AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Thursday. 1.20.05 1:04 pm maga came over and we have to make the shirts for our team, it took up about 5 hours and what not.. stupid numbers wouldnt work at all and oh yes, we did some more extreme sledding but it wasnt to good bc there wasnt much snow.. and then after making shirts, we went to bed.. and this morning she had to leave at 9.. so after she left.. i went back to sleep and woke up at 2.. ya im kinda tired.. but later on today im going to the wrestling match, that should be fun Comment! (2) | Recommend! Wednesday. 1.19.05 3:47 pm and they werent that terribly bad, the trig one turned out to be kinda easy and all.. and oh yes, last night we won our soccer game 5-3 and now we are 4-1.. im kinda annoyed with the team and the way he has us play.. god me and maga have to play with the worst player on the team.. god damn.. so yeah.. now we have 2 days off and the weekend.. so a 4 day weekend all together.. YES.. and oh yes, today in English Mr. Beck was going around the class and saying what he liked and enjoyed about each person and when he got to me, hes like Austin, you are an awesome person and you have a very hyper tension and sometimes a little childish, but thats a good thing, your your own person, and the bread tie thing you and sierra have going on, thats a very good friendship there, might use bread ties in my movies, and thanx for the cds.. yeah it was very nice of him, i felt honored, and i am most def. going to his premeir for his movie whenever it may be Comment! (3) | Recommend! Tuesday. 1.18.05 3:03 pm studying for that english final actually paid off, and well the sience one wasnt to bad.. but now i have the hardest one left, Trig.. and then new semester and new classes.. woo woo.. i got a indoor game tonight, lets see how this goes Comment! (2) | Recommend! and yet another ass kicking indoor game Sunday. 1.16.05 7:01 pm yeah we beat wyalusing 17-4.. yeah i would say that that was our best game yet, and everyone scored so its all good.. and plus, we got a new player, blake, and hes pretty good and all, so we are gunna win all the rest of our games.. but ya, i hope we get more snow, so we have no school tomorrow, so then i can have extra time to study for my finals.. well thats about it.. later Comment! (4) | Recommend! Saturday. 1.15.05 8:03 pm at the commins buliding for like.. 7th and 8th graders and some 9th.. it was fun though, me and maga went together and we were tripping ppl and watching ppl get squirted in the face by the water fountain, oh that was a good one.. yeah and we attempted to trip some ppl and rub some ppl's legs with our shoes.. haha that was great.. we meant some pretty cool ppl and all.. but they live like 2 hours away, so that was kinda shitty, but it was a good day i suppose.. fun fun in the sun Comment! (2) | Recommend! Friday. 1.14.05 10:18 pm been a bit since i last wrote in hurrr.. but yeah, this week was kinda dull and boring.. until Friday.. me and maga and sierra wore some aprons to school, and got some rather weird comments from some stuck up ppl.. but it was fun.. then i came back to maga's and we made some pins and all.. and hten we went to the movies with Brandon and his friend.. it was very interesting, but fun at the same time.. maga, was a little shy at first, but she talked after awhile, to me anyway.. it was great stuff.. and here we sit.. with nothing to do.. but burn cds.. and her comp is slow at that.. so we will be sitting here much longer then expected Comment! (3) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
