Wat the hell, the stupid pimples is making me mad and depressed. Nv in my life is my face so ugly. I dun even feel like stepping out of my room in case my housemates see me. Y are they so much, so red , got the green stuff inside? Is it because of te weather here. I long for the smooth and clear complexion i had previously. i cant seem to get rid of them. SiAN!!!!! Pls go away!!!

I went to supermarket to load up on food and shampoo and stuff. Spent a bomb $40. Haha... but it was fun shopping not only for myself but also for D.D. Yeah!!! Finally he is coming!!! Left 3 days. But i wish it were still long, so i can look forward to that day. I wan to look forward to something everyday, now, after D.D. leaves, i have nothing happy to think abt. Anyway, i bought food (bacon, sausages , veggies, mushrooms, oyster sauce (ran out of them)). The meat must wait until D.D. comes, if not will spoil. I also bought another secret thing. haha...

Been studying for test, reading textbooks, thinking abt how i m going to spend the weekends doing assignments, revising, reading again and etc. So boring and tiring. Hope everything turns out well.

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Hiaz, so tired everyday. Been coughing these daes, thus affecting my slp in the nite. Have so much tasks to do, its like nv ending. It comes after one another. Soon, next tue have test, so i m writing notes now to prepare coz D.D will be here on mon. I wan to spend more time wif him. Now, D.D. is also bz wif work and games and outings. Everyone wants a piece of him, so hardly tok to him on skype. Miss ya voice.

I have a rough itinerary of next wk when D.D. arrives. I m going sight-seeing wif D.D. Will treat it as a "honeymoon" vacation. But i hate tue, coz i have no activities planned. Sob sob, D.D. is going bk to singapore to serve the country. I am sure gonna miss him even more, it means tat i wouldnt noe when he is coming out. Nobody to call or tok to everynite. God , pls bless me. Tired...

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OMG!!! i woke up in cold sweat twice while slping. I had bad dreams, sian... I remember one was when i and D.D. were walking along wif my e-maths teacher. Then, we came to a big drain where my teacher told me that the army guys would patrol here and tat enemies would skin the other army people if they were there. Then, strangely, D.D. went down the big drain which leads to the otherside. He wanted me to wait for him at the other side. my teacher had already left, so i saw him from above and suddenly i saw army people wif blue barret escotting him to a safer place. By the side, i saw another group of army people wif red barrets (enemies). I shouted to D.D. and the good guys to escape and i sensed that the enemies were behing me too.

The next scene was me catching up wif D.D. and the good guys to a warehouse wif the enemies behind me. I ran as fast as a could only to be drifting away from D.D. And from afar, there is a helicopter in the warehouse firing bullets at me, i rolled over behind some boxes and the helicopter suddenly blew up and the thing was flown towards me. As that happened, the good guys were running for me, i pushed them away to save them from the helicopter. And, everything paused, i was left motionless on the floor. Its so scary.

Read textbook for the whole day, did some tutorial which was so difficult, cannot get the damn answers. D.D. bought new glasses, which i roughly saw. Hehe... Must take pic of you wif that. He suddenly told me he wanted to get iPod mini for me. Siao, i dun nd it loh. I seldom listen to songs, anyway it costs $300 + which is so ex. D.D., dun nd to spend money on me liao, you have spent Thousands of $ on me le. Jus come to visit me can liao. Will be most touched and satisfied wif that.

Cooked dinner in a jiffy. Had soup, made of corn, button mushrooms and chicken. I had to gauge how much chicken powder and pepper to put it. The extra ingredient is egg. Hahaha... Not bad...

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Sunday was the day i arrived with a heavy heart on Adelaide. I left my D.D. and family and friends to further my studies. Everything came too fast, like i was enjoying one moment and suddenly, it was gone. Have been here for abt 6 weeks liao. School life is quite the same, with the stupid lecs going so fast. I dun even have time to read textbook. Am i handling well? I guess so. Am i abit uncertain abt the future, yes.

But when D.D. comes here, all of the problems will seem to freeze. This is the longest period i have not seen him. It is really painful. I remember the time when i would go bk to malaysia to visit my relatives, D.D. would always be there on the day itself b4 i left. Hehe.... The only difference is the time, the "visit" here is 1.5 years and not 1 week. But i believe we do miss each other alot, pine for each other's love. That's all that matters.

Another day has just passed, with me doing tutorials (hate it when i have to do forms using notepad), reading abit of the textbook and slacking. I realised my tummy is really big now, i tink i m eating alot these few weeks. I eat even when i am not hungry. Intend to cut down on the rice, eat more fruits. I have the urge to make marconni 2moro, but have to go to the supermarket to buy leh. N if it starts to rain, sian... So, mayb i will buy fruits and the pasta.

Hope 2moro will be a better dae!

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Rain rain go away, come again another day!

Wat a wet and sad day, i still went out anyway. The salon is jus a current salon taken over by Karpati. So, the lady said august was full, so we have to wait till september on the 21 and 28. 21 sep would be facial and 28 would be hair cut. Sian hor, must wait so long. Initially after hearing that it was full, i hesitated for awhile. Guess, i will have to wait patiently loh. ARGGGG...

Then, betty and i went shopping. She was so excited loh, screaming and jumping ard when she saw the shops. K, she was a big spender 2dae. She bought a jacket, iPod mini (which took her abt 1hour), a FCUK wooden bead necklace and a FCUK dress. Wah, i was shocked she can jus buy eveything that is so ex loh. I not tat rich and my bank acc is pathetic, i bought my mirrow sweet and eyeshadow(my cool color). I spent only abt $15 although including my tea time cake.

So tired and full after dinner, wrote 45 mins of notes and i fell aslp. I am really plain lazy and not hardworking loh. Am i stressing myself too much, i scared test or exam time wont have time to read or study leh. But, time is limited. I am jus bored tinking of next wk's lec and tutorials and readings. Sian....

I need more money, more friends, better complexion ,more hardworking and feeling good. I need D.D. to support me and continue to love me.



Sick me

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Help!! I am losing my voice. Had a bad nite, cant slp properly. Kept thinking of things and its abit warm. Have adelaide fever, flu, cough and sore throat. Wanted to see doctor, as encouraged by D.D., but stupid loh. The clinic sae must make appointment and its full 2dae. Sucks, how can anyone predict when they will fall sick. So, i was early for my lec. I bought a coffee from the vending machine which costs me $1.60. So ex loh, its from vending machine loh. Hiaz.... was very tired the whole dae. Like my soul is outside of my body, brain is down. haha... Chio!!

Went bk home after school, luckily my bus came if not i will be shopping again and will cum home wif stuffs. Ate my green apple(yummy) and cookies. The cookies even though same brand but not nice. So, that's consumer dissatisfaction and i will not buy it again anymore.

Will be going out wif Betty (housemate) to city to check whether we can make appointment physically at a salon. They got new-store promo, $35 for haircut, facial and hair removal thingy. Actually, we called them (through a main line for all states in aussie), they were bz and said will get to us. But, they didnt and the offer ends on tis sun. I hope 2moro can ct my hair and have a new image. Haha... I hope my pimples will be gone b4 D.D. is here. I wan to go on a diet, my tummy is bulging out already.

I love tis pic lots: (coz its done by Me and Love is beautiful)

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