AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Tuesday. 1.11.05 12:26 pm so we had an early dismissal today.. oh yea.. what a good school we could be.. oh yes, thats about it Comment! (1) | Recommend! Sunday. 1.9.05 8:02 pm yeah we won 13-5 or something like that.. yeah i had fun thats for sure.. right maga.. and then i went to wal-mart and got my pics back..oh yes.. there were some good good ones.. cant wait to show maga and DEVON tomorrow in school Comment! (1) | Recommend! extreme sledding going down Saturday. 1.8.05 2:55 pm with me and maga.. so yeah.. last night maga came over after school and then we went to the basketball game in canton between canton and athens.. yeah we went to see Brandon adn to surprise him.. and we did.. we made him this kick ass sign that took us forever to make.. but it was all good.. and then yeah we watched and i met him and what not.. and then me and maga went back to my house and we went sled riding.. and so we were going down this hill with a ramp my bro built and we went flying off in all sorts of ways and we bruised up our knees and all.. it was good though..
And this morning after we woke up and watched a movie.. we went back outside for some more extreme sledding.. oh yes.. well we were getting bored on some of the hills and so we went back on the one with the ramp..and i was like.. we should take off our jackets and just ride with our tshirts on and be dare devils.. and so we did.. and as soon as we went over the ramp.. me and maga had blood running down our elbows.. oh it was the greatest fun ive had.. and we have pics for proof.. yes yes.. we are the extreme sled riders everyone will be talking about Comment! (3) | Recommend! Thursday. 1.6.05 10:36 am isnt to bad.. but i kinda wanted to go back to school today bc i needed some help for my health project.. but i guess i gotta do it on my own now.. gezz.. sometimes procrasitination is bad to you.. pshh.. but oh well.. i'll just ask someone on here.. but yeah 2 snow days.. well it kinda sucks.. theres nothing really to do and i dont feel like going sled riding ya know.. but maybe i will if i get bored enough.. and plus, i wanted to go to the wrestling match tonight.. but so much for that, hopefully we will go back to school tomorrow.. just for one day.. but that would be better then staying home and plus.. i dont want the finals moved back.. gezz.. the whole schedule is messed up now.. god damn it.. that erks me.. but oh well.. im gunna go.. find someone to help me with the percentages on my project.. later Comment! (6) | Recommend! so we went back to school yesterday Tuesday. 1.4.05 3:15 pm and it was great.. i missed all the poeple and all.. so ya, school went by and then maga came over to my house and we partyed and all ya know.. and then we went to our indoor game up at the YMCA in Elmira.. ya joy, and of course we won.. like 9-1.. fun fun and then we went to Pizza Hut.. fun.. yeah and then we went home and stayed up for a bit just talking and all like we usually do, it was rather interesting though, we always think of something to talk about.. and this then morning maga told me that i was laughing in my sleep.. haha im a crazy person, thats for sure.. and then we went to school and all.. well in school i've been reading my book for english.. and i really need to get my health project done.. but i just dont feel like doing it, i know its due on friday and all and im barely started, but i will get around to it, no worries.. i hope... yayay... and here i go.. im gunna start it.. oh wait, no im not Comment! (2) | Recommend! Sunday. 1.2.05 4:31 pm is the best thing ever... i love the one is troy.. its way better then the one at the YMCA.. and plus.. the people there are so much cooler.. and i love our team.. and today we lost, but its all good bc i had fun and it made me feel better.. and plus.. we played that one boy.. oh maga ya know.. haha it was great great.. and after our game a couple of us played another one just to mess around which was great fun.. woooooo.. i wish we had it more.. but anyway.. today has sucked.. i havent felt good.. and people are stupid.. and thats all there is to it, and i cant wait to go back to school tomorrow.. it shall be good good, only i wont rememeber anything that we were learning before break.. oh well.. who cares Comment! (10) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
