Just arrived yesterday, bk from adelaide. I have spent 1.5 years over there, studying, living an independent life. I guess i have become slightly independent, making my own decisions and learnt alot of things. I have gone through the happy, the sad, the lonely, the depressed, the merry life over there. It would be hard for me to forget my experience over there. I am kinda of missing life over in adelaide, the freedom, the people, the place... While walking or sitting in the car in singapore, i noticed that there were new changes, changes that took place while i was away. It felt wierd, very strange. I guess my mind and heart is still fixed in the adelaide mode. It will take me a few months to adjust man. I woke up at 6 plus 2dae, mainly becoz it would be 9 plus in adelaide.

No mood to do stuff, settle stuff.. Hiaz

that's all, felt that i needed to write this out..

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Sian, still have no results yet. Really scared, i did my best already. I really did, if it is not recognised , then i have nothing to say. Havent been updating recently, mostly because i don't feel like it. My path to graduating is filled wif so many obstacles that i feel so tired and can almost predict accurately wat would happen. My parents are coming over 2moro and will reach on fri. I dun noe how to sae that I tried, but sorry that i cant. Everytime i have the tut of me not being able to attend the grad ceremony, i feel so depressed. I will avoid school that dae, not even mentioning it. It is too painful.

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Turns out i nd to retake my last paper. I just nd 3 marks to pass, but the lecturer was very strict. He didnt even try to look at my paper, he just stereotyped me. Assuming i m those ppl who didnt read the question and wrote crap. I requested for an earlier sup paper, but he didnt even try to request that to the administration. Fine, he better try to mark my paper immediately. Hopefully, i get to attend my graduation ceremony. I just feel bad becoz my parents flew all the way from Singapore to ADL to see my graduate. Life is unpredictable and unexpected. I will try to live each day while feeling sad, depressed and useless.

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My internet connection was seriously down the last few daes, i cant even sign into MSN. That's how bad it is. Nevertheless, i managed to check my results for the 2nd paper. My school mate was coincidentally my housemate's high sch fren. Thru him, i knew of the release of the results. there were rumors that half of the ppl failed and the lowest is 7 and the highest is 70. So scary, i was praying that i will pull thru. I didnt believe that i passed and i even got distinction. So happy! This semester is pretty stressful for me, my hormones are now mixed up. I dun have any confidence for my exams, worry too much.... At least now, i have 1 more result to go b4 i can safely confirm i pass everything.

2dae, sent 3 housemates off, 2 of whom i m close to. Envious that they are going bk to singapore early and see their frenz, family.... Anyway, the next time i see them will be in singapore, not in adl. That's quite sad, i really miss them. Its very different having fren, and fren who are living wif u. You really go thru more, ups and downs. I treasure them very much. Now, i can add a few more other frenz to my list. Hehe..

after sending them off, went shopping wif Grace. Very hot 2dae, cant stand heat, miss winter very much. Bought alot 2dae, bodyshop products and a shorts. Woohoo!! Have to save some $$ aside for gifts to bring bk. My holidays are HERE!! Let's enjoy it while we are still young. YEAH!!

Pics to share:

1. Beach party wear


2. Housemates


3. Erm, housemates and extra (we had kind boys driving us gals bk)


4. New hair cut (super short man)


5. New cut again


6. Bodyshop pdts


7. New shorts

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The past few daes, having been drinking (well, i had 3 vokas yesterday, n 1 "fruit punch" the previous day). Have been sick for abt 3 days le. Sian, nvm hope i will lose appetite and lose weight. Haha...

Anyway, i went for my fren's beach party. The place is for the rich ppl lah, they have the beach rite at their doorstep, where they can "park or parade" their yacht. The terrace houses are small though. Anyway, my frenz and i had to travel 45 mins by train to the Outer Harbour and then the guy's brother came to pick us up. Seriously, i have nv spoken to the guy who invited me b4, but we jus happen to be in the same tutorial class. When his brother asked how did i noe his brother, Brian, i was blur. I knew him by Son, not brian. So pai sae. Haha... We drove past the CEO of Clipsal (a motor racing thingy), we saw his huge yacht which looks like a cruise ship .Siao, so rich, the neighbourhood can be another Hollywood. The party was alrite, was supposed to be 150 ppl, but only 30 turned up. We gals (singaporeans) bought our own food as it was a BYO party. Most of the ppl there are locals (vietnamese born in aussie). So funny, the malaysians and singaporeans sat at 1 table and started tokking. The topics ranged from racism, food, gay ppl, censored stuff and medicine. Its nice to meet new ppl, although i was fairly quiet as i was losing my voice and nose. The most interesting part of the party was this guy who claims to be a body builder. I can remember significant "facts" such as being the 1st in the State 200m run, being a bouncer in clubs, using 120kg weights in the gym, having 3 jobs currently, earning $72,000- $90,000 when he graduates wif an arcitechture degree. OMG, he is jus so boostful, mayb in a friendly manner, but we sort of teased him and he couldnt stop tokking. He even showed us pics of his clevage, 10 abs.... I tink its my first encounter to meeting such guy or person.

ON a sideline, i tink i m the only person going bk to my home country to work or for good. But i plan to study masters in 1-2 years time. So hopefully, plans will be smooth sailing. Another 35 more days to being in Singapore. I cant wait to see D.D. Miss him lots.

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