Didnt really slp well last nite, dreamt that i was marching n asking for permission to fall in. haha... Anyway, b4 the start of my "International Management" tutorial, there were abt 6 of us, me being the only asian. K, there were 2 grp members complaining abt their China grp mate. Saying how useless he is, cant read english or watever. Then when the tutor came in, they started saying like how Adelaide uni let This kind of ASIAN students to study. A gal replied that coz the uni wants oversea students' money. I was quite pissed that they were jus assuming abt all the things. Hello, i have more experience in this course, coz i have studied most of the subjects in my SINGAPORE POLY. Wat bullshit, they think we r stupid, cant converse in english ah?

Wat's more, we are studying abt the diverse culture ard the world, n they have the courtesy to bad mouth asians in front of ME. Idoilts! I kept quiet for the whole tutorial. To that particular Aussie, go to hell lah. U r not the smartest in the whole,k?

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How Can You Not Even Speak Clearly?

Think of something else
But in your eyes what do you discover that flashed passed
How is it like loneliness?
Thus I will be even more silent

Things that have not been spoken
The whole world nearly understands what that is
And I get out of the way while embarrassingly smiling
I can only pretend not to understand

How can I expose your differences?
OH but yet
This world just has to be so crowded, so small and so thin

The sun intentionally shines so fiercely
Why did you appear after he appeared?

How can you not even speak clearly?
That tender tone, I can hear clearly

I stand by his side
You stand in front of me
How come my heart will feel sad like this?
How can you not even speak clearly?
That tender pain, I can remember it clearly

He stands in front of me
You pass by my side
Suddenly my heart feels sad again
Why?

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I feel quite sad and depressed. I feel left out. I m not called to join them in some stuff. Every thing is not rite. M i being too sensitive or petty? But its so clear and apparent that i m not included, not close anymore. Ever since A came, B and A are inseparable. I nd to tok to my D.D. really miss him alot.

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Suddenly, thoughts of couples looking like each other appeared in my mind. Was jus looking at kit's blog, when i saw her pic wif her bf. It seems to me that they look quite alike. The eyes especially. Hehe... I think i look like D.D. Oval face, wif no double eyelids (more so for D.D.) hehe... I miss him.

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Fri

Went to sch to do assignment wif my fren. (*so guai*) Hiaz, in the end, we didnt do much as the whole system was so difficult to understand, n the lecture notes has nothing to elaborate on it. 2 hours wasted. I feel very lucky to have this fren of mine, Oksana. She is from Russia, friendly and dun mind taking time out to do assignment wif me. I really dun like computer stuff, but no choice ah. The only thing that i feel uncomfortable wif her is that she always like to maintain eye contact wif me. I respect that, but whenever i see her eyes, her pupils turning big n small, i feel intimidated and will often look away. haha...

After dinner, i went to a club for some relaxation. Its Club 199, a jazz club. The champagnes are selling for like $2 per glass and other cheap stuff on fri nites. The ambience is very classy and soothing. There is also a live band. I only had one drink which was super nice. It was a fruity champagne, KRUSH. After that, went bk home to zzzz.

Sat

Been lazing at home, doing abit of work and nothing else. Will be having a BBQ at home wif the guys. The guys really like to have BBQ, eat meat and meat... Hope i dun have to contribute alot ($). Anyway, i called bk home. As usual got a few changes here and there. My dad subscribed to the starhub cable. Wah... only thing that i dun like is that dun have chinese entertainment, only got chinese news. When i go bk, i shall have that. Hehe... My dad also generously bought a digicam which cost 300 plus for my brother. He "needs" it for his schooling, real estate sia.

P.s: Dear, when u return , pls call me. I miss ur voice very much. I have no one to turn to when i m sad. i love you.

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Was too lazy to blog this wk. Anyway, i have some pics to share wif ya.

1. The cosy setting for Deb's and May's birthday party


Felt quite happy abt the whole event. During the event, ppl came up to me to thk me for doing this and that the event was nice. hehe...

2. Partner-in-crime (event organisers)


3. Birthday gals hiding in their room b4 start of party


4. Feeling high (pretty me, may and betty)


5. Posing wif Raffles house


6. Cake eating


7. After party (drinking alcohol)


Ps: I still have tonnes of pics, but this should be enough for viewing.

10 more days to seeing D.D. on web cam. I really miss him, i always think of the past, such as eating wif him, holding hands on the bus, cooking breakfast for him.... Come bk D.D. i love you.

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