I am surprised that my brother went out to buy me a Princess cushion. Haha... Maybe he "happy " that i gping to study, then he can have the com. No lah.. But thank you Yuan Chong.

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I noe 2dae i will feel sad, sad becoz i will not be able to spend time wif D.D. I tried to jus spend every minute without thinking of the parting. But, it seems hard. As the sky turns dark, as the minute clicks away, my heart begins to sink. Everytime i see D.D., i have the urge of crying. D.D. also cried abit. man seldom cry but this to D.D. is so painful seeing me send him off. I cant bear to see him cry. I will do my best in keeping our relationship.

Gift of love by D.D.:


A way of communication:


"I may not always be next to you, but i always be behind you."

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Thank you to D.D.'s fren, Darryl, that i can spend an extra dae wif D.D. Actually, D.D. have guard duty on sun, n that's the dae where i supposedly meet him for the last time b4 i fly off. So, he wanted to change to next wk. But he so anxious that something happened. It was a terrible feeling that i was so uptight while waiting for his answer. Luckily, darryl saved D.D.. He volunteered to do D.D.'s guard duty on sun becoz he knew D.D. would wan to spend it wif me.

In addition, i m so proud of D.D. coz he was sick on tue during his out field. He had fever n vomited 4 times, but refused to go seek for medical help under his fren'z urges. Y? Becoz he scared he got many MCs then will kenna guard duty. D.D., pls dun sacrifice ur health for me. I m very touched by his actions. The feeling of wanting to vomit is terrible leh, i wonder how did D.D. managed to endure so much. How D.D. wont have any bad things happening to him liao. I love you dear. Take care

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How time flies. When i came bk from sch, i had abt 3 mths. Now, i m left wif a wk to gather wif my loved ones, frenz and D.D. I felt so lonely and sad yesterady. I went out to bugis to find the handphone accessory where u can put ur pic inside. I had wanted the metal one, but only have the plastic one. So, i cut out my fav neo print n was shockingly informed that i can only collect it on wed, 6pm. That is the dae when i will leave singapore for adelaide. I tut i could collect it b4 wkend n pass it to him personally, but, fate was on by my side. I really felt so depressed, coz i dun noe whether i should jus give him the receipt n ask him to collect it himself or i collect it. If D.D. collected it, then i wouldnt be able to see the hp accessory for myself. How?

I bought alot of things yesterdae for my trip bk such as masks (for my sensitive skin), shower foam and contact lens. After buying, i went down to west mall to met my sec sch frenz. Haha... Everytime we meet, we would alwaes tok abt the past, funny events. Wif the 3 of us 2gether, there would alwaes be laughter. Tin this will be my last outing wif them until i m bk from my studies.

Its seems that everytime i meet up wif frenz, they would often ask me how is aussie. I mean there is alot of things i can tok, but i jus dun noe where to start. So, in the end, i would jus sae , "umm like that loh." I really miss D.D. Miss his voice. I cant wait to see him, n wish that time would jus stop so that i can be wif D.D. forever.

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2dae is V-dae, but i cant spend it wif my beloved D.D., so sad. Nvm, coz we noe it in our heart that we luv each other. D.D. will be going to marsling for training n will only be bk on thur. He cant bring his handphone, so these few daes wont hear from him. Hiaz...

This morning, i received a call from my fren who is returning to adelaide 2dae. After that, i jus laid down on bed n thought of alot of things. M i scared of the future, worried or jus not accepting the reality. I dun noe. I cant imagine on sun, wat would haapen during my parting wif D.D. I nd someone to comfort me. I can jus cry any minute, i m so weak. I cant control my emotions. Watever it is, i m going to build my future wif D.D. I believe and trust him.

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Yesterday passed very quickly. I woke up exceptionally early thinking i could pick D.D> up at 7am after he book out. But he was delayed so i went to his hse instead at a later time. We ate breakfast , then went out to see if there was the lunch hour ktv at K box. Yeah! HOwever, as we didnt book in advance so we could only sing from 11am to 1 30pm instead of 2pm. Anyway, havent sang for a long time. Yesterday was our valentines' day. D.D. could not celebrate it wif me on tue mah, so sunday is V-day. The lunch over at k box is quite good given that the whole cost if $16 for 2 per. So, nxt time if i have the chance, i will go for this.

After that , we went strolling hand in hand. Soon after, D.D. was hungry n hinting to me. We ate chicken rice at lucky plaza. Hiaz, although the day was only shopping n eating n singing, i was happy.

At home, as it was hot outside, me and D.D. slpt on the couch. After that, D.D. suddenly beczme so sad. He was sad that i was leaving liao. I m also sad loh. I consoled him and ended up being sad too. D.D. bought me an esprit jacket for me to bring over. He said i will remember him when i wear it. Of coz i will remember him. All the things that i have are from him, i dun wan anything , i jus wan to buy his time. Time is everything to me. I love D.D. very much.

the warm jacket:


Our pic:

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