AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Tuesday. 12.14.04 6:28 pm haha charity... just decided randomly to stop in her speech today.. holy shit was that funny.. me and sierra were laughing so hard.. shes just like.. um.. stop.. heart disease.. can i finish this tomorrow? im missing a note card.. i could tell something was wrong because she would just look up all the time and think, and then just say something.. haha it was so funny.. damn it i love that girl.. woot woot.. and well lets see.. i have been working on my english.. but its going good and all ya know.. our school is really getting in that christmas spirit, from the fake christmas tree, to the little paper ring things next to the office that actually say "office".. oh tis the season in our wonderful troy high.. oh.. as sierra would say.. mmm figgy puddin and pine.. haha oh i love that girl and her UFO thing today in english.. it was so creative, she even gave me one of the aliens.. i was like.. NO WAY!!.. it made me happy. oh gezzz... well thats about it.. im gunna go work on my visual ya know ya know.. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Monday. 12.13.04 8:51 pm Monday. 12.13.04 8:35 pm haha.. carry on maga, carry on.. oh gezz.. what happened today.. nothing much.. went to waverly for the wrestling match and.. yeah we lost.. but oh well, live goes on.. and well thats about it i suppose.. but Charity was back in school today.. i was really excited to see her walking down the hallway this morning.. her voice isnt to good, but thats ok.. i cant wiat for her to read her speech tomorrow for english, im gunna laugh so hard bc of her voice.. me and sierra are gunna crawl up behind her and tap her shoulder.. haha not really, but that would be to great.. well thats about it for now ya know.. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Sunday. 12.12.04 6:13 pm kinda sucked at first but then i went to alisha's house saturday night and what not and hung out with some cool people i suppose.. yeah i had fun and all.. and then sunday i came home and i had indoor at 2 with my maga may and we were burning up the court because we were all dressed alike and all.. Yellow track and field shirt, gray shorts, one black and pink sock, and one black ADIDAS sock... and cant forget our kick ass indoor soccer shoes.. oh yeah.. our team is the best.. woot woot..and then she came back to my house while her dad played his game and all.. and me and maga basically sat on my bed and talked to whole time.. oh yes and ate some cookies my ma made.. fun fun in the sun.. woot.. and well. thats about it for this weekend.. and tomorrow is comfy day at school and me and maga are dressing alike.. because we are that good.. yeah funnn times Comment! (3) | Recommend! Saturday. 12.11.04 2:50 pm Friday. 12.10.04 2:54 pm |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
