Miss poly life. Had to hand up a group assignment 2dae at 4pm. Met up wif the 2 other guys (china guys). I was late. I jus sat there doing nothing, trying to make it seem like i was looking at my part. They were trying to cut their parts down as we (actually them overwrote) exceeded the word limit. After that, went to print. Finally, after changing labs for many times, editing and stuff, printed out. I dun tink we put in much effort. We didnt read or check each other's stuff, and we only stapled the whole thing (not bind) and handed it up.

I seriously tink I prefer doing projects in SP better than in uni. Everything is there for us, computer labs, printer, group mates who are more easily available and willing to discuss things. Although i sometimes hate projects, i really regret not putting in more effort (even if it means less slp). I really tink i put in alot of effort in one of my final year proj, MMIT. Although i failed to enter the finals for the DE proj, i really felt that everyone in my grp did a great job. We stayed 2gether and finished it. hiaz...

Jus chatted wif my housemates. There was this wierd guy (old guy) we met previously. He came to look for grace, amazingly he remembered the address. He chatted wif grace for almost 2 hours. He came here twice and i feel that it is quite dangerous letting a stranger in. Till now, we dun even noe his name and we intend to keep it that way. Hope he wont pester grace anymore. Soon after, our conversation changed to dreams we had. We started tokking abt jesus, christainity, religions and so on. I didnt really commented on anything as i didnt noe wat to sae. I jus listened. Really, we should noe wat is reality, treasure wat we have now. I noe i am plain lazy and i should buck up. Pls someone jus encourage me and give me strength to face all of the pressure alone. D.D. , i miss you. Support me no matter wat. I will also support you.

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Damn worried coz i have to hand up my assignment 2dae by 4pm, which i havent completed. This is due to my incompetent ang moh group mate, she claimed that she had already emailed me her part, (which i didnt receive), she wouldn't pick up my call (her phone spoil 2 times), she wouldn't reply me through email. I didnt see her for lec, and FInally i saw her during tutorial. If not, i would have to rush out the project, doing her part which is abt 1750 words.

She did the all the stuff coz she couldnt reach me. Wat? No no., still got email rite? Stupid, worst ever project man. She volunteered to print out the project and hand up.

So, it was a close shave!! After that, attended a 2 person tutorial class. Tink the assignment hand up date had everyone rushing for it. After which, had a 2 hours break. Went to borders and had coffee and read my CB textbook. So sad, sitting there alone, but at least jus away from sch. Shopped for a little while and went for lec.

Surprised to see my friend from the singapore association. So, we are having the same course and she could prob help me wif the Internet Commerce assignment. I really hate the assignment, coz everything to me seems so difficult. I felt so happy, tokked to her while waiting for bus. Learnt that she was from NJC, now in exchange prog from SMU, going bk in dec. Anyway, jus happy to have found a companion.

The last few daes too tired and busy to type entry. Well, one interesting thing is i went clubbing on sat at these "church", St Paul's. Got alot of functions on that fateful dae ( dinner, 18th birthday party). We were early, and had to wait b4 entering the R & B section. The songs so different compared to singapore. Most of them were ang mohs, and haha... Saw groups of Gansters (i tink jap, wearing suits) Crazy loh, they jus stand there looking at the crowd, not drinking or dancing. Siao... Next, proceeded to the Trans section. Cool man, first time. The lights were great, got big big white flash lights, disco balls and all sorts of lights. The best part is the music got those beat and base u can dance.

Although, i shouldnt be writing wat fun i had, D.D. i really thank you for trusting me. Must continue to do this hor. Muacks

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So stressed out. I have got less than a month to study now. I need time and help. I dun noe how to do my internet commerce assignment. Its so complicated, i dun even understand my notes. I have got no friends to help and i cant possibly go to the lecturer to ask for 24/7 help rite? they only have 1 hour or so for consultation per wk. Sian... I hope everything will work out fine.

Another issue is that i keep eating, i cant stop. Even when i ask myself to stop, i cant, my eyes will wander off to the food. Sian, got such a big tummy liao. I wan to slim down, mayb i will eat pills again.

I miss D.D. so much.

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Went to the beach for some fun. Waited for the tram which was so long becoz 2 didnt stop due to a full load or special sign. Hiaz, upon reaching there, there were alot of ppl. It was a public holiday. We headed straight for the beach and sat on the soft sand and ate our hotdogs. After that, we went for a stroll on the beach. The water is so cold and the wind is so cold. It was only 21 degrees but the wind made it like 17 degrees. hehe... After that, we supposedly went fishing at some rocks area. I hate it, we had to cross some piles of dried sea weed which were dirty and the worse part is climbing the rocks which were like rock climbing. I was only wearing slippers which made the climb even more difficult and dangerous. Mind you, the rocks were boulders, huge and one slip u might fall into the sea and meanwhile hit some really huge rocks. We spent half and hour climbing the rocks. I nearly gave up, coz i took off my slippers and was finding ways to cross the up and down boulders. It was really dangerous and daring of us man. The guys made it so easily and didnt help us and stood at the end watching us. ARGGG!!!

To reward ourselves for the over an hour climb, we ate CiBO's ice creama dn fish and chips. Hehe.... So tired... Thats my day spent at the beach. Going there soon.

the waters:



Those rocks:



Resting half way:



The finishing line:

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I feel so sad todae becoz its sunday, D.D. will have to book in 2dae at 8pm. Although we have been tokking the last 3 days, i still miss him very much. I cant physically touch him, feel him and see him. I could only see him through msn webcam, which is so dark that i can only see his shiny head.

Anyway, D.D. looked so cute and handsome in his army uniform. I can see that he lost some weight, must be suffering for him. No matter what happens, i will always wan you and not leave you. U are my life and only motivation to study in this foreign world. Soon, my exams are approaching and i havent completed my assignments. Feeling all the pressure now, D.D. pls help me to ease them all away! Miss ya.

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