Um, woke up at 11am. Went out to refil my bottle and check on my veggies whether they have rotten anot. Opps, saw a couple in the act, kissing i mean. I was so embarrassed and said sorry and they quickly retreated wif the guy laughing. I pretend nothing happened and checked my veggies in the fridge.

Then, proceeded to cook char mee. Nice!! Watched "The most extreme", its abt the stinkiest animals ard the world. The no. 1 is the skunk. Then, surfed net and tokked to koban, hellsing and wing see. Hiaz.... Some things do change either for the better or for worse.

Cooked dinner for myself again. Sian... I hate cooking for myself loh, dun noe cook wat. Cook the same thing, and some more mayb i forgot to put something, that's y not really delicious. Watched Jaws, so stupid. Watched that for many times liao, coz channel 5 in singapore likes to show the same movie everytime. 2moro is dreadful, coz i got a long dae ahead and i havent do my tutorial becoz i havent buy my textbook which is needed. Argggg....

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Ate porriage for lunch 2dae. Quite delicious, there is seasoning and pepper in it liao. Didnt tink indians could cook nice porriage. Hehe... Then , started to do my tutorial for business finance. Sucks, nd tetbook for some questions. Sian..getting it on mon. Chatted wif D.D. when he came bk from work. So happy. I love him very much. Soon was dinner time, ate 2 drum sticks, lots of veggi and lots of rice. So full, regretted being greedy. Then, watched The simpsons, australia's funniest home videos and finally a movie "prince charming" (something similar to The frog and the princess).

Waited for mum to call, finally at 9.45. She asked me alot of questions, so i was there um and ya. Seems like she is alone at home, she asked me wat i wanted D.D. to bring over for me, well, nothing lah. She even wan to bring mooncake for me, hahaha. Later, the custom officers throw it away ah. Soon, we bid farewell, i could her voice trailing off. She said take care and love you ah, i was too pai sae to sae tat too, so i said bye and hung up .Felt sorry, then i smsed her saying take care. Hiaz... Abit sad but will cope wif it. Now will stick to waiting for D.D., counting down to 29 days. I miss ya and everybody.

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Firstly, D.D. sorry if i made u angry or sad or frustrated. I didnt mean it, if u still angry abt it, next time i will not write such entries to hurt u. When u angry, i feel sad. Sad becoz i tut u said trust made wonders. Sad beocz u dun care abt my feelings. I m alone here and still feel very lonely and sad too but u still made me drop some tears. It feels really sad if even u also dun wan to tok to me, then who will? I loved you, and still loving you. Believe me.


Felt great when i bathed in the afternoon, becoz i didnt splash alot of water and make the floor wet. Yeah!! Went out to buy stationary and mag. Hiaz, been spending money like that water flowing. Shit, i must spend a bomb on textbooks. So, next wk must get them already. Done one tutorial, sucks got to write alot and surf web (internet commerce course).

I made a bad job at drawing my eyes. i dun noe how to use eyeliners, tut buying the book will help me. Hehe, the mag quite good in the sense, it has step by step instructions and even free eyeliners. The next one is lipgloss. Buying the next 3 issues. Its like a compiled version of a makeup course. I drew my eyes, smudge them and hiaz, i look horrible. Tink the look is more suitable for angmohs. I tink nothing is better for me and my small eyes.

The mag ($4.95)

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Well, was waiting for my lec and was reading mag on a couch. Then, a guy sat beside me, i sort of smiled (not to be rude). Then, he asked if i was attending Business Finance lec, I siad "yes". He wanted to noe wat the notes reference no. was. So i lent my copy to him. Then, we started chatting. So, it seems he is from china but he studied in singapore for the past 2.5 years. He said, i looked like a singaporean and so approached me. Well, it was akward in the beginning tokking to a stranger but it improved. He conversed wif me in english and he even asked if i knew how to speak chinese. I said yes and spoke chinese wif him. He was shocked and said i spoke very accurate chinese as compared to most singaporeans. Haha, i dun tink i spoke that well. We exchanged phone no. at the end of the lec, damn, i gave him the wrong no. And he miss call me, but i didnt receive. Sian, so i have to find him next lec. I finally have a "fren" to chat wif.

