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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
Me


AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
School.
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
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Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
Snow day
Tuesday. 3.1.05 2:57 pm
so much fun, not, theres nothing to do at my house.. so ok, i woke up this morning and sat around on the couch and watched Tv with Faith and Brooke, oh yeah, so much fun right there.. and i called maga and what not.. and ive been re-arranging my room just for something to do and a new look, but im not sure if im liking it.. but thats ok, as soon as maga comes over again, shes helping me move it all back.. woooo

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Snow..
Monday. 2.28.05 1:37 pm
once again.. its so awesome.. but anyway.. this morning me and maga went to the office and wrote an announcement paper saying "Happy Birthday to Meho from Maggie and Jessica" even though her birthday isnt for a bit now, we still got a laugh outta it.. and well. school went on and then we got out early due to the snow storm heading this way.. but when the bell rang for us to leave, Mr.Brann was all like, sit down class, thats not the bell.. its like.. uh look in the hall, do you not see all the other classes out there? ya, exactly.. stupid guy.. so nows its snowing and thats a good thing, i dont want to go back to school.. and oh yes, i also noticed that our school can afford some cameras.. well isnt that great, maybe we should spend the money on fixing our stupid school

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my weekend
Sunday. 2.27.05 3:35 pm
was awesome basically.. friday night someone came over.. that was pretty much awesome, played some Halo and watched a movie and what not.. then Saturday Maga came over in the morning and we went to the Wrestling Districts in Williamsport for a little bit and watched Devon.. and the one Bolt dude thought i was Devon's brother and asked me where he went and all.. and then we left early just because, and oh yeah, we got to hang out with Trey and played some cards with him.. and then we came back to my house and conquered 3 more levels on Halo, ya, we are that good and we ate and watched a movie and then we went in the woods and ended up falling down a hill and got all bruised up and what not.. and oh yes we also got some "tattoos" yaya, thats right, then we went to bed and all and we woke up this morning, imagine that.. and then we played some more Halo and watched another movie and ate and then we got around for indoor soccer... we won our first game, but that team was such sore losers, they were all pissed off and all bc we were younger then them all and beat them, they should just get over it and then we stayed and played the second game against the next team.. we were pretty much tired out and we didnt play the best.. but it was fun i suppose.. shut really tiredsome.. and thats about it, now im home with nothing to do at all.. wooo, what a surprise.. and i hope it snows a lot this week

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snowing
Thursday. 2.24.05 2:57 pm
again.. joy.. well lets see, nothing exciting happened yesterday at school, i did get sick though and that kinda sucks, i hate being sick.. in history we watched that movie, whatever it was called abotu Pearl Harbor and what not.. and it was funny, the Japanesse ppl were just looking at each other in their planes and waving, it was odd.. but some of it was funny just bc matt was next to me and we were joking about a lot of it, and today, im sick still but a little better i guess.. uhhh we have a levels meeting for our schedule for next year and all, and im not sure what exactly im doing yet, but oh well, i'll figure it out. This week has gone by fast, but i do like it.. so ya, that about wraps it up for those 2 days

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Happy Death day to you
Tuesday. 2.22.05 5:52 pm
ya.. maga, that song is somehow stuck in my head.. i havent even heard that song since.. summer i think.. but ya.. today.. 2 hour delay, thats a good thing.. well in gym we played some hockey, i wore one of those cool helmets that our school could actually afford, but i ended up taking it off bc it made my head itchy.. and ya, the rest of the day sucked from there.. woo, how fun and exciting, im just waiting for friday to actually come, maybe i can hang out with my maga may.. since thats the only way we have fun.. maybe we can go to the movies.. yaaa maga, you know whats going down

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Hanging AARRounnDD this town
Monday. 2.21.05 4:51 pm
well.. sunday was a really good day and all.. i had an indoor game at 3.. but me and maga decided to go early ya know.. no reason, ya right.. but we just hung out and played some poker with Blake.. and then we played our game against waylusing and i got to hang out with Darren for a little bit.. wooo.. and we won by one big bad point.. and then me and maga went to charlies and picked up pizza and wings and headed over to Devon's house to hang out with him and Justin.. ya, that was fun like usual.. we played some pictionary.. ya, that games the shit.. me and Devon were winning by a lot and then we just kept getting hard ones and they sucked.. how the hell do you draw ALTERNATE?! yaa explain that one.. well we basically one and all.. ya, bc we are that good.. and then we had to leave at 9.. but thats ok.. i ended up staying the night at maga's bc of the snow and all.. and we just hung out and i was laughing and she was laughing and we wree singing our own little tunes and what not, bc we are that good.. haha, it was crazy.. but interesting.. but i wont go into detail.. and then we woke up and i came home.. and i havent done much today.. but thats ok.. back to school tomorrow, that should be great, NOT.. im not looking forward to it at all.. blah

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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