AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Saturday. 1.1.05 3:41 pm and yesterday was awesome.. Maga came over during the day and we made this caramel stuff, and then Curt came over for awhile to say his good-byes bc hes leaving today, Saturday... and then Tyler Williams came over and we watched Napoleon Dynamite...and then the good stuff started to happen, we dropped tyler off at alisha's and me and maga went to Devon's to hang out with him and Justin.. We got there and we watched Napoleon Dynamite.. and then maga, justin, and logan played Halo2 and me and Devon watched some videos on the computer, great stuff.. and then we all sa down for a game of Pictionary, which was the best.. me and Devon were on a team, and then maga and Justin.. and then later on in the game Logan and Shery where on a team too.. We stopped just to see the ball drop and then me and devon got back to work and i figured out that he was drawing boiling water.. woot woot.. good team work.. haha.. Devon is a really smart guesser at that game.. and we thought we actually had a chance when maga and Justin got "nuclear" but no.. they got it, how i have no idea.. and then we went off and played some strip poker.. woot woot.. good stuff.. but we'll stop there.. fun fun..
And today, me and maga slept and slept.. and thats about it..
and now i shall go read my book for english that i need to get done.. such procrastination.. shame shame Comment! (7) | Recommend! ive been playing the Incredibles Wednesday. 12.29.04 6:26 pm on my gamecube.. and trying to do some of my health project and read some of my book.. but the Incredibles is way cooler.. but thats about all i got to say.. nothing much has happened this week and i sooo wanna go back to school.. i hate being home with nothing to do Comment! (4) | Recommend! Tuesday. 12.28.04 2:23 pm i wish aim would work on this computer.. but i have to admit something, i hate Vacation.. it sucks ass.. and it is boring.. but i am going to the basketball game with alisha tonight.. good thing.. and plus my sister is being bitchy.. she told me that im a dirty rotten slut.. yeah ok
Comment! (4) | Recommend! Monday. 12.27.04 9:34 pm was fun tonight.. yeah well me and my dad went and picked up Curt and then went to Elmira for my game.. we won 5-3.. i scored.. go me.. and then we went to pizza hut.. so it was a good night.. i enjoy spending time with him.. and i also went to the mall today.. but it wasnt anything exciting, saw the carter's there.. woot woot.. and yeah, thats about it.. this week is just gunna be boring as hell.. i can tell already, i have nothing to do and no one to hang out with.. GREAT Comment! (0) | Recommend! Saturday. 12.25.04 4:11 pm woo.. went to bed last night at about 7:15.. and woke up this morning around 8.. yes i got a lot of sleep, which was a good thing.. well lets see.. i got some good stuff for christmas and all.. and Curt came over this morning and gave me a NAVY hoodie for christmas.. which made it that much better.. the fam came over for Brunch, which was fun.. and then i called my maga, bc she is my sunshine.. haha and well.. thats about it.. so i hope yall have a good christmas Comment! (3) | Recommend! Friday. 12.24.04 4:57 pm Christmas Eve...woopi do da day
well this morning i came home from alisha's.. yeah had an awesome time last night with Nathan.. yaya.. and well today.. was kinda boring.. i went to Bilo with my ma and it was so crowded, i was like.. tis the season, tis the season. and well ate from the Sports Pub tonight.. it was alright i suppose.. and then i called my maga may, and like always.. we laughed, be we are just that good and she is my balla all the way.. woot woot
Maga- i cant wait to get that poster thing.. haha it sounds so fucken funny, nad of course im gunna make you one just so we can have yet another laugh.. but mine will be much better, for sure for sure.. Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
