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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
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AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
School.
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
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Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
end of 3rd quarter
Wednesday. 4.6.05 2:53 pm
finally... so yea this morning for gym we walked down to alapron and me and keaton played some tennis against addy and mikey.. yeah we won, woo for us then in History we watched an I love lucy show and did a cross word puzzle.. and thats about it... it pretty much wraps up the day.. and oh yeah last period we finished watching the incredibles.. last night i went outside and practiced up my golf swing and what not, yeah its getting pretty good and all.. i like the nice weather comeing back and all, i missed it.. so yaya.. 45 days left of school

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Jessica 248 Austin
Monday. 4.4.05 7:16 pm
so this weekend.. saturday i dont think i really did anything but then maga came over that night and we sat around and ate and then sunday we worked on mine and devon's outline and then we were gunna go to soccer but no one was there bc of the flooding and w/e going on.. so then we came back to my house and then i went to Devon's to work on our outline that was already done.. so devon danced and did what not then i went home.. yaya that about wraps it up.. today at school was pretty boring and what not.. first period i went to the softball field with Salata and Val, Hannah, Mikey, and Brian..we took of the tarps and what not.. so thats about it for the day

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duct-tapped
Friday. 4.1.05 8:11 pm
so yeah, this morning, since its april fools day, me and maga got mr. beck's duct taped and started taping his desk so that he could open his drawers, little did we know that shawn and tim went to get him so he coudl catch us, so then they shut the door and taped us up.. we had it around our legs and stomache area and our ankels so we couldnt move.. maga had to jump and i had to waddle.. but tim and shawn took mag out to the hall and laid her down so she couldnt get up, but someone helped her, but yea, the day started out great.. and then it kinda died from there.. so thats about it.. went to spirit night again, wooo hoo... now im gunna go eat.. and oh yea, MR BECK, REVENGE IS COMEING YOUR WAY, BE PREPARED

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Bury the Hatchet
Thursday. 3.31.05 4:21 pm
so.. maga came over last night, which was awesome like it always is when we are together.. we rearranged my room and moved the entertainment from downstairs to my room bc we are getting new furniture and what not in the one living room.. so yeah, we found some interesting things in my room and what not, but we wont really go there.. and i sprayed maga with silly string, i got her good, kinda reminded me of the Matrix with the way she moved.. and then late at night we did a sacrficial ritual.. i cant really go into much detail, except for the fact that we are branded, and i now have less of something.. thats about it, it was scarey, but what can you do.. its the way things operate.. and then we went to bed and thats about it.. today at school we had this speaker dude, he was pretty good and what not.. and oh yeah.. today we went bowling for gym class again and i broke 100.. i got 115 baby, thats pretty good considering i never going bowling and what not.. and oh yes, i beat keaton at something besides knock out.. go me.. and i managed to kick him a couple times because he was being all stupid with me.. so yeah, i took care of that business.. and tonight im going to watch my sister cheerlead for spirit night, it should be a good one, thats for sure.. and plus i get to hang out with maga once again, god i love my best friend.. BURY IT

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we were in the middle of a herd of cows
Monday. 3.28.05 6:29 pm
sooo yesterday was easter.. woo hoo, nothign to exciting there.. but today i went to the mall and got my dress for the sophmore dance, woo for me.. and last night i had this weird dream about me and maga, but i dont feel like typing it all, but i already told her, it was a pretty good one, thats for sure.. so yeah Adam, i updated, it isnt much, but it will have to do for now

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Sorority Sistas
Saturday. 3.26.05 9:40 am
well lets see.. thursday we didnt have school which really pissed me off because know we haev to have school on tuesday.. greatness.. but to make matters worse, i had no power at all thursday. So, we went out to charlies for lunch and then went to wal- mart after my ma got home because we had nothing better to do at home adn thne we ate out at wendy's.. joy joy.. and then we came home to a pitch black house with nothing to do. so we and my sisters just messed around for a bit and hten went to bed. so then yesterday i went to maga's asap and we started painting her living room, it was fun fun, painting is great.. so tehn we just chilled and we went to troy so her ma and sister could get a heaircut and what not...and then we went back to her house..and then got this awesome idea to go canoeing in her creek with our baby, "SS YO MAMA", yes it was only like 40 out and there was still a lot of snow and the water was kinda high, but we went anyway. the first time we went, we got stuck a lot and managed to make it through the rapids semi-ok, so then we decided to go again..we were going great and everything and then we got to the rapids part and our canoe got stuck sideways and we hit a rock and both of us flew forward, me hitting hte bar in front of me and maga hitting the front of the canoe.. so somehow we got out and when we started getting alittle close to the shore part, i jumped out to pull us in but i forget to get the string, so tehre maga went floating onward.. so she finnally got close enough so i could grap her oar, but nooooo the oar broke in half.. but i still had mine, so we made it out good.. and that was that. then we went to a family get together for her dad's side.. and played some pool and what not.. and now i sit here in her house, waiting for her to get outta the shower.. and tehn we are off for some more fun fun.

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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