AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Saturday. 2.19.05 9:45 pm so yesterday after school, maga came with us and we went to the Junior High Sectionals for Wrestling.. yaa we met up with Spidey there adn we met some of this buddies, it was actually quite fun.. and then this morning we woke up around 6:30 ish and got around and went to the high school sectionals.. which was way better, once again we hung out with Spidey and Tony.. and Tyler a lil bit, and Brandon for a couple mins.. but ya, it was all good.. Dev got 3rd.. im very proud of him.. and Maurer got first wooo. and now im really tired.. so i must sleep.. and oh ya, we bought dev and justin new cups to go with the plates we got them for v-day Comment! (3) | Recommend! Wednesday. 2.16.05 4:34 pm well.. update time.. hmm.. yesterday maga came over and we hung out.. and made some signs for Justin and Devon for sectionals on saturday and then we went to our indoor game up at the Y.. maga scored our only goal.. woo.. i thought it was my best game.. btu who knows.. getting called for pushing is always so stupid.. but then we came back to my house and played some Halo.. conquered level 3 and 4.. wooo go us.. ya, we were really getting into it.. then we went to bed, and when im tired..i say some random things.. like how i wanted to lay on the bleachers and look like i was swimming.. dont ask.. and then today we went to school and all, and it was raining during first period.. so after gym, me and hannah had to walk back down to the high school, and we jumped in some puddles and our pants were soaked.. but it was all good, but during 2nd period, i was getting kinda cold because of it.. and yeah.. did some painting for the first time in drawing and painting class today, it was actually pretty fun.. so.. 2 days left of this week.. and a whole weekend i get to spend with the best ppl... maga and justin and devon and darren and litttle man.. thats gotta be about awesome Comment! (11) | Recommend! Monday. 2.14.05 7:10 pm all the fucken shit in this world.. people are so stupid and im annoyed by school and everyone.. i cant stand it..and i hate valentine's day.. and school sucks, so who cares Comment! (2) | Recommend! Saturday. 2.12.05 8:35 pm was very interesting today.. i met up with maga there and we were following these dudes around bc we had nothing better to do.. and ya, we were like laying on the floor and all the people were stareing at us.. but w/e, not like we care.. and then we got home and slept in her nice serta.. a woot woot and then we went to the canton, troy match, troy lost, but who cares.. and oh yes, me and maga got Justin and Devon plates with bananas on them for V-Day, i could tell they were very excited when they openned them after the match Comment! (3) | Recommend! how the hell did we get so stupid Friday. 2.11.05 3:14 pm god.. i dont get life.. its so.. blah, gay.. but last night i went to the troy vs towanda match in towanda and met up with maga there.. of course we both had our shades on, bc we are that fucken cool.. but.. during the match we went out in the hall and were being secret agents and i was crawling on the ground.. yaya, thats what im talking about.. and DEVON won his match.. i was so proud..and oh yes, i saw little man there, even though he lost.. hes still the coolest freshman from towanda.. for sure Comment! (3) | Recommend! Wednesday. 2.9.05 4:37 pm so ya.. school has sucked lately.. and nothing exciting has happened.. today we took those test.. forget what their called.. but the one dude we had from the navy looked like Pedro from Napoleon.. and i hate my spanish teacher.. bc i always get yelled at for talking.. even though everyone else is talkign to.. but ya, i cant wait to go to the match tomorrow.. it should be good Comment! (3) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
