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Tried to give you Summer,
But I'm Winter.
Wish I could make you Spring,
But I Fall so hard.

It is I, Tammi.


lucidblur
Age. 39
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Black
Location Petersburg, VA
School.
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What needs to be done?
- Finish painting
- File FAFSA
- Wash clothes
- Gather yardsale items
- Hang out with Levy
- Relax hair
- Unpack
- Buy Jimmy Eat World album
- Request credit report
- Close FSNB account
- Register for classes
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In my fantasy I'm a pantomime
I'll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it's way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
Reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I'll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain't afraid to let it out
I'm not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You're my deep secret
I'm your pantomime
I'll just move my hands
I promise you'll see what I mean


Incubus : Pantomime
Shows!
Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2001

Hoobastank, Incubus
Norfolk, VA
September 2001

Phantom Planet, Incubus
Richmond, VA
June 2002

30 Seconds to Mars, Incubus
Virginia Beach, VA
September 2002

Jepetto, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
March 2003

Lollapalooza: The Distillers, The Donnas, Queens of the Stone Age, Jurassic 5, Incubus, Audioslave, Jane's Addiction
Bristow, VA
August 2003

Mest, Goldfinger, Good Charlotte
Richmond, VA
October 2003

Alien Ant Farm, 311
Richmond, VA
November 2003

Y101 Birthday Bash: Steriogram, Marcy Playground, HIM, Puddle of Mudd
Richmond, VA
May 2004

Spooky Daly Pride, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
June 2004

Ben Kweiler, Incubus
Richmond, VA
October 2004

Copper, Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Richmond, VA
January 2005

Jimmie's Chicken Shack
Virginia Beach, VA
August 2005

Switchfoot
Norfolk, VA
November 2005
GREAT!
Monday. 9.19.05 10:28 pm
Shane gave me a big roll of REAL hemp. Says it came from Jamaica. It looks great; it looks like quality stuff. He gave me a whole box of string, too. I swear it has like forty different colors in it.

Feels like Christmas!

*is happy for now minus the fact that me and James had a big, stupid argument although it didn't bother me much because I knew it was coming days ago*

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^.^
Monday. 9.19.05 4:43 pm
I was feeling kind of bad when I wrote that last private entry, but I feel better now. I went to my job and spoke to Deborah and Tim. Tim seemed sincerely sad that I was leaving. He was like, "We're sad to see you go." I laughed and he was like, "Seriously, I really hate to see you leave us." Deborah and Tim asked me why I was leaving and I told them my situation. Deborah was like, "I'd let you stay with me, Tammi!" but I'm sure she was joking.

Especially since she's the one who called me a moron.

^.~ That's fine, though. A few other people asked me why I was leaving and stuff, too. Made me feel appreciated. God, being appreciated gives me the best feeling in the world.

There is no definite hire, but Tim was more than happy to refer me. When Tim talked to the store manager of the Michaels in Colonial Heights, he was telling the guy how great I am and stuff. ^.^ He said that he really wants me to have a spot at the store. I spoke to the store manager there, Lee, briefly about me coming there to work. He seemed very pleasant. I can't wait! I'm going to talk to him the day after I move.

You know what sucks about a crafty person working at an art and craft store? You want to buy everything. So after I spoke with everyone, I was so happy that I bought more hemp stuff. >.< My broke ass. I already bought CDs.

Asking Mom to send me money on the 1st. I'm paying for her Switchfoot ticket anyway. She owes me. Actually, she owes me for other things too.

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Feeeeelings. *hums Offspring song*
Monday. 9.19.05 1:35 pm
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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G'night.
Saturday. 9.17.05 2:23 am
-Basic Boring Crap-
-Full Name: Tammi Wammi Slammi
-Age: 20
-Birthday: April 2, 1985
-Sex: Female
-Where were you born: Augusta, Georgia
-Where do you live now: Wilmingon, NC
-Who do you live with: My roommate and his brother and cousin.
-Got any hobbies: Crafty stuff, drawing, web design, some writing, blogging, working, learning.

-Favorites (only 1 answer)-
-Color: Pink
-Movie: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
-Band: Incubus
-Song: Lots
-Tv Show: The Young and the Restless
-Cartoon: Daria
-Cereal: Froot Loops with marshmallows
-Kind of milk: Chocolate
-Outfit: I don't have one.
-Brand of shoes: Adidas
-Food: Pizza
-Fast food place: McDonalds?
-Store: Wal-Mart!
-CD: I'm loving the new Fall Out Boy cd, but overall, I like Puddle of Mudd's "Life on Display"
-Sibling: I don't have one
-Friend: Heh. That's kind of funny.
-Movie star: Me.
-Animal: Rabbit.
-Flower: Rose.
-Book: The one I wrote.
-Celeb: Me.
-Guy: Your mom.
-Girl: Your dad.
-Clothing brand: Mudd.

