AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Sunday. 2.6.05 9:24 pm last night, i went to alisha's and that was.. ya.. anyway.. and today i had an indoor game in troy.. which was fun.. we tied our first game 9-9 and then me, maga, darren, and kyle styed to play the waylusing team.. and they kicked our ass.. but i did score 2 and kyle scored one.. yeah and i was picking on the waylusing boys and they were chuckeling to themselves.. i was like ya.. ok.. and at the end, i threw the ball to kyle, like rugby, but he still missed it.. gezz.. i tell ya. and then i left and all the waylusing boys were in a car stareing at me and smiling.. it was odd.. and then darren and kyle threw a snowball at my car.. but i love those 2 guys, they are so much fun and of course i love the maga may.. bc me and her are awesome at soccer.. even though she got hit in the face with the ball, but i couldnt help but chuckel to myself.. haha and tomorrow she is coming to my house, so excited, should be a fun time Comment! (6) | Recommend! Saturday. 2.5.05 12:53 pm tourny today and all.. and well we lost all 3 games, but i still think we did good.. we only had one sub, so it was all good.. and im glad its finally the weekend, school is sucha bore.. and tonight im going to alisha's to chill with the hommies, ya know how i do'er yaya.. so ya, time to..do something i suppose Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 2.3.05 3:01 pm .. the last 2 days of school have sucked.. havent done anything much really.. just played some flag football and well.. nothing else really, so ya, that sums up the last 2 days.. wooo Comment! (5) | Recommend! Tuesday. 2.1.05 9:42 pm like usual.. in gym we played flag football, and im the QB for our team.. woo go me.. we wont our first game 21-0.. yaya.. and then.. the day went slowly after that, with nothing much occuring.. and then maga came over after school and we went to the match and what not.. we lost but, Devon won, because hes that good.. yaya and Tyler Brown got to clean the floor.. so proud Comment! (2) | Recommend! Monday. 1.31.05 9:07 pm day... yeah i went to school, and then i came home early because i didnt feel good.. and then i ended up going to soccer with maga, which made me feel better.. and now im sitting here.. being bored.. and hopeing some miracle happens, and we dont have school tomorrow.. and oh yes, we beat towanda tonight, go us Comment! (2) | Recommend! Sunday. 1.30.05 4:23 pm went to magas yesterday and hung out, and then went to the movies at towanda with Darin Hauser and maga.. and other ppl taht didnt matter.. but yeahh it was fun, "white noise" isnt that good of a movie.. but then we went home and ate, and then slept.. and then this morning we went sled riding/adventuring around the creek.. and then went to indoor.. our first game, we won, and then for the second game, me and maga joined teh waylusing team and won, and then the third game, me, maga, darin, kyle, and keaton were to tired to really care.. and i also sprainned my wrist.. which sucks.. but i'll be fine.. ya.. and now, im bored Comment! (3) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
