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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
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AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
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Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
Im at alisha's
Thursday. 12.23.04 4:41 pm
right now and we are getting around for the boys' basketball game.. woot woot.. yeah well today at school.. we had that cobblestones assembly and the one freshman fell over at the beginning of one of the songs.. it was the funniest thing ever.. and then me and meho were watching cody young.. and hes like ooh ooh oh.. hah it was so funny.. and of course sitting by tyler brown made it that much more fun.. Charity and Sierra werent in school today and that was kinda sad.. im gunna miss them over the break.. and oh yes. .me and maga were ballas today.. we had on some basketball jerseies from wal-mart.. hell ya.. wlel tally ho off to the game i go.. later yall

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today i had to sit in the corner..
Wednesday. 12.22.04 3:16 pm
in english class because i was picking on mr. Beck..and then Sierra started talking to me on our secret walky-talkies and hes like.. AUSTIN, DO YOU WANT ME TO TAKE THAT AWAY.. so i shoved it in my mouth.. hah.. and then Sierra spilt coke on kyle and mr. beck made her sit in the other corner.. haha so there we sat all period.. it was great fun.. and so me and Sierra are making signs for "our" corners.. it shall be great.. well last night i went to maga's after school and at 9 we had soccer up at the Y in Elmira.. we lost 9-4, but thats pretty good for playing agianst the state champs, and plus, it was our first time playing together on a team.. ya know ya know.. and the other team was mostly juniors and seniors, and well my team had, sophmores, and 7th and 8th graders.. yeah we are pretty decent if you ask me... and me and maga were gunna go for a bike ride this morning, but we were much to tired to try to do that.. so we slept.. and then went to school. and im never tired when im at school really.. but this morning me and maga went and slept on mr. skipper's floor. but it was good because today was a pretty easy day and nothing important happened.. but i willl miss my ananda and sierra over break.. i dont get to see them tomorrow.. tear.. and tomorrow after our big bad half day consisting of a assembly and 3-6 periods.. im going to alisha's and chillen with the fellas.. woot woot..

oh yes.. Ananda.. we caught her, no doubt about it.. no one can get away with us on the crime!!! future detectives right here hommie:)

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whatever poisions in this bottle
Monday. 12.20.04 6:20 pm
will leave me broken sore and stiff.. ahh, been singing that song all day.. well lets see.. like i said before, tis the season in troy high, there has been some excellent variety of music playing in the hallways between classes. 2 hour delay today, not to shabby, i liked it, all the classes were cut short.. good thing.. and lets see.. school was kinda boring and alll, nothing much happened, but at the end of the day, i was so hyper that i was singing to charity and jumping and all that good stuff. me and sierra were rubbing her chin, which she liked very much bc she started to twitch her left leg a little bit..haha.. shes a cracker.. well i just took a lil name to make up for the sleep i didnt get last night because it was to cold in my room, god i have NO heat up there.. haha and either does Charity, bc she said that when she woke up this morning that there was a glass of water in her room and on the top there was a thin layer of ice that she poked.. haha

3 days til Curt comes home!!!

chelles116: i kept thinking about you when i was watching sandlot..
^awww how cute

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Sunday
Sunday. 12.19.04 3:38 pm
.. hm.. slept in to about 12 to day due to that fact that i didnt get home from the christmas party til 2 last night.. oh it was fun though, boy do i love that side of the family.. then at 3 i went to Indoor and of course we won.. 15-4, yeah we kicked some ass thats for sure.. and.. oh well maga knows..haha hes a good one cough blue shirt cough.. yeah.. i hope it snows enough so we dont have school tomorrow, i would love that.. i think i need a day of for a change..

4 days til Curt comes home!

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i think i shall update
Saturday. 12.18.04 2:07 pm
well thrusday.. nothing much really happened that i can remember.. besides the fact that i went to the wreestling match in williamson.. yeha it was pretty awesome.. i went with my ma and then we went to pizza hut in mansfield with the carters, which was a fun time like it always is with them.. then i drove home

Friday.. um.. went to alish'a after school and then to the girls game and then went back to her house and hung out with some of her guy friends.. yeah that was greatness..

And so far today, ive gone shopping and then tonight im going to our christmas party for the Austins up on the mountain.. should be interesting, and yet fun.. yeah good stuff, good stuff

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choc cake with peanutbutter icing
Wednesday. 12.15.04 6:10 pm
first thing this morning.. me, sierra, and maga went to the cafeteria to eat our cake that i stole from my sister.. oh boy was that ever so good.. mm.. well there are about 6 days left of school.. oh how i will miss all the christmas cheer throughout the hall way.. and i gotta give my speech tomorrow.. yes.. i have most of it memorized, so its all good ya know ya know.. oh how i love that charity jones girl.. haha shes the star on top of my christmas tree.. she makes me laugh so hard.. haha and everyday at lunch, me and shucker look at mr. mac with his awful wrinkles above his eye.. haha he looks like a lightbulb with his shiney bald head.. and then in trig.. our sub was sucha funny guy.. he just made me laugh so hard sometimes.. just the way he talked and told his little stories.. oh.. it was a good one.

yeah thats about it..

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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