it bothers me that i'm stuck at a job that holds no promise of a future. and that i'm not learning new skills or anything useful for any future interviews.
at interviews, pple always ask me , so what have you learnt at your last job?
i don't know how to ans

i wonder what i'm gonna do for the future.


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sth meaningful: http://changeme.gettyimages.com/main.aspx?isource=changeme

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dunno where to start

trains were jammed this and yest morning! jamed for 20 min yest and 40 min today. as a result i was late for work for both days! geez! was fuming when i reached the office.

demoralised and stressed. dunno issit i'm not suited for my current job. dun see any future and dun learn much from my job. i always tell pple, all i've learnt at this job is to type faster. hate pple asking me what i've learnt.

if i pit the sgx job against this merrill one, essentially, the basis for the jobs are the same, as in, to me its just a job. but sgx's gives me exposure and merrill's gives me experience points to keep score for future interviews.

i guess i'll have to tough it out, no point me working at merrill for so short a time. doesn't count for much. geez.

can't wait for my mentor to go back to his night desk. he's annoying the bloody shite out of me. in fact, he's annoying the everyone, except his buddy, the boss. tale-teller and bo liao arsehole.

haiz. and apparently, he's been telling boss i can't make it. so he gets to keep coming and do nothing mostly except slack and go for lunch. and boss is under th impression i'm pretty much a failure. with this kind of record i dun know if i should stay with merrill. coz even if i do, their references for me would have definately sucked.

i admit i did make mistakes, but the thing is that he tends to magnify my mistakes to the boss.

haiz
dilemma.

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literally.......................

went east coast and tried..... for the first time ever.......*drum roll~~*

blading. muhahahaha~

landed on my butt way too many times and now its really tenderized. probably fit for cooking. lol

already highly deficient in motor synchronizing skills and balance, i landed on my butt for almost every 5 min avg. thats abt a dozen times for one hour. sheesh. completely pissed at myself at my incompetance. D picked up much faster den i did. and out of the entire grp of pple whu went, 3 couples(ww-jy, ben-dawn, me-d) and 3 gers(lindy, jieying,waiyin) i am definately the worst. haiz. sad~~

hmmm.. and did i mention i was late for one and a half hours? lol.

anyway.. ended up with perfect timing coz when we ended the blading session it was time to EAT~!


went to HongKong Cafe.. http://www.hkcafe.com.sg... the food's pretty good~! will post pix when i upload them. the french toast is heavenly~! super nice!. my hkcafe baked rice special is pretty good too~ its one baked rice with half seafood n cream and the other half tomato based chicken chop. so u wun get too sick of either one of them. other recommandations: the spicy salt and pepper ribs, sichuan soup, curry pork cutlet rice, ding mian, yuan yang.

the con side is that its pretty much overflowing all the time and u might have to wait for a while for both food and table. the waiteress used walkie talkies to take orders sia~.lol... service is rated so-so... wonder if they inherited the service attitudes of the waiters/waiteresses of the cafes in HK. muahaha

went to a fren's hse nearby and played some mahjong... been eons since i played. now, kinda itching to play sia~~~

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just got D to upload all my photos from my old phone to a pc.


my desk.... think there's a coke somewhere in the picture. lol



me at work... i like the headset sia~ my butt is resting on a 2+kc chair.. muahaha~



THE black roses...he even managed to wrap the bouquet himself..keke



nice presentation and photography skills right?

thats all folks~!
comp super slow can't stand it anymore. lol.

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