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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
Me


AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
School.
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
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Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
Baking
Tuesday. 11.2.04 6:30 pm
yeah yeah.. i made some cookies for Justin for our b-day tomorrow and a cake for mr. sliwinski and mines bday.. haha.. yes ananda.. we get cake tomorrow.. go us.. well today.. kinda sucked.. i had someone hollar at me bc im friends with Devon.. i mean.. bc reall. GROW up.. that started my day off bad.. and well.. it only got worse.. but oh wel.. and after school i went to the doctors to get my physical so i can go and get my permit on Thursday.. fun fun.. and TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

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grr
Monday. 11.1.04 4:22 pm
well lets see.. today basically sucked... i havent felt good all day and now.. blah i just wanna go to bed and sleep.. i just finished my ceramic gay report and now.. im getting off the computer for awhile and eating.. i updated to my ANANDA would be happy.. she brightened my day today in ceramic.. haha.. we are.. SNEAKY.. thats all i got to say.. but yeah. i shall go now..

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Well...
Saturday. 10.30.04 9:37 pm
Today.. i basically did nothing.. i got up at 11 and then got a shower.. then layed on the couch until 5.. ha.. and then Darren called.. then i went to the Halloween parade at 5:30 and hung out with Michelle for a little bit.. And of course my sister wanted to go trick or treating with Jacklyn.. so i rode along with them.. and it was soooooo boring.. but friday night i went to the dance and it was pretty fun i suppose.. but now i shall go back to lay on the couch and sleep.. wooot

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Done
Thursday. 10.28.04 7:11 pm
I'm finally done with my english project and im actually quite proud of myself.. its greatness.. got some cute baby pics of me in there. woot.. yeah well today kinda sucked.. but im sure tomorrow will be much better.. and i dont think im gunna go to the dance.. but if anyone is.. let me know.. but i'll tell ya one thing,. im not dressing up. ha fuck that..

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Woot
Wednesday. 10.27.04 8:43 pm
I am so proud of myself.. i made my own template.. and i like it.. i just wish i knew how to get modules on each side of my writings

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English..
Wednesday. 10.27.04 4:14 pm
God this English project is so.. grr.. makes me angry.. but it probably wouldnt if i wasnt sucha prcrastinator.. yeah i should really get outa that habit.. but nope.. i cant.. well lets see.. what happened today.. oh yeah.. basically nothing.. BUT i did get to see my ANADA again.. wooot.. and her awful bites.. that really bites.. literally.. stupid black girls anyway.. why would they bite your boob.. gezz.. people these days..but yeah.. gotta work on my English project.. fun fun..

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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