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"There's a Sick Little Suicide in all That We Do"
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AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White
Location , PA
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Punk Rock Princess
I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Ohhhh Yes
Free Hit Counter
Underoath
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Best Song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder

I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
check me off the list of losers
Wednesday. 3.23.05 7:43 pm
yeah.. well the last 3 days have been boring, its school, what more is there to say.. i cant really think of anything exciting that happened.. but its fucken snowing right now, and that pisses me off.. i want school tomorrow just so we dont have to go on Tuesday, but ya know, just when you want to go to school, you wont.. so that sucks.. but you cant really expect anything good to actually happen.. but w/e i guess. im ready for the snow to be gone because its getting annoying and i want spring.. gezz

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Tell your brother Chip i said hi
Sunday. 3.20.05 8:37 pm
so today i went to indoor soccer, which was fun like it always it i guess, it was our last game, but luckily for us Charlie said they were still gunna have open soccer from 3-5 every sunday, which made my day good. but yeah, i was the only one on my team that really played today, maga did a little til she got to the point where she didnt really wanna press her luck with the ankle, and all the guys had a game in.. wherever it is.. but yeah, not sounding cocky and everything, but i think i played really good today, specially against Darren, because im still pissed off at him.. so idk.. maybe things will change, but only time will tell

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Slapjack
Saturday. 3.19.05 5:08 pm
well last night maga came over and stayed the night adn then this morning we got around and went to AAUs in Athens, it was fun and all. We got to see Trey and Travis. We hung out with Tyler Brown a lot and at one point we played some Poker, Go Fish, Slapjack, and Golf. Yeah i would pretty much say that i was the overall champ.. uh huh. During the day i kept poking this dude on the shoulder and then before he was leaving i had him come over and talk to us. His name is Dale and hes from Waverly, hes a winner, yeah sure sure.. and maga thinks he has a brother named Chip, but im sure he doesnt, he thought we were pretty much weird. I got to see Mike again, that kid is cool and all. It was fun, im sure he didnt see me when i snuck out from behind the door, he was scared, i know it. And the orange me and maga had, sucked ass. But yeah, thats about it for today, it was a good day and i enjoyed it, yaya

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78629834602
Wednesday. 3.16.05 3:11 pm
monday.. school (knock out champ).. tuesday.. school.. wednesday.. school.. yeah pretty much sums it up.. but tuesday in history class, the teacher hollared at me and took my study sheet bc i was fooling around and w.e.. i was done with the book and worksheets so what else was i suppose to do.. but yeah, then in spanish i got hollared at some more, btu thats nothing new.. adn then tonight my parents got home from vegas and all.. it was good, i was glad to have them back home.. and then today at school, hm, nothing important really happened that i can think of.. the week has really gone by fast, but i cant say i dont mind and all.. but yes, i have also come to a conclusion that guys arent worth it at all and you cant trust any of them.. then tell you things that you would least expect to hear, but oh well, life goes on i suppose

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Pricker Bushes
Sunday. 3.13.05 6:58 pm
Saturday morning maga came over and we went to the mall for almost all the day. we went and saw "be cool" and it wasnt cool at all, it sucked, really badly. we ended up sitting behind these 4 guys that we thought we cute, but really werent, sometimes the dark does that to you. and tehn we just walked around and what not, then left and we went back to her house for the night. then this morning we got up and put on our soccer stuff. and we went for a run outside in our shorts in the pricker bushes.. haha our legs are all red and scratchy and what not, but it was worth the pain. And then we went to our indoor game.. and we tied the first one and then lost majorly the second one.. but who cares, maga ended up getting hurt. and stupid charlie wouldnt even let me help her up, it made me kinda angry, not to add that the stupid old guy was bossing us around.. and plus, darren was there, someone i didnt really want to see, but did at the same time..idk he confuses me too much, and its sad to see that soccer end, im gunna miss it a lot.. but i think i might go back next weekend, even if im by myself.. who cares

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rocket launcher my ass
Friday. 3.11.05 5:29 pm
so yesterday maga came over and we finished up halo.. ya we conquered it bc we are that good, and then she stayed the night.. yeah and today at school, nothing exciting happened, we played some dodgeball, read a book, watched a movie, and painted, well thats about it.. today was kinda boring and all and nothing exciting is happening tonight.. but this weekend should be good

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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me

This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end

Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me

Watch The Sky
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home

And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way

I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home

And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky

"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied."

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