Feeling very slpy now n i cant finish another 10 more pages of notes for 2dae's quota. Its getting more and more dreadful for me. i want to feel free again. I have not stopped sighing ever since i knew of this torment. I can only regret that i didnt stay on longer instead of jus writing hastily and packing my bags after 1.5 hours.

The feeling is really bad and its draining all my emotions, making them fixed on feeling bored and un-motivated. I always look forward to tokking to D.D. as my mind will temporary shift its focus. Another 6 months, I really miss him alot alot. Counting 1 dae by 1 dae is really difficult and tough for me. Coz i only have a few frenz over i can count on (not all my frenz, family and D.D. bk in Singapore). How i wish he could come here to visit me jus like in the past and celebrate my birthday wif me. Is this period the challenge of my life, the one challenge that everyone will face once in their lifetime? I really wan to noe the answer...

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I m disappointed wif the outcome n wif myself. How can i live thru the next wk? I am very tired of studying already, feel like jus taking a break from all this n going bk to singapore now. but its nv going to happen as wat i desire. Wat's the point of living and having dreams?

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My lecturer-in-charge jus emailed me (i emailed him whether he could look at my paper again n push my marks up). His mail sounded like i can only go look at the paper b4 i retake it next thur. I m really desperate to pass this module, i dont wan to go thru hell again. Really!! I m studying abit now in case the need arises. I dun noe wat r my chances. Really very troubled, havent told my parents, coz i wan to confirm it first. I didnt reap wat i sow, its so unfair.

I tink my house is cursed, alot of ppl (mainly from uni adelaide) have to retake their exams. WTH!! I hope the lecturer is kind enough to let me jus pass. Hope that the difference in marks is not too great, if not there is really no chance. Where is my pillar when i need him to support me? Holiday is not holiday anymore, feel like crying (but that would not solve my prob).

I need a miracle.

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1. In Virgin Blue plane to Sydney


2. Lamlock Lodge (4 backpackers, I had a twin room to me n may)


3. Bondi Beach (so beautiful wif the clean waves hitting against the rocks) Nice place to live beside the sea


4. My first Starbucks in 1 year (fav caramel fluppocino *dun noe how to spell)


5. Supper (take-away chinese food)


6. Lunch (cheap n huge portion of fried rice n fried chicken, Did i mentioned that the chicken was very NICE?)


7. Dinner at a Spanish Restaurant (Captain Torres, seafood combo)


8. Need me to say where this is (*sydney opera house)


9. Sydney's Harbor Bridge (featured in superman returns)


10. Me at Manly beach


11. Me at Max Brenner cafe (choc place, they have 1 in esplanade)
Chocolate Fondue

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Just came bk from my holiday in Sydney. I went there for abt 1 wk. Overall the experience was really good, especially all the food i ate (Jap, korean, spanish, chinese, western...) I think i spent more on food than on shopping. I als caught 2 movies , 1. Click , 2. Pirates of the carribean. Both were pretty good and Click was not the usual comedy show, it was along the"how to live life, no shortcuts" line. not bad.

The accomodation that i stayed at was near the Bondi beach, wonderful and beautiful place. The beach is jus 2 mins from where i stayed. In the morning, the surfers will be there to surf (athough its freezing), then prob late afternoon, ppl will be strolling along the beach. I have nv seen such a beautiful beach b4, the sand is super soft, the water is super blue and it jus melts ur heart. Anyway, my room had 2 double decker bed, cool. The bed was abit old, but it was comfortable to slp. The floor is abit sandy and the plus point is there is cable TV.

Honestly, Adelaide might not even be 1/4 of Sydney's city even if chinatown was included. I think sydney is a nice place to look ard and shop, but its too busy for me. Adelaide may be abit quiet, but at least it feel like home, nothing too metropolitan.

To side track abit, I jus checked my results, got 1 distinction (happy and satisfied) but i also had 1 fail. I jus fail by 1 mark. i was quite shocked, i expected to pass the paper. Unfortunately, i nd to retake the paper which is abt 1 wk away. I did my best, i studied for 1 mth (seriously), 2 revision for that particular paper and a summary (as i had a paper right b4 the day). Cant i at least pass, i dun expect much. Its like all my efforts have gone down the drain, n i have to start from the beginning again. Just emailed to the lecturer-in-charge to see if he could push my marks up. But i think there is no hope. It really ruined my holiday mood.

P.s: i cant wait to tok to D.D. again. Really miss him very much.

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D.D., i will miss u dearly. U too hor? Haha... Will buy alot things for u. MuACKS

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