D.D. i very honest hor, dun jealous and angry hor. I swear i only like, love and adore u. At least, i must have 1 fren rite? I hope i can find him. If not, i would have 0 fren. Hiaz....

Had only a 1 hour class, then went to rundle street to shop for mag. But, the bookstore, borders and supermart dun have wat i wan. And dun noe wat i was tinking, needed to buy at least something, so went into a accessories shop "Diva".
the whole shop was nice, got alot of unique, bohemian accessories. In the end, after many considerations, bought a tiny pair of earrings ($5.95) and a key chain ($12.95). Really nice man, but i tink i was wasting money. How ah? I keep on buying tings leh, cant seem to stop spending money. i m still tinking of whether to buy textbooks. So ex leh? Suggestions anyone?





This is how the key chain looks on my bag

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I copied notes for abt 3 hours, surfed net, watched tv, eat alot and i mean alot of snacks, had a housemate intro to me and i still cant get u off my mind. I realy miss your presence, i wan to tok to u instead of the guy. Here's something for you D.D.:

Amore


I Never Knew

I never knew what love meant
until you touched my life.
You give life its self meaning and purpose.
With the whisper of your name
the birds sing no more,
or perhaps I lose the ability
to hear their song.
My heart longs only for the sound
of your voice,
and the touch of your silky, soft hand.
I never knew life could be so full.
I never knew love could be so real.
I never knew what happiness was
until I knew your love, dear.
With every breath I breathe,
with every beat of my heart,
my eternal soul agrees...
I never knew life until I knew your love.

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Here i m at adelaide, missing my graduation ceremony at Sp's convention centre (i remembered). After studying for 3 years, isnt that what most of the students wish, "to graduate"? Well, i am finally a graduate now. Its not like i m sad abt missing the grad ceremony but i miss my D.D. , seeing my frenz, tokking to the ppl that i love and seeing SP again. Hiaz.....


Had been in sch for 2 days le. Pretty much the same, got lec, tut havent start. But going to sch is pretty lonely for me. I go to sch alone, sit in lec halls alone, go to breaks alone (means going to the next venue), eating alone(snacks) and go home alone. I miss my lofe in SP, i do everything wif my frenz. Here, i hardly tok even 3 sentences in sch. No one to turn to, jus try to listen and take notes. I tink there are also others the same as me, but i cant seem to see them. Oh pls, find me a fren.

Well, the lecturers tok without a mike, becoz the lec halls are smaller compared to SP. Some lec halls are damn small, the seats arent big, the walk ways are narrow, so have to be there early . Well, mayb abt 30% of the students are asians, lots of china ones from the way they speak and look. I must look very dull, not in fancy clothes, but wif big jacket. Hehe, country bumpkin. I have alot of breaks in btw my classes, making me even more lonely, will arrive at the nt lesson pretty early and so i wait loh. The textbooks here are REAL EX, crazy loh. $100 for one. How to buy? I not sure whether i wan to buy loh, but seems like nd to. Sian? One of my course is really hiaz (challenging). Its interent commerce (pretty similar to EM, E-commerce, in SP) i have to built a web site, study some terms and i dun noe. Hate it.

Now waiting for D.D. he must be enjoying himself now. Envy him. Ate curry for dinner. Not bad, spicy, but funny " Take 6 prawns and 3 potatoes only) per person. Haha... The prawns are real tiny, i took only 3 coz pai sae to search for it when they are ppl queuing behind. Then, watched Australian idol 3. Well, some sing like hell. But its their dream lah and they tink they can sing. I tink i can sing only so-so lah. After that, slept for 1 and half hours. Wed off, thursday got to sch for only 1hr lec. Sian.....

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