Exams hiaz, hate this word for now (or forever). 2 wks more till my exams. Jus finished revision for the subject, dun tink i will be ready like that. At least must revise for another 2 times. Arg!!! How to survive the next 3 wks. I am also addicted to Devil Beside You, so after reading every chapter of notes, i will take a BREAK and watch it on youtube. M i being not realistic and hard-working?

Anyway, i m also troubled abt my future. My mum asked me to stay in adelaide to work for 1 year claiming that it is harder to find jon in Singapore currently. My heart is undecided. One adv is that i can gain experience, n mayb it can help my resume. One disadv, 1 year of not being able to spend time wif D.D. I havent been a good galfren (thx to studying abroad). I dun wan to leave him, not joining in the gatherings. I hate to make such decisions especially when i m having my exams soon. Y do things have to occur at the wrong times? I m already very perplexed le. I hope the fog covering my road will clear soon. I wan to see wat is ahead of me.

Another problem is D.D. may not be able to come visit me during my birthday or even not coming. He has got to train the new recruits n he cant take leave from now till the end of his course. The only free time is dec. i really wish he could come. Another 6 months of seeing him is like 10 years for me loh. Really something to look forward to. I miss him so much.

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Tired from having to think abt how to confront or tok to G. I did compromise. I didnt sae they cant watch World Cup. Its 11 plus, was trying to slp (didnt slp well yesterday nite), same reason. The guys came into the TV room (outside my room) and watched TV, tokked and laughed. Cant slp. After they crossed the limit, i asked them to be softer. K, then they left. Good. At abt 1plus, G and M came. At first, i tolerated, tried listening to my MP3. But i could still hear them, their laughter. Can u imagine how uncomfortable trying to slp and turn within this 2 hours? Then, i decided since they wont stop, i will study. So i m pissed, n i jus went out to grab a coffee without tokking to them. Really having a big headache loh. Then guy A confronted me asking y i m pissed. I told him abt it. To make matters worst, he asked G and M to leave the TV room, so that i could slp. I didnt sae they cant watch and anyway i no mood to slp so i study. I didnt care, so i went bk to my room. G and M left.

Studied for 1 hour and decided to slp. But couldnt again, could still hear ppl walking, tokking and screaming. This lasted till abt 5am, b4 i slpt for abt 4 hours. Although i m slping, my mind is still concious. Really tired, 2 days without a nice rest.

Tis morning, went to return G money. She had this pissed off look, very qian bian loh. After that saw her in the kitchen while i was eating noodles. Normally she would tok to me, but she didnt n her face was still that idoiltic look. I m sick of it already. If u r my fren, u should be considerate and have the courtesy to lower ur volumn n feel guilty. U nv put urself in my shoes. If i were u, i would lower my voice. Sick of it already. If i m a loner, then so be it.

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I didnt expect to sign a contract that will bind me for 1 year. I accompanied Deb to Fitness First (like a gym centre) thinking that we will jus work out as recommended by her fren. Reaching there, we filled in a temporary membership form and then another form specifying the details like which areas do we wan to focus on (e.g. weight loss, re-shape and power). Of coz i chose weight-loss and re-shape and improve eating habits. haha... The vice-manager of the centre served us, brought us through the building, 5 storeys. There is a cycling room with special lights and the room is completely black, dance studios, cardio space.... next up, he sat us down and "forced" us to listen to him and finally sign the contract. I think he is really hard-core (personal selling), although i didnt like tat, i signed in the end. there are alot of classes which i can attend (technically free).Will be paying abt $60 a month, so i will make full use of it when my program starts late july. Prob go there 4 times a wk. N my ideal weight is 45-48kg, n i wan to have a lean body and no tummy. Sounds like a lot of work to be done man.

Ok. Something bad happened. Me and deb went to try one of the classes, a cycling class (45 mins). Heard that a man lost 19 kg within 10 wks. Now i see why. Its not normal cycling, have to increase resistence, stand up to cycle and there are 7 tracks of music which we have to follow. Initially i couldnt stand coz my legs very suan, but i persisted. Next, suddenly i lost control of the bike, n my legs went off the pedal and the pedal jus hit my boney legs. Oh MAN! so painful loh, the bone hurts like hell. I teared abit, really stopped for a few minutes. After that, i felt naueous, n i left the class. Until deb pointed out that my leg was bleeding, i wouldnt have noticed. Now my legs are flawed. Tink will only recover in a few wks. Abit swollen. ARG!!!

Anyway, the class is quite ok, the female instructor is really pretty and has a lean and lengthy body. So envious. The walls of the class is black wif stars and planet pics, so when the ultra-violet lights are switched on, all white things will be look suddenly so white and bright. haha... Not bad.

Will be recovering from my leg injury.

Here's prove:


The membership card which will be scanned and ur face will come out, i can use it in Fitness First anywhere ard the world. (must pay $20 if i lose the card):

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I m so addicted to rewatching the clips from You-tube. Rainie yang is so cute and pretty and mike he is so charming. His smile and grin, melts my heart. Its my motivation for the day, after reading my notes, i will watch it and feel alive. haha... Hope someone will take initiative and surprise me wif Devil Beside You? Pls send it over here. You noe who u r. haha...

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Slpt quite early yesterday, abt 9 hours of slp. Quite sufficient. Since the end of my sch days, i havent been able to slp soundly. I will wake up in the middle of the night and turn and roll. Y? M i that stressed? My hair is also dropping quite often. Sian......

while having my breakfast, i came across the obituary section. I saw a classmates face, i cant remember his name. But the picture is him. He died of an accident. He is quite smart one, and he is prob a mixed local. Its such a pity , becoz he is in the last year of study and exams are coming. Well, i can only bless him, his family and frenz.

When there is death, there is life. Congrats to my fren who is getting married. All the best to you. Still must come out for gatherings k? hehe

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Lessons have ended last wk, nw the battle has only started. Arg! well, i went to collect my "survival pack" from the Singapore Association. It contains 2 pkts of noodles, 2 biscuits, 4 sweets and 2 satchets of coffee. I can only survive on it for 1 or 2 days? haha... But at least its Free.


"Compromise" is a word that ppl find hard to implement. Even if u wan to compromise, u still feel some side effects. To all couples, jus remember that love is the greatest and anything cant come in btw it. (whether is family love, bf-gf, animal love etc)

Hiaz, so bz, have to study for the driving theory test which i m going to take 2moro. Have to read a 128 pages handbook online, practice with the online questions. In addition, i have to read and study my lectures for the 1st paper. Even though its 3 wks away, i feel that i cant leave it till the last min. will sure die one. With all this work, i still day-dream abt my trip to Sydney (after exams). Cant stop thinking abt it, where i would stay, eat, shop or take pics. Cant wait for that dae. Hope i can build my friendship with May. hehe...

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