2dae is tue. I dare not tink of wat the future holds for me in adelaide. My mind is full of D.D. I jus miss his presense so much. I can only send him letter and a surprise n hope he will get to c it when he book out.I will do this every wk till i come bk to hug him.

My lugguage is getting heavier, dunnoe whether will exceed the 30kg limit anot. Hiaz, feel guilty of taking so much things there. I m touched that my mum spent abt $700 buying pills for me and other stuff. I will take care of myself de.

Goodbye my frenz, thank you for those who attended my potluck party (although only 6 came), n not forgetting the steamboat n blessings. HOpe to c ya all soon. Frenz forever. Tata

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I am surprised that my brother went out to buy me a Princess cushion. Haha... Maybe he "happy " that i gping to study, then he can have the com. No lah.. But thank you Yuan Chong.

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I noe 2dae i will feel sad, sad becoz i will not be able to spend time wif D.D. I tried to jus spend every minute without thinking of the parting. But, it seems hard. As the sky turns dark, as the minute clicks away, my heart begins to sink. Everytime i see D.D., i have the urge of crying. D.D. also cried abit. man seldom cry but this to D.D. is so painful seeing me send him off. I cant bear to see him cry. I will do my best in keeping our relationship.

Gift of love by D.D.:


A way of communication:


"I may not always be next to you, but i always be behind you."

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Thank you to D.D.'s fren, Darryl, that i can spend an extra dae wif D.D. Actually, D.D. have guard duty on sun, n that's the dae where i supposedly meet him for the last time b4 i fly off. So, he wanted to change to next wk. But he so anxious that something happened. It was a terrible feeling that i was so uptight while waiting for his answer. Luckily, darryl saved D.D.. He volunteered to do D.D.'s guard duty on sun becoz he knew D.D. would wan to spend it wif me.

In addition, i m so proud of D.D. coz he was sick on tue during his out field. He had fever n vomited 4 times, but refused to go seek for medical help under his fren'z urges. Y? Becoz he scared he got many MCs then will kenna guard duty. D.D., pls dun sacrifice ur health for me. I m very touched by his actions. The feeling of wanting to vomit is terrible leh, i wonder how did D.D. managed to endure so much. How D.D. wont have any bad things happening to him liao. I love you dear. Take care

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How time flies. When i came bk from sch, i had abt 3 mths. Now, i m left wif a wk to gather wif my loved ones, frenz and D.D. I felt so lonely and sad yesterady. I went out to bugis to find the handphone accessory where u can put ur pic inside. I had wanted the metal one, but only have the plastic one. So, i cut out my fav neo print n was shockingly informed that i can only collect it on wed, 6pm. That is the dae when i will leave singapore for adelaide. I tut i could collect it b4 wkend n pass it to him personally, but, fate was on by my side. I really felt so depressed, coz i dun noe whether i should jus give him the receipt n ask him to collect it himself or i collect it. If D.D. collected it, then i wouldnt be able to see the hp accessory for myself. How?

I bought alot of things yesterdae for my trip bk such as masks (for my sensitive skin), shower foam and contact lens. After buying, i went down to west mall to met my sec sch frenz. Haha... Everytime we meet, we would alwaes tok abt the past, funny events. Wif the 3 of us 2gether, there would alwaes be laughter. Tin this will be my last outing wif them until i m bk from my studies.

Its seems that everytime i meet up wif frenz, they would often ask me how is aussie. I mean there is alot of things i can tok, but i jus dun noe where to start. So, in the end, i would jus sae , "umm like that loh." I really miss D.D. Miss his voice. I cant wait to see him, n wish that time would jus stop so that i can be wif D.D. forever.

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2dae is V-dae, but i cant spend it wif my beloved D.D., so sad. Nvm, coz we noe it in our heart that we luv each other. D.D. will be going to marsling for training n will only be bk on thur. He cant bring his handphone, so these few daes wont hear from him. Hiaz...

This morning, i received a call from my fren who is returning to adelaide 2dae. After that, i jus laid down on bed n thought of alot of things. M i scared of the future, worried or jus not accepting the reality. I dun noe. I cant imagine on sun, wat would haapen during my parting wif D.D. I nd someone to comfort me. I can jus cry any minute, i m so weak. I cant control my emotions. Watever it is, i m going to build my future wif D.D. I believe and trust him.

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