize, and when I remember that I already have, I just feel crummier.

And then it hit me. I'd never seen any sort of forgiveness. Maybe it was supposed to be implied, but I'd never been released from my guilt. I felt a little better after that realization, because now I consciously understand that there's nothing more for me to worry about; all I need to do is wait and see if she forgives me. In the meantime, I need not prostrate myself and make an awkward situation even worse for everyone. Honestly, it probably wasn't even worth the trouble I've already raised for it.

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Tomorrow I'm driving over to Auburn for the weekend. Gonna encourage the church! Hang out, get into some bible studies and help where I can. Then it's back home for school.

Waiting on this guy to upload a fixed build for my phone. The last one broke bluetooth and I'm too stubborn to roll back to the previous build...he said he'd push it out a week or two ago but he's been having trouble at home and I think he broke his computer today so...yeah. It's OK since I only ever use bluetooth in my car, and rarely.

Looked for some good free sci-fi books today. Couldn't find any that aren't already on my list.

I feel like I have this poetic matter rising up in me but I don't know how to work with it. I don't have a specific subject or image, just a feeling. And flashes of light.

Tell me what you think. Not about what I just said, but just in general.

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It has become obvious to me that I don't have proper music in my collection to DJ a wedding.

Well, howdy folks. Just thought I'd drop in and say hi. So many fantastic things happening that it's hardly worth mentioning them, so I'll hit on some of the less savory thing first: I got in a car accident! No serious damage, no injuries...I mostly just crushed the headlamp on my right side. The light even still works, at least until water damage sets in. That was...a few weeks ago.

Last week I went back up to Atlanta for the Campus Training Program at my church. It was inspiring, convicting, exhausting, fun, extra spiritual, all that stuff. Visited Savannah. Made some great friends.

This happened:


What, is it impossible to not make friends at these things? I don't know what to do with myself. All these relationships!

Lost my zune (again). Getting a lifeguarding job (again).

Trying to design a new theme for this site but I'm stuck.

I Saw Twenty | One | Pilots live in concert, and they were sicknastyawesome. Seriously. I know ONE person who doesn't like their music. Maybe two. And...man that show was something else. They had so much energy and charisma that even I got pretty nuts, and I tend to stand back from hysterics. I really wish I'd been able to meet them, they seem like such cool guys.

I need to clip my fingernails. BRB

I admit that I was sort of suspicious of Daft Punk's new album, but there are some very impressive tunes! I love Giorgio, Contact, and Motherboard, to name a few.

Alan Wake is a very hard game to play but I'm addicted because victory is SO satisfying, and the story really has me hooked.

I saw three people come to Christ in the last month. So encouraging.

My mom is getting married in a week. I sort of mentioned it earlier.

Muffy was here!

I've been using Ubuntu much more recently. I must say I kind of like it, now that I've avoided/fixed most of the major issues. I still think it's too easy to break, though. Can't update my video drivers without making a huge mess. I still use Windows if I want to play certain games, use Photoshop, or listen to music seriously (the sound quality in ubuntu really sucks for some reason) and if I don't mind the egregious boot time. Ubuntu has a lot of cool features! And it's free sucka

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Good news! I just made significant headway on a new design. It's going to be pretty!

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I did not meet Muffy, but he posted!

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It's late, and I'm tired (after a long day of doing absolutely nothing), and this layout may still be glitchy.

But, here. The only real changes I've made are a few colors and the background images, of which I'm a bit proud.

Stay classy, nuTang

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Good stuff.

Um...what's up guys?

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