-Last thing you...-
-Last three times you've been out of the house? To my job, to my job, and to my job.
-Last person you hand wrote a letter to? Quintus.
-Last person you e-mailed? This guy I went to high school with.
-Last person who e-mailed you? Livejournal. Heh. That's how pathetic it is.
-Last person who cooked for you? I think James.
-Last person you kissed? Quintus, I believe.
-Last person that saw you naked? James.
-Last person you said "I love you" to? Mommy.
-Last person who told you they loved you? Mommy.
-Last song you listened to? "Curb-side Prophet" by Jason Mraz.
-Last thing you ate? A donut.
-Last thing you drank? Diet Sierra Mist.
-Last time you slept? Last night.
-Last time you showered? Last night.
-Last time you watched the stars? To be honest, when I was at Quint's house last.
-Last time you felt alone? Tonight.
-Last time you felt in love? No comment.
-Last time you cried? Tonight.
-Last time you were sick? I'm not really sure. I may be sick now.
-Last time you said 'totally'? Probably recently.
-Last time you said 'forever'? I don't like that word.
-Last time you stayed up all night? Pssh. I can't tell you when I haven't.
-Last time you ate oatmeal? I hate that crap.
-Last time you made cookies, from scratch? Long, long time ago if ever.

-Cell Phone-
-Last five people you called? I don't even know if I have five people to call. Let me check my phone. Voicemail, Tim George, Mom, James, and Quintus.
-Last five people that have called you? James, Quintus, Mom, Peggy, Joey
-Last five people to leave you voice mail? God damn. I don't know. Quintus, Joey, James, and Mom. They're the only ones who leave me voicemail.
-What did the last text message you received say ? "It'd be easier out of my mouth, no matter how tired I am."
-Who was it from? Quintus
-What did the last text message you sent say? "Want me to call now?"
-Who was it to? Quintus
-What did they say back? "Yup :-D"
-What color is your phone? Purple with pandas.
-Does it have a camera? No.
-Flip or Slide? Ha. Fuck that.
-Who is your phone through? Sprint.
-Did you get suckered into a 2 year agreement? Of course.
-Do you love your celly? No.
-Download any ringers for it? What are they? Nope.
-Any games? What are they? Nope.
-Wallpapers? What do they look like? Nope.
-Who calls you at least once a day? Mom and Quintus usually.
-Who do you call the most? Mom.
-Do you pay to much for long distance? No.
-Do you want a new phone? Yes.
-Why don't you get one? I'm poor.
-When is the last time you used your phone? Just a second ago.
-List everyone in your phonebook? Amber, Anna-Marie, Brandie, Brooke, Greg, James, James' Grandma, Jessica, Joey, Josh, Lindsey, Mercelia, Mom, Grandma, Nick, Peggy, Quintus, Samantha, Steve, Tenisha, Thomas, Tippy, Twyla, Tyler
-Whats you're number? 9103520243

-True or False-
-You're hot: False
-Your best friend is hot: I don't have one.
-Your best friends ex(s) hot: Don't have any.
-You would date your best friends ex(s): No.
-You talk to yourself: True
-You have read all the Harry Potter books: False
-You have read all the Lord Of The Rings books: False
-You are in love right now: Dude.

-Random Stuff-
-What is your best memory ever? I have soooo many.
-Biggest lie you ever told: Now, why would I tell you?
-What is your biggest goal? To be happy.
-Are you in school? Not right now.
-Do you like it? I can't if I'm not there yet.
-What makes you cry? People. Being abandoned more than anything.
-What are you wearing right now? Blue jeans and a black Incubus shirt.
-What type of girl/guy do you like? I like good people.
-What style do you dress? Somewhere between preppy and hippy and rocker.
-If your friends had to describe you in 5 words what would they be? Weird, Funny, Weak, Loner, Introvert
-Pick one friend you would trust to set you up on a blind date: Hell. I don't trust Anna. She'd set me up with some black dude. haha! Nah. There's no one.
-Do you know anyone who can surf? Shane.
-What is on your computer desk? This isn't exactly a computer desk.
-Name everything you've eaten today: Raviolli, two donuts, Sierra Mist, Diet Pepsi
-Can you cook? Sometimes.
-Have you cooked lately? In the microwave.
-How much nail polish do you own? Too many that I don't use.

-Online-
-What messengers do you have? AIM
-Who you talking to? Quintus and Tyler.
-How's that going? Nicely.
-Having fun? Sure.
-Who is that anyway? My friends.
-What are you talking about? Our next orgy.
-Ever cyber? When I was fourteen, yes.
-Why/why not? I was new to the internet.
-What was the last thing u said on im? What was up there the first time this was asked.
-Who was that too? Quintus.
-Name everyone's name on your buddy list (not screen name but their NAME): There's no f'n way.
-Where did you meet all of those people? Off and online.
-Do you talk to all of those people? Most, yet.
-Who do you talk to the most? Quintus, Tyler, and Twyla.
-The least? O.o Dunno.
-Who do you avoid when they come online? No one.

-The End-
This is over, you glad? Yes.
Was it good? I don't remember having sex.
Was it random? Yes.
Was it different? Not really.

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Fun in the Bathroom. (Photos)
Friday. 9.16.05 6:55 pm

INCUBUST! Watch out for those nose hairs, though.





NYAH! My gap is getting bigger. Haha. Ew.





I bought new ear wear. Those are new barbell ends (black and white) and a black tunnel. ^.^ You can see my neck through my earlobe! How cool is that? Mwuahah.


Lost my booty. Boo hoo.

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<3 Joey
Friday. 9.16.05 5:41 pm
Joey: I had sex with this black girl once, and she reminded me a lot of you. She was the most non-black black person I've ever met.

Joey: she did this thing, though, it drove me nuts. she'd be telling a story, then she'd do this elaborate impersonation of what annoying white girls sound like.


Not because of this statement, but. Just for a second, I almost felt better. Just for a second, though. Then this person named Reality took a shit on my face.


There's nothing great about me.

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