Hiaz, think more or less i will be sponsored to take the exam relating to some financial stuff. Then, after i pass will be offered a job. Once i take up this offer, i cannot regret liao, i dont wan to take the exam and then take up another job offer. Shitttt.... Going down to the office again 2moro to have a briefing. Am i doing the right thing? Would i be wasting my time? M i committed?

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Life for me is starting to look bleak and boring. This whole wk have been to interviews, where my confidence level is very low. When asked abt my experience, i feel very ashamed, as i really have none that are relevant to the jobs being applied for. Overall, i will be perceived as inexperienced in the eyes of the interviewer and thus the company. Should i be happy that i can still enjoy my "holidays" or sad that i cant find a job? Its prob been 3 wks since i started to look for a job.

I dun noe wat to expect from the next interview. Hopefully the next one will be better.

I really miss D.D. very much. From now till oct, i will only have the opportunity to meet him twice a wk, mayb even once depending on his duty timetable. The pain i feel, the excitement i feel, the sadness, the happiness. All these cannot be immediately told, the first person i wan to tell may not be free. I will have to get used to it. But, i am really happy that our relationship is still going strong despite the fact that i was away for 1.5 years. Honestly, its even better now. One really needs to trust the other party and understand and just be there for each other, physically or mentally. I am contented to have him by my side. Thanks so much.

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My first interview went quite smoothly considering it was my first formal one. And then, was invited for the second interview by the same company. Didnt expect the Director to personally interview me as the rest were taken by the trainers. I guess it was becoz he came from Melbourne, so he tut we could tok better. Anyway, went over to Coffee Bean to have a chat. It was long, 2 hours or so. He wrote down in details of wat he wanted to discuss. The most uncomfortable part was prob answering some questions, which were tedious for me as i was shocked and abit nervous. But at least i answered my tuts (even if they are incorrect). He is quite knowledgeable even when he only came here 8 mths ago. Hiaz, he even invited me to attend the company's award ceremony in KL this Fri. A fully paid expenses trip, an opportunity to meet the SEA counterparts, and i wasnt even selected yet. I want to go, but i am abit disappointed by the job scope, the hours and the pay. I also do not wan to waste his efforts by going for the trip and in the end not working for him. It sucks having to make such a decision. I have to reject the KL trip when he calls 2moro. Hate having to reject ppl and to face rejection. ARG!!!

I wanna find something that i like to do even if the pay is not up to my standard. I dun wan to force myself and in the end suffer depression or stress. I noe myself, i will giv myself pressure if i tink i cant do it as experienced a few months ago for my last sem exams. Hope everything will run smoothly for me onwards.

P:S: Miss D.D.....

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Hehe... Learnt some new shocking but cute stuff abt D.D. As the saying goes, one will learn something new everyday. He is such as cutie, his personality was develoepd from such a young age. Such a unique and "diao" guy. Muacks.

Anyway, taking a break from the painting of my room, i am just left wif 1 wall. So tiring, tink i lost weight sia, using the whole body to paint ah, nv eat alot also. Time to rest. Nite..



P.s: Treasure ur love ones, once the chance is gone, its really gone...

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Just ordered a new cupboard, but i have yet to decide on the wall color. I wanna refurbish my room, it is also a form of stress- relief. Sian.... REd and yellor-gold / Blue and yellow-gold, Aqua and pale lilac? ?? Hiaz, i have to start painting this wk.. I cant wait man. haha...

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Today was especially romantic. Things that he seldom do or even never did just happened so smooth. I like it and i love him even more. Its goes to show that I have wasted alot of time while i went to Adelaide to study. I could be the one who explored a new place wif him. But his frens were prob the first group or ppl to do new stuff wif him. Anyway, went to orchard, as usual, crowded wif ppl. Saw a few familar faces. Went to Ichiban for dinner, cosy place and reasonably priced food. So full sia, both of us ordered set meals which came wif abt 5 different plates of food. D.D. ate the whole set not even sparing the miso soup haha.. Thx D.D. for the good food and the jokes he shared.

After that, went to Wala wala for drinks. First time i went there and first time i went drinking wif D.D. D.D. usually doesnt like those places let alone drinking. He drank beer. OMG, the drinks are superb ex, i had red bull wif a shot of jiegamiester (not sure of spelling) and D.D. had some foreign import beer. The total bill was $33. Siao!!! There was no place to seat, full wif youngsters. Wonder if they are younger than me anot. The live band was pretty good, all malay guys. The lead singer looked not bad wif his dressing, his face looked good in the shadows. Haha... The music is like abit of rock and pop. Not bad, but D.D. prefers the female leads on other days. Well, i will definitely go bk wif some other frenz to enjoy the music though it is different from clubbing where i can dance or sway properly. Last but not least, i wanna thank D.D. for the wonderful nite. Hiaz, cant wait to see you next wkend. I have to wait patiently for you. Miss ya. Muacks.

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