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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
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AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
School.
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
Free Hit Counter
Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
At my ma's work
Thursday. 11.18.04 7:31 am
So im sitting here waiting for 9 to come around so i can go wait in line to get my permit. ya know.. i hate being in this stupid town.. towanda just sucks all togher.. hopefull i'll see devon there.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEVON!

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everything
Wednesday. 11.17.04 6:22 pm
that happened today sucked.. everything just sucks

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Its secret 2
Wednesday. 11.17.04 6:09 pm
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Ive come to a conclusion..
Tuesday. 11.16.04 3:45 pm
that thurs-sunday are the best days.. mondays, tuesdays, and wednesdays all just suck.. nothing exciting ever happens at school.. the days are sucha drag and now that i have driver's ed.. school seems to go on forever.. and well that just sucks.. but this weekend should be much much much better.. hopefully i'll get to hang out with Maga and i think we are gunna go see The Incredibles.. which should be very interesting if you ask me.. and hopefully James will go.. and for saturday.. we'll see what happens.. hopefully something good

Some people just get so annoying these days and it erks me really bad.. ppl dont know when to shut the hell up about something and they keep rubbing it in.. and people in our grade are still very immature for their age and they act like 2 year olds that dont know any better and they ask very stupid questions in school and i just wanna punch them sometimes.. gr

And then their are really skanky girls that put their shit in other people's locker... ya know.. so then they just ask for it from Michelle and Mag.. haha oh yeah and me in there if i see it ever happen again..

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Mondays
Monday. 11.15.04 4:55 pm
watching: Fuse
listening to: Papa Roach- Getting away with Murder
mood: Anxious

well they just suck.. obviously.. nothing great ever happens at school.. so today basically sucked... but Trig was actually fun today.. we didnt do anything really. just work.. but thats really easy. and Gavin Bristol takes my calculator everyday for his math class. and today he forgot to give it back.. little pecker head..

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Well
Sunday. 11.14.04 9:10 pm
This weekend was an alright one for the most part...

Saturday night i went to Devon's house for his little party and it was great fun... we went on a hayride and that was pretty interesting adn very very very cold ya know.. but it was a crazy time and i loved it

Sunday i went to the mall and what not and now.. im just sitting here.. doing nothing.. sso ya know..

Maga-ima stay.. hopefully

and oh yes.. i love my ANANDA!!

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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