AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Friday. 1.28.05 9:38 pm are one of the funnest things to go to.. me and maga and tyler W are just the cooleest.. me and maga wear our sunglasses and get weird looks, but its all good.. and we talk to random ppl, and maga grabss random wrestler's legs.. i can tell they like it by the way the smile and look over at us afterwards.. haha great times.. and tomorrow im going to the maga may's and we are gunna go to the movies.. im so excited
Me and hannah lost 8 frisbees in 4 days.. thats a good record Comment! (4) | Recommend! 3rd 2 hour delay in a row Thursday. 1.27.05 3:11 pm and it is nice.. bc i still hate my classes.. and i miss Eglish bc mr. beck is my favorite teacher.. but tonight im gunna go to the match against Sayre and watch Devon.. bc hes my fav
and oh yes, me and hannah managed to get another frisbee stuck in the bleachers today in gym class... that makes it a total of 4.. 3 of them are from me and my bad throwing.. and of course the one from hannah that we could never find Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 1.26.05 3:13 pm yeah, i can really get used to the classes being cut short.. even though they feel like they are going on forever.. i hate not seeing my friends, it sucks ass.. but the good thing is, i got a 96 on my english final and im proud of myself for that one.. yaya.. and oh yeah, today in gym, my ultimate frisbee team was kick ass.. we were really good.. we beat 2 teams 3-0 and we didnt get to play the other one, but i know we would have beat them.. yaya, thats what im talking about.. and i forgot
Good Job to devon weed on his wrestling tuesday, even though he lost to a really hott guy, hes still my favorite wrestler and he did an awesome job Comment! (2) | Recommend! Tuesday. 1.25.05 2:59 pm sucks major fucken ass.. i hate all my classes, they are no fun at all.. so of course yesterday went by so slow and then the wrestling match got canceled, the only thing i was even looking forward to.. but maga came home and her ma let her stay the night.. and then this morning we had a 2 hour delay.. but even with that school went by so slow and i hated every min of it.. Comment! (7) | Recommend! Sunday. 1.23.05 4:59 pm only word to describe today.. indoor game, lost.. came home.. and did nothing.. and now im bored.. but im excited for my new classes.. it should be interesting Comment! (3) | Recommend! Hunting Drives me up a tree Saturday. 1.22.05 11:05 am says Devon's shirt.. so yeah i went to Devon's with maga.. and as soon as we got there, the guys (tony, tyler and Devon) all wanted to go sledding and so did maga, so we got all of our stuff on and headed out.. it was so cold and all and you could feel the boogers freezing in your nose, it was weird.. but we walked up the big hill and all and we all went down and then me and maga went together and we were getting some speed and then next thing i knew, i flew over her, there was a bunch of snow, i hit my head on her knee, and there i layed... it hurt some what though.. then maga got the idea to have us all go together.. so we grabbed onto each other's sled's and there we went.. the snow was blowing in all of our faces and we were going smoothly until we all fell over someway.. that kinda hurt to.. and then we went again and again.. and it was great fun.. ya know..then we went back to the house and tyler and justin came over and what not, we ate, and then we played pictionary.. me and devon would have won but he didnt get sled riding.. psh.. it was like the easiest one.. and then we played hide and go seek in the barn and then we looked at stuff on the comp and some of them played halo.. it was an awesome time though, and then i went back to maga's house.. and now its snowing Comment! (9) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
