D.D., congrats on your new mission. Others might dread going to work, try to take it slow. However, you look forward to your new "job". Am proud to be your DO.
Anyway, take care of your health and all the best. Muacks.!!

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Havent been able to blog or read my mails recently. Last week was hell to me, wed till fri had to crawl to bed only at 11 or 12 pm. It was really tiring and a pain to go to work the next morning. My condition was really bad, having to tolerate the challenges that my new boss gives me. I shall not say anything about him further, shall give him a few more chances. Anyway, quite used to being stabbed by him a few times le.

Am quite upset over an issue. Am i petty or unable to accept the reality?
We made compromises, laid down conditions and made a promise to each other. At the end of the day, the promise wasnt fulfilled. The excuses or reasons given werent part of the conditions to the promise, thus do i really need to accept that the promise was made?

Really upset and disappointed. Shall use the internet and vcds to take my mind of the issue.

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Next week, work will be a heavier load. Mon, wed, thur and fri have events. Just afraid i cant tahan!!! Recently, work seems to be so endless, having my new boss doesnt seem easier. Am still getting used to him, getting used to having to report my movements to him. Hope life in the coming months will be smooth sailing, as another person is coming in to help the team and hopefully take the load off me.

Am counting down to the next weekend where i can meet D.D. I miss him so much, so much. Wondering what he is doing in camp now? Me on the otherhand have been staying at home, reading magazines, watching variety shows, food shows... While watching the travel section, i realised how much i want to take a break in another country, travelling with D.D. , trying new food, staying in a new environment, shopping and sight-seeing. Wonder when it will come true.

Anyway am listening to Jay's new song from the movie "secret"; ²»ÄÜ˵µÄÃØÃÜ.
I love sad and emotional songs, those that i will put it on repeat play. I remember when i was leaving for adelaide in july 2 years ago, Jay had another soundtrack written for Initial D, һ·Ïò±± . It was like my farewell song, watched the movie 2 times, the last one on my departure date. The song kind of relate to my feelings, leaving for another place. So sad, cried during the movie wif D.D. comforting me. It was during that period when i first saw D.D cry so sadly, so painfully. Looking back now, it was a long 1.5 years for me and D.D. being many miles apart, trying to maintain the relationship. Trying to catch each other on weekends to talk on skype, seeing each other through web cam, sending each other mails every wk, sending surprises through boxes of sweets and gifts. We did it, we did it when ppl cant see our future when 2 hearts are apart.

D.D. i want to thank you for waiting for me , for loving me the same way as you used to or even more. Thank you, WAN!!

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The past 2 days were so fulfilling. Although i was sick, D.D. and I managed to enjoy ourselves. Well, on Sat, we went for the movie "Secret". I must say i was nearly confused of the storyline and wished that the ending would be nearing. I tink this movie has depth. D.D. was so pleased that he caught the movie and is infatuated with the lead actress, Gui Lun Mei. She is the type who is elegant, simple (meaning looks good without makeup and not materialistic). Haha....
After dinner at Marina Square foodcourt, went to Holland village's Wala Wala to meet up with his NS buddies. They are a fun and nice bunch of people to hang out with. Music was not too bad though i only listened to 1 set. Am surprised that i drank 2 mixed drinks and still felt ok. So tired by the time i reached home.

Sun

I decided to give my blessings to D.D. who is going to choose a religion different from me. Actually, i am not a real buddhist, mayb a free thinker in some way? Anyway, gave D.D. a bible i kept 7 years ago (given to me by my mum's fren). Hope he likes it.
Had porriage in Chinatown for lunch. Today is such a sunny day, too humid. I mentioned to D.D. that it seems like its july now as its the hottest month of the year in SG. After that, went to Bugis. Am so happy today as i finally caught Dumbo. I have been trying to catch anything related to Dumbo in the arcades for months. However, no luck. But today, i was determined to get what i want. Finally,after $15 worth of gold coins ($1), i caught a small Dumbo handphone accessory and 5 Mentos mints. While i was playing, there were quite a few guys standing behind me watching. I got too carried away and prob look like a 6 years old kid jumping frantically. Haha... I wanna thank D.D. for being there to catch and help too. He said that if i didnt catch "Little Dumbo" today, i would be angry with him and kill him for the rest of the day. Haha... So Funny. In addition to my new hp accessory, i bought Centrum, some vitamin tablets, as advised by D.D. to keep myself healthy. Will try it out for a month first.

Pic of my catch of the day:


Ok, will stop here. Feel very exhausted now. Dear frenz, pls take good care of yourself especially with the Flu virus that nv seem to disappear.

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Went over to Liyan's hse for her baby's full month celebration. Jerelyn aka Shi Qi is so cute, big and clear eyes. As she is still young, cant tell who she looks like. She was quite annoyed, wan to slp and at the same time want to look at ppl. Haha, she also cried when drinking her milk. When i held her, she looked at me quietly. I wonder what is on her mind. Haha... Left early as i felt out of place.

This wkend is quite lonely for me, didnt go out with D.D. as he is in camp. Miss him terribly. Hiaz, hopefully this coming wk will be a fast one.

Baby pics:




Look at her observing me:


Ex Nan-hua schoolmates:

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LOL = Lots of love

Haha, i miss D.D. very much. Tink he has another 1 month to being a "free" man, meaning getting bk his pink IC and freedom. After working 5 days a wk, i always look forward to seeing him on Sats and Sun. However, due to his duty towards the nation, he cant always be off during wkends. So, i treasure every minute and second with him.

Watched Harry Potter yesterday. Silly me, i tut we were watching the last potter movie and was waiting for the scene of Harry dying. Then, as i waited, i tut quite long sia, and still havent show that part. Suddenly, the credits came in, i was like WAT? Haha.... So blur loh. Anyway, seems like D.D. is interested in being a christian. I have no objections to that, but felt wierd abt knowing it as D.D. has always been a free thinker. He went for a service with his godbrother while i was rotting away and waiting for him in Orchard. It seemed so long and tiring as i was hungry and bored. Oh well, another wkend has passed, going bk to a real bz wk 2moro. Got 3 nite events this coming wk, hopefully i will SURVIVE.

Nitez everybody.

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